Ordinary Jiejah

#660...Taken for Granted

2012-01-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

You do not take for granted the one

who waits for you,

who stayed with you when everyone else decided to bail,

who listens to all your problems,

who calls and texts to check on you when you're sad, sick and mad,

who believes that you're worth it,

who trusts you fully,

who shares their deepest secrets and hopes,

who tolerates your teasing,

who gave you time and space to breathe,

who tells you thing as it is,

who stuck by you when everyone else starts dissing,

who gets hurt trying to fix you,

who hated those hating on you,

who rationalizes every issue you had,

who tries to be the stronger one when clearly is not; you just don't.

Because this world takes back whatever was given to you. And when that happens, you'll probably live a lifetime of regret.

*Notes: Its been a while I didn't update this blog. As above this something that I would like share from my heart.

I learn every bits of my mistakes and lesson that I get from the pass week. Thank you to those whom stand by me and I would like to this opportunity to apologize to people that hurt along the journey. May Al-Mighty blessed you. Amin.
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#660...Berserah dan Pasrah

2012-01-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah,
Besar sungguh ujian mu untuk ku,
Tak cukup dengan ujian yang ku tempuh satu lagi ujian datang untukku hari ini 16th Januari 2012.

Its hurt when everything that your hope when down to drain when you trying to open your heart again,

Its hurt you the most when people start to interpret about your words and intention,

But again who am I to say about all this, as I am a person to be blame. I never knew its this hard but I hope I'm strong to go thru all this again. Some how some people will only see the mistake that we have made but have them seen their action make other hurt even more? I guess this is another trial that I have to face.

Ya Allah give me strength to go thru all this. Amin.

#659...Alhamdulillah

2012-01-13T10:31:00.000+08:00

"Saya sangat perlukan sahabat untuk perbaiki diri. tapi saya perlu nasihat dan teguran, bukan kritikan atau sindiran. saya juga punya hati dan perasaan..dan Alhamdulillah Allah temukan saya dgn mereka.. :') <3"

After read this at one of my favourite site at Tumblr, only one word came out from my mouth, "syukur".
I'm a lucky girl to have someone that can hold my hand when I'm falling down.

Yesterday,
Mark another history in my calendar and shall remind myself till the day Al-mighty take me away.

Another good thing when this happen make me more firm on my decision to make my 2012 plan working on schedule!

Its another journey in my life,
I learned many thing about sisterhood,
Its a heartache when people start to misinterpret of your intention,
Breaking of promises and sisterhood its part of life,
A good friend will alway be there for with open arm and heart,
Its not easy to maintain a good relationship,
Its good to discover a new friendship from unexpected place..

More thing to be discovered and its just 13th day in January! :) *wohoooo*

I'm bloging this from Sepang Circuit!

**Mode: kena psycho ngan china man to prove that I'm good in Event Management! *Ketuk dahi**
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#658... Terukir Di Bintang

2012-01-12T14:53:00.001+08:00

Jika engkau minta intan permata
Tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang
Dari langit untukmu

Jika engkau minta satu dunia
Akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu
Pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

JieJah's Say...**mode nyanyi sensorang**

Tak semua mengerti diri
Tak pinta untuk memahami
Tapi hati bertanya dan cuba untuk mengerti
Tidak juga untuk membenci
Apa yang pasti hanya hampa menanti..

#657...Sweet Life!

2012-01-11T16:22:00.000+08:00

There is no more lovely, friendly and charming relationship, communion or company that a good marriage.
- Martin Luther

JieJah's Say.. Just wanna share this beautiful picture. Have a great one peeps! :)

#656...Diet?

2012-01-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

I been sick for the last 3 day ago,

and i know from where i got the infection.(-__-**)

I keep on praying please not now as the date is getting nearer

Many thing need to be done but i just feel so little time.

On top of that i have incoming event @ Sepang Circuit

and plus im in the midst of preparation of the new launch car!

Lately too many people asking me this question!

"you tak diet ker gg?" me dengan muka toya will answer I'm happy with who i am.

Peeps I'm not perfect at all,

Been like a moon version before weight more like 70kg,
Am i happy? Kinda, because i can eat what i want
Health wise? Nope because i tend to sick quickly
My turning point? I workout for my health (That is the priority) till now I'm weighing around 50kg :P
and honestly im just lucky because of my work hectic make me as who i am now :P

I'm a human too but honestly im just like other girl with different self conscious but somehow now i just don't care and eat what i want! What matter most i want to achieve my goal 2012...

I want to be happy! In many way that i will and wish.

:P

JieJah's Say...One idols that make me smile always is Adele! Be yourself that i most important thing! :)

#655...New Start, New Begining

2012-01-06T10:08:00.001+08:00

JieJah's Say...

Some people will start on diet as a start on
new resolution,

Some people change there appearance as a start
on new journey of a new year,

Some people upgrade their relationship
as an improvement in their love live,

Some people just remain as who there are as
they are comfortable as the way it is,

Some people will start to plan to upgrade their
current job,

Who am i to say its right or wrong,
To my opinion 'Niat' its the most important.

i remember a person that i really loved used to say this to me,

"Jika kita berniat baik, apa pun kerja yang kita lakukan akan berjalan dengan sempurna," Arwah Tokmak

Al-Fatihah Tokmak, I missed you dearly!

#645...I wanna be like this cat!

2012-01-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...
Rasa geram nak gigit-gigit sampai lebam! :D

#644... Wishing upon happiness

2012-01-05T15:53:00.000+08:00

Day 5 of my new year,
Honestly nothing much change except to accept thing as it shoud be and most of thing runs as normal :)

Although, its only day 5 of 365 days,
Yes, today i did cried and this has been continued since pass few weeks and now i feel i wanna scream

*sambil tendang meja*

But one thing that im pretty sure is 2012 its gonna be bombard me with many new obsticle
that trying to prevent me to be happy,

But some how all i'm going to do is i will stay strong, do my best to hang on and enjoy
life as it should be, happy as it is and syukur with His blessing!

Here's is some update that i wanna share

Work wise,

Three Main campaign still on progress only one its completely done *just now* yeay!
Incoming small track event and big event on February!

p.s : in yoga mood bersila *meditate*

Personal life,

Been busy like a bee,
Been emo like a queen,

Counting day ahead of me and im guessing its to late to say
"so much to do, so little time" hahaaaa!

Many things that i gain and pick up along the way
last year and 2012. Dear Al-Mighty thank you for the gift, nothing more that i could ask for.
I hope and pray for the best,
Shall update more of this soon, Insyallah!

JieJah's Say...Nothing more than i can say thank you to Al-Mighty to open my eyes and my hearts to see so many thing surrounding me. I wont say much but one thing in my heart keep on saying "Alhamdulilah"

#643...Kata-kata Doa

2011-12-21T19:36:00.001+08:00

“Ya ALLAh, ya TUHAN-ku,

Andainya dia itu baik untuk aku, demi duniaku dan akhiratku, maka mudahkanlah percintaan kami dan jodohkanlah kami berdua,
andainya dia itu tidak baik untuk aku, demi duniaku dan akhiratku, maka ENGKAU patahkanlah hatiku terhadapnya dan pisahkanlah kami berdua dengan cara yang baik”

JieJah's Say...

