#645...I wanna be like this cat!

JieJah's Say...
Rasa geram nak gigit-gigit sampai lebam! :D

#575 . . . New chef in town!

JieJah's Say...
I have many thing that i need to do today, but i just cant resist my self to post this ASAP.
I have a huge request, Cant you cook for my incoming birthday?
I would be delighted! ;')

#404...Life of a kitty

JieJah's Say... If only animal could talk :)

#213... I'm sorry Baby..

As previous post,
i shared tragedy that happen to me yesterday
i really thought that i express in my blog
will give me a peace of mind went i go home

but...i'm dead wrong

So,
Here i'm half way home
realized that i can't go home
to face the other kitten that left..
Believe it or not
I start to cry again in the car
i try not to but tear just cant stop pouring

As i reach home,
slowly i drove inside
but ma eye saw the mummy of ma kitten
she searching the babies
i'm really hurt by that
she keep on calling
and when i step out from the car
she give me this straight look
i know...Im sorry dearie.

Then she ran at ma car
snifing thru under the car
calling and calling her children
my tear keep on falling
its non-stop
my mum hug me
because she know how close i'm to this cat

"Please forgive me, i didn't mean to take yer children away
from you..
I'm sorry..
i really-really do deary..,"

Later,
I realized something..

I recognize that face
then ma mum tell me that the other two kitten also
seems can't be located
they search the babies since last afternoon
no sign of them both
Then i said "no wonder when i called or sms you guyz seems don't want to answer it,"
Now i know why..

Footnote: Maybe you will wonder, I'm very emo when it comes to ma cat everyone in ma family knows it, because I'm very closed with ma cat..even they sleep with me.

Maybe you all will think
why on earth me so emotional about this
the reason this is the first time
I hit ma kitten, the cat died ;(
all ma family have that experience
even when they hit i'm the first one whom crying
but when i'm in this position
i do regret it..
wishing i could turn back time
to make you come back to mummy
but i realized i can't do that dearie..
till i see you again..
all i have is i'm really sorry sweet honey baby..

Good nite baby,
Good bye baby..
May you & Sibling rest in peace..
I love you more than you can imagine..

From yer mummy jiejah..

#211...Monday accident

I wake up late this morning
Rush'in to dress up
Decided to wear sweater that not required to iron
and wear light make up to cover ma sleepy face
ready and off me go..

In ma heart,
i feel uncomfortable
i don't why i feel that..
trying to ignore it because i know it just the Monday blues

With lafaz Bismillah me kuar rumah..

Load ma stuff in the car,
heat up the engine
check ma kitten's at the porch
then i saw them with their mummy
feeding and playing with each other..
me kiss them and say me going to work ya!

Note: Yes, I'm a mummy..i have many small kids that i need to take care,
my kid came in fur..with 4 leg and mustaches"
i heart them...and yes, i love them too much.

Back to the story,
i go in ma car..
put the car on reserve and slowly the car move
as ma eyes check again for cats
and suddenly me saw...

Ma baby,
lifeless..with blood all over the place
me just stop the car and me just burst in tears
ma dad shock thought that i hit something
when he saw what me holding
he just silent ------
so with ma bro ------

The air burst with ma tears
yes..she still live when me hold her
but ma dad took her away from me
my heart really hurt and full of regret with what happen
i blame myself not to check again..
i know u like to play with me coz i will chase u back
and now...u left me.

I know this wont bring you back
but hear me deary
i would do anything to turn back time
especially not to do the same mistake again
me really sorry, i trully do my dearest baby..

Here i am
pouring ma heart again for the lost
that should not be..
although i meet and love you
in brief off time
you have ma heart in second that make me happy
and smile..
your eye make me smile again after the previous lost
but now its ma lost..

JieJah's Say...

Dearest baby,
mummy really-really sorry.

Dear Al-Mighty,
To you i serve with all ma heart and soul
to you i seek ma forgiveness
with this I'm really sorry for accident this morning..
with this i send ma regret..I'm sorry.

#133...Cats!

JieJah's Say..
...adorable and smart animal!
besides that they are so......Cute! Yummilicious animal...

Ultimately i just love the last picture... Pembuli! hehehhee..;))