Some how this word touch my heart. why? Only Allah knows it.
Only Allah know how i feel today. From today onward, i let Him to decide my fate and i have no words to say as the truth will unveil sooner or later.
As arwah Tok mak used to say this,
"Jika benar ini semua datang dari diriku, Kau tunjukkan la kebenarannya, Jika benar ia bukan datang dari diriku Kau tunjukkan la ia pada alam semesta," - Kata-kata buat ku rasa tenang untuk menghadapinya.

#642...Don’t Take This For Granted

2011-12-15T18:55:00.001+08:00

JieJah's Say... I realized it more now and Insyallah will be a better person.

People should not be taken for granted
— not the ones who raised you, not the ones who ground you, not the ones who love you. Not the stranger who chased you for a half-block to tell you you’ve dropped something, not the one who holds the door for you, not the one who asks you if you’re feeling okay or the one who asks you to dance.

Their actions are not inconsequential; they are what it means to be human, a state so common that it’s rather easy to forget how extraordinary it can be. Don’t. Remember it always, remember how bland and unsatisfactory and meaningless life would be without humanity.

The time someone stood in front of you and nakedly, candidly told you how they felt about you; the time someone let you cry for minutes, hours, because you couldn’t do it alone anymore; the time someone asked how you were and wanted to listen to the answer. Don’t take this for granted, because moments like these don’t come in bulk.

Acts of love can’t be bought on sale or saved for rainy days — they come when they come and the best you can do is recognize them for what they are: flashes that make life worth living.
Don’t take for granted the small things: the last time the sun kisses your face before three days of rain or having a pair of eyes to look into, hands to hold. A warm bed to collapse into at the end of a long day and an illuminated sky on a clear night. Embrace the people you can sit in silence with, and the ones who make you laugh for hours with little effort. The small things add up to big things, the big things add up to everything. Don’t take this for granted.

#641...Its been a while

2011-12-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

Its been a while i didn't write anything here at my blog,

Been busy and messy lately,
Nothing much to update..
I guess its just the same old story.

That is how life work,
But yet, I'm Glad.
Alhamdulilah for the good or bad that i gone thru,
One thing that i really want is to ease my parents,
I really hope that it get approve soon
Its really make me feel responsible more compared before,
More or less now i feel I'm alone in many decision that i made or mistake that i done
Gosh, I really learn this good lesson.
Dear Al-Mighty thank you for giving me this lesson.

I hope that i manage to go thru this rain.
Insyallah..

Btw i just want to share something nice that i read from the net,

“It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap…maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.”
— Alex Karev, Grey’s Anatomy

JieJah's Say...I know its my fault and i realized that i have made a dump mistakes.
I'm sorry. Salam.

#640...Gajah yang Chommmmel!

2011-12-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...Need i say more? Let sing together,

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep and dreamed of Para-para-paradise,
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

#639...Ayat meruntum hati :)

2011-12-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

Just want to share something capturing my mind while me waiting for my data to be download.

From ShutterClick Photography @ Zahiril Adam Wedding Reception Ceremony

Puisi cinta yg datang dari hati....

Aku pasti punya masalah
Tiap kali ingin menulis puisi buatmu.
Entah kenapa, kuasa cintamu lebih hebat
Dari kata-kata yang akan terkeluarkan.
Saat itu langsung aku setuju yang dirimu satu.
Dan hari ini kau menjadi isteriku.

Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah berkasar,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah mengherdik,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah menjerit,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah terpekik, melolong,
Isteriku, percayalah sebabnya ialah kasih dan cinta.

Akan ku jaga kau seperti ku jaga diriku sendiri,
Memang hidup itu tidak pernah ada jaminan keselamatan,
Bahaya, ancaman di mana-mana
Tapi selagi kau dalam dakapanku,
Aku berjanji akan menjagamu
Setiap saat dan waktu,
Setiap siang dan malam,
Setiap guruh dan hujan,
Setiap panas dan terik,
Setiap nafasku.

Aku sering menadah telapak tangan,
Dan memohon pada Tuhan,
Agar kau, bukan sahaja kau menjadi isteriku,
Tetapi menjadi isteri yang disayangi Allah Ta’ala

Isteriku.
Selamat datang ke hidupku,
Selamat menjadi isteriku.
Selamat menjadi ibu pada anak-anakku kelak.
Selamat menjadi menantu ibu bapaku.
Selamat menjadi adik dan kakak pada adik-beradikku.
Selamat menjadi keluargaku.
Selamat menjadi pelengkap hidupku.
Selamat menjadi separuh dari aku.

JieJah's Say...
If I'm in that position i definitely cry with happiness! Such a beautiful word :)

#638...Love You Like A Love Song

2011-12-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say... Somehow i keep on playing this song on my list. The catchy lyric can make dancing and sing a long (ignoring surrounding like no body business) ;')

#637...Chinese Proverbs

2011-12-08T15:56:00.001+08:00

With money you can buy a house, but not a home.

With money you can buy a clock, but not time.

With money you can buy a bed, but not sleep.

With money you can buy a book, but not knowledge.

With money you can buy a doctor, but not good health.

With money you can buy a position, but not respect.
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With money you can buy blood, but not life.

With money you can buy sex, but not love.

JieJah's Say...Plain word could make your heart grow fonder.

#636... Penakut

2011-12-01T13:55:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...

Entah mengapa lagu nie bermain di minda pada waktu ini,
Orang kata saya hanya mengira hari untuk bahagia tapi sahaja hanya bersahaja
Pelik tapi itu kebenaran hati,
Apabila dalam hati tiada rasa...susah sungguh untuk di kata atau rasa...

#635...Cinta dari atas

2011-11-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say... Feels like wanna dance and sing like her! wanna feel like on the top of the world...

#634...Life challenges

2011-11-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...I just wonder and think...?
Rough start today,
The funny part i learn pretty good lesson since early in the morning
I rather kept it to myself this time
Assumption always kill especially when it relates to works, friend and family
Either that, i guess the best lesson so far is we just be who we are,
No matter what people want to say, or think, or assume,
Be a thick skin, although it hurt you to the heart beat..
Be strong, as the truth shall be revealed sooner or later.

I learn this in hard way but at one point in our life,

We need to stop pointing to others but look at yourself first,
Ask for this guidance and in the same time we need to lay low to HIM and tell him what is in your mind, ask for the best guidance...Insyallah!

Few weeks ago,
When few major issue hits me, all i ask from HIM is to show me the truth to me and who ever that involve in the issue. Alhamdulilah, yesterday my pray have been answered by HIM

I'm in a huge hole mess, but i believe that i can make this time and another sad thing that i encounter is you are right! i should known it better.Thank you for open up my eyes and hearts.

Syukran!

#633...Less expectation and keep on going!

2011-11-16T19:31:00.001+08:00

Ada kala saya tersungkur,
tapi saya bangkit tanpa rasa benci di hati

Ada kala saya menangis,
tapi saya pujuk diri agar tabah menghadapi dugaan ini

Ada kala saya menyampah
tapi saya buang rasa itu kerana it sangat menyakitkan hati

Ada kala saya terasa,
tapi saya hanya mampu pujuk diri dengan doa agar di berkati oleh Ilahi..

Saya hanya manusia yang punya hati dan perasaan
Ada kala saya tewas dengan kelemahan saya sendiri
Tapi dalam masa yang sama saya tahu saya mampu menghadapi semua ini
Walaupun pada kamu tiada secumit rasa kasihan atau sayang di hati.

Saya belajar dari semua ini dan Moga Allah s.w.t akan tunjukkan kebenarannya suatu hari nanti.
Insyallah..

JieJah's Say...Pondering thru many thing happening today. I hope im strong enough to go thru this...

#632...The One That Got Away

2011-11-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

Some how this song keep on playing on my playlist especially the lyric make me think about it a lot!

#630...Best feeling in the world.

2011-11-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

You’re thinking about them.

You want to text them.

You pick up your phone,

The text message is open ready for you to type away.

And to your surprise….

They text you first. Minds intertwined.

JieJah's Say... :) Sigh... i miss this a lot

#629...It Will Rain

2011-11-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...

Saw this video released today. Some how this song rhyme in my heart because every words in the lyric meaningful to me. So part of the song shows and explains how me feels.

Happy 11.11.11...Its nice to see everyone sharing joyful moments from proposal to wedding ceremony!

#628...The greatest love!

2011-11-09T18:58:00.001+08:00

I always love father and daughter moment's like above
it keep on reminding me how lucky and I'm really proud of my DAD @ Bak :)

JieJah's Say...

Been bless to have a lovely father that loving me as who i am and Alhamdulilah always be there for me when i need him the most, Thank you again Bak. Last Sunday, you show me the greatest love that no person that will understand is me, your daughter. Thank you bak! You always the best and i always remember this quote from you..

"No matter how old are you, you still my little girl and i always wants the best for you"
*im crying while writing this..Im just lucky to have you as my Bak,

#627... Dream that i kept aside

2011-11-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...

Don’t be a champion for insecurity and call out structures that are trying to exploit our bodies for personal gain. i love this line the most, “Beauty should be something that is celebrated and something that is enjoyable, not something that people should feel uncomfortable about achieving.” Zooey Deschanel wrote this letter to Vogue when she was 17 - they ended up publishing it.

One of my wish and dream to do something like this in the future . . .

If you were here i think you will support me all the way...Right? -___-**

I miss you Tok Mak...Just few days ago i meet you but i miss you to much this time. Al-Fatihah

#626...Sexy Adam & Anne V!

2011-11-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

Sexy!

I adore this picture :')

JieJah's Say... :')

I just had to share this photo shoot.

Adam Levine and his girlfriend, Victoria’s Secret model Anne V, are too hot. I don’t understand what happened to his torso in one of the pictures, though…But apart from the terrible editing job the Photoshoppers did for Russian Vogue, these pictures are so sexy. Too Sexy i say ;P!

#625. . .Fulls of colors!

2011-11-02T18:21:00.000+08:00

A team of talented people, an army of beautiful models, the most charming designer whose illustrations I’m obsessed with…

Banana Republic opened their studio doors to capture the process from model fittings, styling, hair and makeup tests and all the vision it takes to bring together what will be our Banana Republic in Spring 2012…

JieJah's Say...Full of colors!

I saw this on tumblr, i adore this so much and aiming some of the stuff *daydream mode*

What do you think?

*wishing to jump to this industry la pulak :')

#624...The thing we call LOVE

2011-10-31T16:12:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...

Many of us have this experience from good and bad
If you ask me,
Love is something like a fairy tales but with a twist of its own individual stories
One thing for sure we need the bleessing form our parents too espcially when couple decicded to get married.
Trust me it not an easy journey,

My heart beating fast and i'm nervous for this evening

Dear Friend and Family

Please pray and wishes me the best. Insyallah

#623...Keep holding on

2011-10-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

Dear whoever is reading this,

I understand how rough things are right now.
I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise.
Keep holding on just a little bit longer.
I know you feel like nobody really cares.
You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise
I wouldn't be reblogging this.

You're not alone, we may be miles away but we're all going through the same things. Please keep holding on.

#622...Words from my heart

2011-10-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

Its been a while
Wondering if I can survive this ride again
Is my heart is strong
To go thru this emotion ride again
Again my heart pondering what will happen in the future..

I remember my last journey last 5 or 6 years ago..
Its pain like hell
Nobody knows except me
The heartache with the headache making me as who I am
Especially who I am today..

My journey its not easy
I'm just a human being too..
I got myself to be blame and admit that I'm not perfect too :(

I cry again this morning
After my parent have the talk again
My heart beats faster and I remember this feeling again..

Dear Al-Mighty, You know what's the best for me, guide me thru and I believe in my destiny..

Dear friend and family,
Please pray for me.

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#621...Berubah?

2011-10-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...

Some how this song stuck in my head since few days ago..
Lesson of life,
I don't believe in fairy tales no more and i wont get the chance to get my happy ending!
Its just to good to true!

I guess you're happy with this right? I wish you the best!

#620...Sekadar perkataan

2011-10-28T11:28:00.000+08:00

Ada kala kehidupan bukannya kita belajar dari buku di sekolah atau di universiti,
Pelajaran kehidupan datang dari kehidupan itu sendiri,
Dari manis, pahit kita hanya mampu menempuhi kehidupan ini,
Saya percaya dengan itu kita mampu berjaya selain berkat doa dari kedua orang tua kiter..

Ayat di atas, sekadar ayat pendahuluan luahan isi hati saya
Bermula dari dua minggu lalu saya belajar menerima keadaan atau bakal kehidupan saya
Saya hanya mampu menerima dugaan dan memerlukan masa untuk diterima masuk dalam diri..
Tetapi ada kala manusia leka dan alpa! Keangkuhan diri menyebabkan mereka lupa perasaan yang dilukai perlu masa untuk sembuh..
Tidak masuk di akal hanya berfikir di sebelah pihak sahaja tapi jika itu yang fikirkan baik teruskan lah..

Keadaan di tempat kerja bukan nya semudah yang difikirkan.
Ya Allah berilah kekuatan menempuhi semuanya dari segi mental dan fizikal..

Mungkin ini kisah pendek yang saya ingin sampaikan..tatkala hati ini runsing dan risau. Sampai bila mimpi ngeri menghantui diri..saya tak pasti. Saya berserah pada yang maha esa. Amin.

Pada semua yang memberi semangat dan doa, gg berterima kasih. Hati anda semua sangat mulia. Terima kasih :')

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#619. . .Beautiful Photography!

2011-10-28T10:48:00.000+08:00

In love…
Steps to happiness:
1) find a man to marry
2) find this dress*
*I could probably just be happy with the dress! hahaaaaaaaaaaa!

JieJah's Say...I fall in love with this photography! Omg...felt in love :') *mode berangan* in love…

#618...Why adam why?

2011-10-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...Dang! move it like jagger... :P

#617...Take me there?

2011-10-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...can someone take me here? i really tired emotionally and mentally tired. After listen to lastest new make me more upset! I hate you! Period.

I have made my decision, I don't live with my dream anymore, I live by fact!

#616...The real fact!

2011-10-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...
Hati saya bukannya di salut dengan Besi, Dalam mase dua minggu i have to accept.
I have feeling too! and i wish you can set the fire to the rain but i really doubt it you can do that for me.

To many thing i want to write but I'm tired to do that...
Dear Al-Mighty, please give me the strength to go thru this and guide the best for me. Amin!

#615...Water Runs Dry

2011-10-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say... Honestly i download this mp3 version and thought to listen it since yesterday. However, I don't have the opportunity to listen to it, this morning....

On my twitter status,

Listening to all lovely cover's of my favorite song just making me singing, crying and making my day today :)

Honestly this song cover really making my day, especially im drained with a lot of UN-expecting thing around me since last week. Learned the hard way about life, especially dream are not meant to come true and i don't live with fairy tales either.

Pray for me dear friends and family. I'm trying my best to hold on :')

#614...My Current addict!

2011-10-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...Just can't get enough of this lovely covers! OMG over la me nih!

#613...You Are My Heart

2011-10-17T12:35:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...Falling deep in love with this song :)

#612...Random Thoughts of Our Age

2011-10-17T12:26:00.001+08:00

I wish Google Maps had an “Avoid Ghetto” routing option.
More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can’t wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that’s not only better, but also more directly involves me.
Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.
I don’t understand the purpose of the line, “I don’t need to drink to have fun.” Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they’ve invented the lighter?
Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you’re going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you’re crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk.
I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger.
The letters T and G are very close to each other on a keyboard. This recently became all too apparent to me and consequently I will never be ending a work email with the phrase “Regards” again.
Do you remember when you were a kid playing Nintendo and it wouldn’t work? You take the cartridge out, blow in it and that would magically fix the problem. Every kid in America did that, but how did we all know how to fix the problem? There was no internet or message boards or FAQ’s. We just figured it out. Today’s kids are soft.
There is a great need for sarcasm font.
I think everyone has a movie that they love so much, it actually becomes stressful to watch it with other people. I’ll end up wasting 90 minutes shiftily glancing around to confirm that everyone’s laughing at the right parts, then making sure I laugh just a little bit harder (and a millisecond earlier) to prove that I’m still the only one who really, really gets it.

JieJah's Say...words always make ma day interesting ;)

#611...I am blessed

2011-10-16T10:53:00.000+08:00

This isn’t for anybody in particular. Just, whoever is reading this.

If you don’t feel loved, or if you’ve been having a rough time with things and you’re ready to give up, or if you just feel like shit for no reason right now, or if your “friends” are treating you like shit, know that there is…

JieJah's Say...I'm blessed to feel like this.

#610...Respect :)

2011-10-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

Girls are stubborn, irritating, confusing and much more.

I don’t know how some of you guys can deal with it. We complain almost everyday about the littlest things. Some guys would get irritated and leave in a heartbeat, I would. I can’t even stand myself.

*I have respect for those guy who can stick to their girl! :P

JieJah's Say...Its been a while i didn't post anything. I been sick and many thing happen lately. I shall share it later and i just wanted to share something that i read this morning.

:)

#609. . .Pretty Wings

2011-10-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...Love this song.. :)

#608. . . Mybe this is me

2011-09-28T13:43:00.001+08:00

JieJah's Say...

"A lot of people tend to think I’m predictable and “safe” but the truth is, once you get to know me I’m quite full of surprises and secrets that are actually really out of “character.” I think even my closest friends would be surprised if they questioned me a bit,".

#607...Kerendahan diri

2011-09-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hari ini aku mendongak langit,
melihat kekerdilan diri.
Walau aku punya kekuatan untuk bangkit,
itu semua pemberian Ilahi.

Hari ini aku menunduk melihat bumi,
memandang kebesaran Ilahi.
Walau aku memilih untuk membiarkan tanah menyentuh dahi,
itu semua peberian Rabbi.

Maka apakah ada hari yang patut aku persiakan?
Semuanya berkait dengan Ar-Rahman.
Dialah yang memberikan kekuatan dan keizinan,
dan aku hanyalah hambaNya yang berusaha melaksanakan.

Aku belajar banyak perkara semenjak puasa, Ku bersyukur dengan lempah kurniaNya. Aku sedar aku hamba yang hina, tapi ku mengharapkan setiap luka yang ku terima akan di balas balik dengan seadanya. Ini bukannya dendam tetapi hanya ingin Mereka itu sedar dengan kesilapannya.

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#606...Dang! I fall in love again..

2011-09-17T19:26:00.000+08:00

I saw this bag at lookbook, I fall in love immediately!!

It make me curious who design this nice handbag..

I have to admit that I have a lot of relationship with handbag and shoe!

I hope I will found it soon (perasan mode*) :')

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#605...Beautiful picture

2011-09-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

I want to share with you what I have discovered today. I would like to shared you this beautiful photography. I must say, this is beautiful picture.

**This remarkable shot of a forked lightning bolt streaking through the sky behind the 1,063ft iron tower was captured by amateur photo grapher Bertrand Kulik.

The 31-year-old from Paris – which is known as the City of Light – said:
"The weather was dry and the sky appeared to be completely clear, but suddenly it started to thunder".

'I quickly grabbed my camera and put it on a tripod by the window in the hope I could get an action picture – but I never thought I would get such a magnificent shot.'

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#604...Come As You Are

2011-09-14T14:37:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...

To many thing in mind especially today. Dong stuff alone make me realized where im stand here.
Talking to people make me realized how important is friendship and teamwork,
Nevertheless, i think this is no longer important as i already make my decision.

This song keep me going today, i listen to it almost everyday in my playlist :)
I have a great lunch just now...Its been to long that i didn't do something for myself.

As mention before,
This runs as my plan,
Honestly i cant wait already (Jahat kan me) but I'm deeply hurt.

Dear Friend and Famile,

Doakan the best for me. Amin

#603...Aku yang penakut!

2011-09-13T00:41:00.001+08:00

Taken from Yuna's song.

This is one of my favorite song. Till now it still stuck on my mind. Maybe some of you won't understand this I don't mind. This is something related to my daily life..

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucapkan tak pernah engaku tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah kau cuba ringankan
.
.
.
Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku

Dan lyric ini masih lagi bermain di benak fikiran ku :)
Mungkin juga ini kebenarannya..
Namun hati pedih sbb tak sempat bergambar ngn Yuna..Ish! Maybe some other time.

*aku belajar pelbagai benda hati,
Pembuka hati dan minda. Ya Allah. Tabahkan hati, kuat kan semangat Ku Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memerlukan sokongan me untuk meneruskan perjuangan ku!" Amin..

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#602...Kebodohan hati

2011-09-12T18:05:00.001+08:00

Keriangan di hati
Hilang..

Tatkala makian meniti
Hampa..

Perasaan mula meneliti
Serik..

Kebencian mula meniti
Sedar

Aku hilang kata diri,
Terasa aku ingin pergi..

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#601... Half Of My Heart

2011-09-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...singing this verse out loud with day dreaming with YOU En. John Mayer....

Your faith is strong
But I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you
Than half of my heart
But I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
With half of my . . .

#600...Saya terpesona

2011-09-07T11:43:00.001+08:00

JieJah's Say...I'm impressed! I read this from one of my favourite the site.

From Hamba Allah :
"I admit that girls in proper hijab is more beautiful. They are as beautiful as hidayah that Allah gave them. May Allah bless them. And, may Islam always becomes their strength."

#599...I Can't Lie

2011-09-06T12:34:00.001+08:00

JieJah's Say...Fall in love with the lyric :)

I cant lie, you’re on my mind, stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead
I just died so much inside now that you’re not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday

#598...Saya berterima kasih!

2011-09-05T23:49:00.001+08:00

I thought you were better but you're the worst!

Thank you for this headache and heartache. God bless!

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#597...Imagine Jane

2011-09-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

Maybe God doesn't look down and see a giant bunch of people,

Maybe God looks down and sees your story and my story. Individuals. Our dreams and fears and pains and hopes and all the things that make us unique.

Our questions and our favourite songs, these things matter so much. Somehow maybe we're…

**Just some word stuck on my head, maybe some people will think this is something stupid to posted it on blog.

I like to share something nice to read and knowledge that I gain everyday.
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#596...My Raya yang rock :)

2011-09-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah, today is the 5th of Syawal How fast time goes by, been busy and unwell lately.

As I mention, this year raya I'm at Segamat, Johor. Very calm raya and emotional raya to me and my family. Elated and grateful with the love that been shown. This bulat gal really glad and happy with this blessing.

Since I'm on red flag (I da raya dulu yaw*!) Heheee!
We visit my tok mak and tok bak grave and pray in my heart. Tell them I'm really missing them and cherish every moment that I have with both of you.

Then of me go to Batu Pahat, much calmer Raya. My mum really not well espcially with her high fever, but alhamdulilah she is ok now. Then off we go to ma uncle, and me meet my new nephew..gosh! I felt old. LOL! I have a good time with him..then our journey continue to Machap which my Tok Sue's house. We have a great time with cooking together (asam pedas) and photography session..I really adore the olderly session chit chat etc. Of course the bonus keep on appearing make me wanna ran a way. I keep in my heart and I think my quiet syndrome have effected me as person. Few did ask why me different but I'm just keep it to my self :)

Then our journey continue to Tangkak, meet my Tok Cik. I have a great time there especially with the cempedak goreng, tulang sup etc.

Lastly, our trip is to Muar. My Mak Ngah house. We sleep one nite then my dad decided to go home. Weee!

As I mention,
I have a nice calm raya that I wanted. Many memorable time with my family. Loving the emotional session during the salam session. I miss my loved ones deeply while me not here. Heheee! That also including my babies (my cat and kitten) heheeee!

Today, I shall have my 1st open house at my gff house at subang. Can't wait to see her especially with her good news. Alhamdulilah, both of my gf..Hanin and Winnie have her new job. That is among my doa and prayers come true. Alhamdulilah and hope it went well. Insyallah...have a great weekend everyone! I know I will ;')

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#595...For future plan

2011-09-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

When I saw this picture just now it make me smile..(Day dreaming mode)

This is one of the place that I would go for bag packing..London, New York, Italy, Vienna, Turkey, India ..is among the place in my wish list. Before that I would like to go Sompurna Island by this year :).

First thing first, need to settle the unfinished business. Dear friend and family, please pray for me and wish me the best.

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#594...I love meow

2011-09-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

I read this at one of the site,
Make me wanna share with all of you..
Simple because I'm also a proud mummy for my cat and kitten. ;')

JOHN and I are in our Dakota kitchen in the middle of the night. Three cats — Sasha, Micha and Charo — are looking up at John, who is making tea for us two.

Sasha is all white, Micha is all black. They are both gorgeous, classy Persian cats. Charo, on the other hand, is a mutt. John used to have a special love for Charo. "You've got a funny face, Charo!" he would say, and pat her.

-Yoko Ono on John's love for cats

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#593...Break free?

2011-09-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

I saw this and make me wonder what will happen if I do this?

Shall I do this? To be the ordinary jiejah :)

I believe in rezeki, I do hate fate, I believe we can change our destiny,
But I have one issue here...
I don't believe in fairy tale anymore..

I'm done!

To many headache and to many heartache.
No body else except me...
I have learned many lesson this Puasa and Raya..
I'm enjoying every moment
And I hope to see your moment soon.
Just to feel the pain that I have to thru for all this years..

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#592...Wishing Selamat Hari Raya

2011-08-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

Tatkala mendengar takbir di television,

Terdetik di hati untuk menulis ini..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,

Maaf, Zahir dan Batin..
Dari diri ini untuk semua. Moga Aidilfitri membawa seribu makna untuk anda seisi keluarga.

**have a great one this year! I know I will Insyallah. Been bless and I'm greatful with this blessing.

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#591..The ultimate beauty

2011-08-28T07:36:00.000+08:00

only some answers, why we cover our hair.

for those who wear, only to follow the rule;

for those who want to decide to wear;

for those who dont wear & always ask why;

I am free as a woman to please only Allah,

The Ultimate Beauty =D.

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#590...The word of LOVE

2011-08-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

I saw this article,
It make me feel the word of LOVE.
;')

"You know, I feel real good about 5-0. The — obviously, I've gotten a little grayer since I took this job but otherwise, I feel pretty good. And Michelle, you know, says that, you know, she — she — she still thinks I'm, I'm cute, you know. And I guess that's — that's all that matters, isn't it?" — Barack Obama

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#589...Kisah sebaris Doa

2011-08-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...
I would like to share this with the readers here, i got this from My GF. Thank you Enny for sharing with me. It touched my heart and i believe it will touched yours too.
Many thing happen for a reason, All this came from Al-Mighty and we should accept a person as whom there are not their psychical look. Look does not count, what count's is your intention and hearts.

This is the Doa.

Allah yang Maha Pemurah.. terima kasih Engkau telah menciptakan dia dan mempertemukan ku dengannya.
Terima kasih untuk saat-saat yang indah yang boleh kami nikmati bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap pertemuan yang boleh kami lalui bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap saat-saat yang lalu,
Aku datang bersujud di hadapan-Mu,
Sucikan hatiku Ya Allah, sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana-Mu dalam hidupku.

Ya Allah, jika aku bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya,
Janganlah biarkan aku merindukan kehadirannya,
Janganlah biarkan aku melabuhkan hatiku di hatinya,
Kikislah pesonanya dari pelupuk mataku dan usirlah dia dari relung hatiku,
Gantikan damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni.
Tolonglah agar aku dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat.

Tetapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untukku, Ya Allah..
Tolonglah satukan hati kami,
Bantulah aku untuk mencintai, mengerti dan menerimanya seutuhnya,
Berikanku kesabaran, ketekunan dan kesungguhan untuk memenangi hatinya.
Urapilah dia agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan mahu menerimaku dengan segala kelebihan dan kekuranganku sebagaimana aku telah Engkau ciptakan.
Yakinkanlah dia bahawa aku sungguh-sungguh mencintai dan rela membagi suka dan dukaku dengannya.

Ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih, dengarlah doaku ini.
Lepaskanlah aku dari keraguan ini menurut kasih dan kehendak-Mu

Allah yang Maha Kekal, aku tahu Engkau sentiasa memberikan yang terbaik buatku.
Luka dan keraguan yang aku alami pasti ada hikmahnya.
Pergumulan ini mengajar aku untuk hidup makin dekat pada-Mu, untuk lebih peka terhadap suara-Mu yang membimbing aku menuju terang-Mu.
Ajarlah aku untuk tetap setia dan sabar menanti tibanya waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.

Jadilah kehendak-Mu dan bukan kehendakku yang jadi dalam setiap bagian hidupku,
Ya Allah..
Amin..

#588...To Mr. Know Everything

2011-08-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

Sometime honestly I don't know what is your qualification,
but on the other hand,
Our level of education is quite similar,
Nothing more or less,
But at times u think as if u think know everything right!

You say think first before talk,
But at time your word that come out from your mouth is quite similar like shite!

I pity you,
I really do,
You don't have the hearts,
You full of egotism
Easily use your own assumption to assume thing's,
Maybe god taken that away while you're dead,
I just wish u can feel the heartache and the pain that you caused!
That is my pray for you...

I guess by now I should why people don't like you and refused to talk to you
You lucky to have that type cute face but to bad you have a heart of a villain.
Thank you for a good lesson, I shall keep it and remind myself so I won't be unethical like you.

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#587...There always a silver lining

2011-08-25T00:21:00.001+08:00

With the greatness of Al-mighty..
I admit that I have the toughest day and baddest moment of all time,
But Al- mighty have given me the best gift...

I often forgotten that I have beautiful people surrounding me. Silly me being so Emotional. Sorry again, i have to admit I kept it too long in my heart. That why I became some one else.

Thank you to each and everyone of you
Making my day turn to the best day ever
I don't have any best word, except Thank you!

My wishes for this year birthday is to search and find my own happiness, do thing that make me happy and thankful with everything that been given by Al-mighty.

*I never thought this bulat face is important to anyone, I'm wrong,
I'm really glad this happen and this have open my eyes to another level.

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#586...Sad Birthday post!

2011-08-24T09:11:00.001+08:00

I don't know how to describe my sadness in my heart..
Being typical of me
I just a put smile and try to move on..
I take this heartache on daily basis..

On the month of Ramadan,
While other go back early,
I don't,
I have to stay to listen the word that make me insane! And on top of that I tend to fight thing that is not nessary no more.

The sad part,
Today is my birthday..I feel heartless. To other maybe you guys can see me talk and smiling to all of you. I just wish you see what I been thru.

Its every girls dream to have a great birthday. Its not the gift that count its the effort, the thought that count.. Who doesn't like surprises or nice present but that doesn't bring the pure joy and happiness. The best present is a touch of love like to see your loved ones happy on their special day.

Thank you to all whom message me personally to keep up my spirit and sanity. May god bless you guys with kindness.

I know I'm not myself lately, thank you for the endless support.

Ya Allah,
Sesungguhnya engkau lebih mengetahui dugaan yang engkau berikan ku,
Ku redha menempuhinya
Tapi ada kala aku tak mampu lagi menerimanya lagi terasa hina diriku ini..
Engkau berilah aku petunjuk and hidayah untukku.

*Amin*

(P.s..I will be alright, insyallah. Thank you to all that responsible to contribute to ma sadness. )
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#585...Why I love Joker

2011-08-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Some of you will ask me why I like this villain? Simply because I can see some similarity. I always like to see people that I care compared my own happiness.

In chinese, joker is the one who bring laughter to everyone, but keep the sadness to him or himself.

Don't get me wrong, I just want to share why I like this character. :)

Selamat bersahur everybody.

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#584...Its feel like I fall in love

2011-08-22T18:48:00.000+08:00

This nothing to do with boys,
I just wanna share something that I really loved..
I used to like this color,Maybe the influence get me to love this color,
Plus I like color when it against my skin,
**perasan ;P

Its feels like I fall in love again especially in this color tone.

Dang!!! ;')

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#583...I'm to quiet

2011-08-22T08:40:00.000+08:00

Lately as I update
Too many thing happening by fate
Thing happen for a good and bad reason
To me maybe its time only show how serious it is seems like a end season.

Maybe along the way it my fault
But I already make it up and correct it for the pass three weeks ago
Although now only one task that I'd didn't manage to do it, relying on 3rd party seems to be my fault too..? God! That is cruel.

Some of u notice the changes,
Sorry I didn't meant too. The situation force me like this, insyallah I shall resume to be me soon. This time I prefer to be in silent mode...

I'm not running away I just wanna to search ma inner peace. To those whom care, I say thank you from bottom of my heart and god bless!

During this time I learned many thing too from keeping ma heart assuming bad thing to seek the guidance from Al-Mighty. Its not good to assume. I always believe assumption kills!

Lastly,
Happpppy birthday dearest awin! Thank u so much for being a friend to this bulat face girl. I love u dearly. God bless. Miss all of my GF's!

Have a great day ahead, I'm not coz keep on visiting Mr toilet...:( (cirit birit*)

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#582...Malam 7 likur

2011-08-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

I don't know why lately I prefer to listen to Maher Zain, to Adele to Lifehouse live just to ease my heart from heartache

Weird thing is I don't feel much of raya spirit this year, to be really honest I just once only to pasar ramadhan and more to terawih just to make me more calmer..

Yes, my I'm still in the sad mode, but I'm OK. To all my dearie friend and colleague I'm OK. Insyallah, this is my obstacle and I have to go thru in order for me to move on in my life. I won't do something stupid.

This raya is more towards my family and I mention before this year I will Raya at my mum's hometown. Yeay!!!

In couple of day, Insyallah I will be celebrating my birth day. The weird part, I just feel normal. I guess its a transition of getting wiser and more mature...

I miss my self smiling without any hesitation. I miss myself especially the real Azizah. I hope I will see the new light that give me the new strength and new light.

I just listen to other people stories just make envy but yet full happiness. I guess not all will get what they want, I guess its part of life. Don't get me wrong I'm thankful with I have in my life.

After watching a malay drama, Cinta dari Kaabah make me realized one of my dream. I really wanted to go Mekah to perform Umrah. Insyallah. Please doakan for me, murahkan rezeki me in the future.

Since now near to Syawal, I remember my beautiful memories of my arwah Tok Mak and Tok Bak. I really missed them. Deeply. Al-fatihah.

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#581...Happy couple

2011-08-21T17:37:00.000+08:00

Randomly, saw this picture make me feel their LOVE..

Rock on!

Chris Martin & Gwyneth paltrow

:) They are the BEST couple ever

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#580...And I just wonder

2011-08-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

Good word indeed,
This just make me think and shall decide soon. Insyallah...

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#579...When I can't sleep

2011-08-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep,
Try to close ma eyes seems so difficult,
Many thing appering on my mind..
So I decided to do some browsing..

Came across with fashion blog!
fashion scene make me happy,
Especially of what happen today,

This definitely make me smile ;')
Shopping?

Nah...just window shopping!

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#578 ...An icon

2011-08-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm a failure as a woman.

My men expect so much of me because of the image they've made of me and that I've made of myself, as a sex symbol.

Men expect so much, and I can't live up to it.

They expect bells to ring and whistles to whistle, but my anatomy is the same as any other woman's.

I can't live up to it. -Marilyn Monroe

P.s: among person that I adore, ;')

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#577...Try to be positive

2011-08-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

Because of my earache do I have to put cotton into my ears. Now I'm sitting here nearly deaf. And call me weird but this give me a completely different perspective of life. I know that I can take it out any time and I could hear everything again. But it changed my view.

Suddenly does important things become really unimportant and other things become very significant.

Little things, 'normal' things:

- to have ears to listen
- to have lips to talk
- to have eyes to see
- to have feets to walk
- to have a heart that beats
- …

But these are the things we should grateful for, these are the things we should smile about daily!

Today training ahead of me, all the discussion make me feel like I am a joker sitting on the wall. Gosh! How this happen? Expecting more shite happening soon.. Till then have a great day ahead...
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#576. . .Rolling in the Deep

2011-08-18T13:15:00.001+08:00

Somehow this lyric keep on playing on my head,

"Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow"

And yes, This is from Rolling in the Deep
Among my favorite song and a must in playlist
I Adore Adele to the Max ;')

JieJah's Say...In rolling deep mode

#575 . . . New chef in town!

2011-08-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...
I have many thing that i need to do today, but i just cant resist my self to post this ASAP.
I have a huge request, Cant you cook for my incoming birthday?
I would be delighted! ;')

#574...Let me put smile on your face ;')

2011-08-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

Today,
Been nice and lazy,
Yes, its Nuzul Al-Quran holiday,
Thank you again to all whom message and calling asking how me am,
From bottom of my heart I say,
Thank you. ;')

Yet today,
I accompany my mum to but some preparation raya,
Me follow jer,
Now me waiting for berbuka time with my family...
This is really good,
Gosh I'm elated and happy to see mak happy.

Ps: I'm really happy and can't wait for new coming batman movie. I miss my joker :( happy day people!
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#573...As someone

2011-08-16T21:56:00.003+08:00

I did post this to my facebook,

Gosh!

I have never thought that it will make a big impact,
Dearest all,
I know that I been silent a bit,
Please don't be worry,
This bulat face will be fine,
Thank you for the instant message, bbm and message.

:') again I'm touched.

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#572...Symbol of love?

2011-08-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Lovers Bridge | Paris

In the romantic capital of the world, lovers fasten padlocks to the railings of the Pont des Arts bridge in Paris. The couple then toss the keys into the Seine river below, symbolizing their eternal love.

P.s: I'm really bored just now, just wanna released and run away things that playing on my mind. When I read this it make me smile. I wish I have a Joker that can put my smile again..

As my day turn to bloody black but its doest effect me much. What happen today make me realized more what I need to do. I still have my dignity!

People like you don't see me as assets, I don't mind at all. As the time and my fate, I shall go. Dear friends, wish me the best of luck ;')

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#571...Its c'est la vie

2011-08-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today,

15th August 2011 embark a new beginning. I'm tired of holding of something that I knew it won't be mine.

Here I am listening to all song that make me calm I feel I'm at home. Yes, I did cried just now because I just can't take it no more.

To many accusation and at the end no matter how hard me try to prove it will back fire me again. Its ok, it life and in french they say French, c'est la vie.

Gosh!
This time around its really hurt me so much, but the funny part I still can smile and move on with my daily task. Never the less, you still like to embarrass me in fronts of my colleague. May Al-Mighty feels the way I feels.

I will do whatever it takes now to prove that you are wrong, and will let the fate runs its course!

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#570...Only in my mind

2011-08-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

As I blog this,
I'm at KLIA waiting for my auntie..

Funny is I'm alone today,
Watching people surrounding me..

From mother and father huggie their son or daughter, I guess their flying off to London or Aussie..

To watched kids chasing around, playing around with their cousin..

To watched group of visitor from china packing their stuff at middle of walk way..

To see a kid crying loudly as his dad flying off to some where..

The best scene I will say to children hugging their parents come back from umrah. I must say it make me recall of my parents away to perform haj and umrah..

You may say I'm kaypohcie..
But I like to watched all this..to bad I didn't have my camera with me :'(. It must be nice me guess.

Yesterday outing was really nice,
From heavy dinner for breakfast to late coffee yamcha session. This bulat face is happy! And today another celebration with another GF. This month I can declare as birthday month! Countless already. Hehee~

As we grew older,
I guess many thing will change to better and in the same time make me wanna to travel soon. First of all, I need to clear some shite first. After things runs well, with god's will I will go for my dream travel. :')

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#569...What am I really?

2011-08-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

I am but a human is a sea of humanity

I am creature amongst billions and billions and billions of living organisms

I am am a very small mass on a much larger one

I am a spec of dust on rock,

Which is on of many rock doing the cosmic and potentially infinite dance. Going round and round.

I'm merely an atom that is very small part of the whole body, the universe.

Most importantly, I am a servant of all Might one, IA

Note: words on 1.10am
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#568...Its Friday joke!

2011-08-12T12:49:00.000+08:00

“The Joker, so far, is definitely the most fun I`ve had with any character. He`s just out of control - no empathy, he`s a sociopath, uh, a psychotic, mass-murdering clown. And, uh, I`m just thoroughly, thoroughly enjoying it. It`s just exceeded any expectations I had of what the experience would be like.”
— Heath Ledger

It Friday,
Finally i manage to finish ma report
Weee~
But somehow i feel tired.. super tired
Stay up last night to finish my report,
Miss my sahur again :(

But my dearly GF surprises me with the plan for Berbuka make this gal Smile big a moon!
See if this goes well,
Can't wait to see her :)
In deepest wish i hope all of us can go berbuka together. . .

Reason of Heath Ledge or the Joker became the photo is because some how i just miss that villain and with the incoming Dark Knight movie, i shall miss my Joker. ;)

JieJah's Say...Can Some one put smile on my face? I seriously need one good joker.

#567...Hope and pray the best

2011-08-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

Its almost 6pm..
I just otw home
Work,
I just can say suck big time!
*#)(8*#@+_-)3#
Settle some stuff but my report delayed!
Need to settle that tonight before that joker killing me again...

No matter what me do
It seem backfire me back?
Wtf!? (Ok azizah, puasa yea!)
On other issue...I'm wishing that I don't have this stupid issue! I'm just human, and I just bet you are to selfish to see or trust. Too bad if you can't trust a human being. Doubt always ruins trust, relationship, friendship and many more.

Can't wait to berbuka with my mum and go sembahyang terawih together :)
Drive home,
Just wanna be with my mum, it make me calm and me feel full spirit..and keep me sane too. Too many heartache and pain that I carry today..to go back to them is such a wonderful feeling.

I don't know what ahead of me, but one thing for sure its gonna be a journey that I won't forget...

On the other hand,
The riot in London make me really sad. My hope and pray for the best there..

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#566...Baby gal?

2011-08-11T11:56:00.002+08:00

I'm always daddy little gal,
To see this twitter page from Victoria Adam...make me feel the love yaw!

Heheee! How sweet right?

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#565...The Akward thing is....

2011-08-10T13:05:00.006+08:00

#thatawkwardmoment

- you wanted to say "Good morning/afternoon/etc" to your boss/colleague/whoever's on the other line, but it came out as "gohfhahham..."

- you wanted to say "terima kasih/thank you/namaste/etc" to the cashier/toll girl/guy or whoever, but it came out as "theakkslmsns..."

- you don't remember your old friend's name and when they said "remember me?", but you said "yeahhh!! omg long time no seee, blablablaaa!" and then after a long conversation, you still don't remember their name.

- you said "such a handsome babyyy!!!" and the mother said "he's a she actually" or vice versa.

- you heard the person in the toilet cubicle buang angin baik punya. bila beliau keluar, hot rupanya.

- you wore baju awesome punya siap ngan heels bajet cantik pastu bila jalan jalan, ter-trip over something non-existent. depan orang ramai.

- you heard your favourite song in a store, then you told your friends "i love this song!!" then when you started singing along, you forgot the lyrics.

- you were telling a story and realized no one's listening. so you just stop.

- you were pissed off at the person who didn't reply your text only to realized you didn't send the text in the first place.

- you were camwhoring and you realized someone's watching. worse, they're your brother(s).

- you thought you're swimming like a mermaid, when actually, you're not even moving and you're the cause for the extreme waves in the pool.

- you rubbed your eyes, forgetting you had eye makeup on.

- you just told a joke and no one laughed.

- you made a video of you singing horrendously, and saw it on tv.

- you sneezed, and your phlegm landed on someone's foot.

- you were talking to your friend next to you while walking, and walked straight into the wall.

- you asked your friend "you're going to X's event tomorrow?", and your friend answered "i'm not invited"

- someone walks in on you when you're talking to yourself/recording a video.

JieJah's Say...In good spirit but ma heart keep a thousand word

#564. . . The way to keep on working?

2011-08-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say...Thought? Mine, i just prefer to keep it to ma self.

#563...Be brave

2011-08-10T08:10:00.000+08:00

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit.

Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel?

Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio.

You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality.

You should stand up for your right to feel your pain. -JIM MORRISON

Footnote: after reading this it make me feel good. Its been two days I didn't wake up for sahur due to insomnia hitting me again. I guess because I been thinking to much ;'(

Shall be brave and strong today, moving on and change the assumption for good!
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#562...Happier?

2011-08-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

I don't know where to start,
But I hope this is not the end..

After complete my task,
I just feel released..

And in my heart I just pray that I just want to be more happier..
Hope so... ;')

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#561...I'm just an ordinary Jiejah

2011-08-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

I'm just simple person,

Always apply light make up with my eyeliner..if not pale like a moon,

Don't like lipstick prefer lipgloss,

Love unique perfum smell,

Adore and love animal from cat, rabbit, hamster, owl, elaphant, hippo, leopard and etc..

I'm a skirt gal but lately a bit lazy to wear them..will do soon,

I don't believe in diet but believe exercising and workout,

I like short hair, but my dad like me with long hair..

I'm the only daughter in the family with strong headed heart..,

Easier to calm when I'm mad,

I'm very talkative person, but lately my personality change due to many stupidity issues..,

Now I prefer to observe then say anything,

I do believe in love and will always do..

Money can't buy love, but can help me to pay debt and my bills..hahaaa!

I have many wishes but alhamdulilah I'm grateful to have what in front of me,

I wish I can play guitar like ma dad :')

I want to be more focus on thing especially career wise, I want to help ma parent too, insyallah ;')

Sometime I like to daydream to take me away from reality...prince charming satu please? Hahaaaaa!

I fall in love with lomo! But I'm just a beginner who don't know where to begin? -__-**

Lately I just feel wanna be alone, chill at home, watch old movie, gossiping with my mum, talking to ma dad and bullying ma twin psycho brother... And chasing my kitten! To me that is a blissful and peaceful..

This year, I find it weird...I don't feel the raya mode? I just wonder why. Will pay my zakat fitrah and etc..but my heart just like the peaceful of holy month I guess.

I'm really tired, can I go have ma padicure and message :') make me feel yummy again?! *berangan mode*

How fast it been, its almost a week now we are fasting.. Alhamdulillah.

Need to continue my work to ensure it won't be delayed anymore...

Pray for me peeps! Till then ;')

Cheers!

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#560...Uncool thing!

2011-08-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

I'm really frustrated with my work,
Demotivated on daily basis,
I tried to positive but the more I do it,
The more it backfire me back!

I'm still sane because I know where I stand, but if I have an option I will move on ASAP! Treating me like an alien doesn't help me much either and you don't know me. I'm a fighter...I will fight this..but if this is not battle. What for me fight this over?

Ps: Its just plain stupid when you humiliated me in front of ma colleagues,
And this is not the first time you do this.

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#559...When you can feel?

2011-08-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

“I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn’t matter what you do, or who you are or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.” —Julia Roberts

JieJah's Say...I just cant help my self from reading yummy quotes ;')

#558...Reason, Season or Lifetime

2011-08-08T13:07:00.000+08:00

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON..
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like a Godsend and they are!
They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
Sometimes they die.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
Your need has been answered, and now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON…
It is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you LIFETIME LESSONS;
Things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

JieJah's Say...Thank you (to you who read this note) for being a part of my life in real or in tumblr, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

#557...How our hearts work?

2011-08-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

This is how our heart work...I guess?

** I keep dreaming of you. I'm wondering why. I don't have the answer, I guess I will not have the answer. Thank you for your ignorance...I pray for you happiness.
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#556...Opinion on life

2011-08-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

"Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times, and sometimes you have no idea where to go or what to do.

Lots of times people just let themselves get lost, dropping into a wide open, huge abyss.

But that's why we have to keep trying. We have to push through all that hurts us, work past all our memories that are haunting us.

Sometimes the things that hurt us are the things that make us strongest.

A life without experience, in my opinion, is no life at all.

And that's why I tell everyone that, even when it hurts, never stop yourself from living."..Alysha Speer

This make me wonder and think about what I need to do now.
Hope I can be more stronger than I used too..
Many journey ahead of me..
Much mixed feeling, emotionally and mentally. May this Ramadan will guide me more, insyallah. Amin ;')
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#555...Bila saya tergoda

2011-08-06T19:14:00.000+08:00

Saya suka ngok orang lelaki smart bergaya,
Dari kemeja putih, kemeja berkotak-kotak,
Bercelana pendek,
Memakai fabrik linen,
Dari baju melayu yang menampakkan kepahlawanan,
.....Ia mampu menarik perhatian saya!

Hahaaaaaa!

Tetapi hati saya terusik bila saya nampak mamat ini bergaya...

Saya sangat suka sekali!

...*Droool ;3 meow!

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#554...In the name of love

2011-08-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

Amazing how this L thing can affected us,from mental, physical or emotional..

As what Katy Perry,
Once she fall in love, she will fall really hard..

If you ask me, to search or to found your true love is the tough one now..

There are 3 great things in this world…

The first thing is for you to love someone.

The second thing is for someone to love you back

and the third greatest thing is for the first and second thing to happen at the same time

P.s. Still thinking to cut ma hair pixie short or just remain it the same. It just really hot :(

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#553...Todays list

2011-08-06T16:18:00.001+08:00

This few day,
All I keep on listening..
'How's my raya preparation?'

All me can answer,
This year 's special because me raya at Johor because it been a few years now raya at kuala lumpur.

Baju raya saya sama ngan oshin ;') (baju apa rahsia)
Heheee!

quite tired today..but at least i have done my part and keep what as promised...

Have a great day ahead people!
I know I will ;')

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#552...Etiquette For Ladies and Gentleman

2011-08-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

JieJah's Say... Need i say more, :)

More; http://etiquetteforalady.tumblr.com/