#302... Insya Allah

I'm in GREY mode today :(

drowning in the ocean full of heartless people

to painful i cant get ma feet up again

carelessly nobody would care whether I'm alive or not

ma emotion today is pretty blurred especially since yesterday

in many way I'm still hoping a shine right thru all this

many way me try to find my way to help it out

most of the answer is negative..

HONESTLY..I'm really sad

But me cant think much as me asking out

hence i don't give up..

Lesson to be learned! I put a little note to my self..

At this point of time,


I feel really bad because i feel i'm not good enough

Dear mak, sabar yer..g will try ma best to help

Dear myself, i hope i will find a way soon and May Allah grant me a way.


Amin.




JieJah's Say...Insyallah

#301...Room had spoken

       1. ROOF SAID: aim high.

I dream big, and bit by bit i change and transform myself who i wanna be and what i want to be. I wanna to change ma family to a better place and i hope that i can provide them with the best thing that make them happy..

       2. FAN SAID: be cool.

Cool in easy to cool down, Yes! I admit i have my temper or shall i say ma anger but there is always a valid reason why i'm mad. I don't like to us harsh word as MY MUM thought me better than that.

       3. CLOCK SAID: every minute is precious.

 I always appreciates thing that happening surrounding me, whether i will have the same response from the other party i wouldn't know but all i know i learn everything happen for a reason.Many beautiful thing and painful thing happen thru all this year. This is life right? Me elated to be here and watching. Clock its ticking, as long as i'm still breathing i will appreciates all thing in front of ma eyes.

       4. MIRROR SAID: reflect before you act

I used to have a bad habits when it come to things that i don't like.After all this years and experience i admit i change and usually i will think before i act on it.

      

       5. WINDOW SAID: see the world.

Travel is always ma first passion, This year few plans have to put on holds as my mum is more important than that, Maybe next year! Bikini and beach...here i come!!!

       6. CALENDAR SAID: be up to date.

Mark ma calendar is another habit that i have since im working, this includes my calendar on ma hand phone (To many input in ma hp make her spoilt already) hahaa!! This ensure ma self to alert and make sure on date for ma daily task. sound so cliche...but that is the truth!! Talk a bout up to date, me just an ordinary gurl with a taste of life..Hahaa!!

JieJah's Say...

Have a great day ahead!!
I hope i would...Cheers!!

#300...Blurry

JieJah's Say...

My head is really painful today.. some how this song is singing in ma head.
Many thing happen today..
May Al- Mighty give me the strength to keep ma head up and spirit high.
Maybe all this happen for a reason and maybe this what me deserve.
The after math event yesterday have effected me that much... why? My head is really painful with massive headache and ma body not in good mood..My pray is to ma mum...
Maybe me will find alternative.... Sorry ma me still in perfect in many way but me will try to give my best!
Insyallah!!

#298... Geram

JieJah's Say...Meh sini..... let me huggie thightly and kiss2...heheeee!!
                        Me geram ngok this cat! Rasa nak gigit :D  

Heheheeeeeee!!!!!!!!

#297..Yeay!!! Its Friday.... :))

Today i start with a good start
from at home kinda early
but then i was stuck in front of Binary College due to genius motorcycles and a lorry driver
they are fighting at the middle of the road
Gosh!! i know and understand how frustrate in that situation but then ...use your brain la fighting at middle of the road
that's is crazy!!!!!!  from losing your belonging you will loose your life instead.
me just continue my journey...

Typically,
i will to wait so long to get free from the traffic especially nearby summit
espcially the policeman will ask me to stop although my car is bumper to bumper from the front car
but amazingly today the same policeman "give me jalan," Hahahaaaaaaa!!!
i happily drive to ma office..

Today is the mise en place
for tomorrows event :)
my task today to ensure all catalogue are well prepared
door gift for the participants is all prepared

So far so good..heheheeee
hope things went really well today :)
Have a great Friday ahead!!!


Now i wanna share some pic of last week's event 

Supercar Golf Tournament 2010

Porsche Intelligence Performance - Press Conference

Me and Ma GF

JieJah's Say...
Not to forget,
Tonight and tomorrow two of my friend is getting married :)
Dear Heyza and Mazni,
I don't know whether you gurls read ma blog or not

All i wanna say is Congratulation, new journey just began...be patient
My wish and Doa happily ever after till end of time..

#296.. Someday

JieJah's Say...

Me feel gloomy especially with the weather outside is so gloomy
haha... Gedik!!

#295...Money & People

This morning,
another great day to start a new journey
wake up by ma noisy little cat
need more attention i guess ..being so manja with me
help ma mum making breakfast and rush to shower to get ready
send ma lil brother to work and off me go to work
As me drive today me listening to crap music and decide to change the station
me decide to listen to fly.fm...
today topic its money and how money reflect to relationship..
the topic occur when the dj read a letter from a person at News Staits Times
its break ma heart to hear this
the situation is the sister support the brother studying
thru high and low the sister pay off the fee for him and he graduated
recently the sister ask the brother to pay back
guess what the brother tell the sister?
why asking him back the money he never asked from her
the sister is heartbroken and post a letter to one of the national newspaper
and advice never loan or help any people when its come to money it will definately change and ruins the relationships

After listening to all comments
i feel like shite!!

My parent been thru that situation before
i personally have been thru before..

Money to change people
some say money can't buy happiness
but at some points it can help us in other ways
likewise all people person have they own problem..
at time money will come handy to cure out problems especially in between family
i have to agree that its hard but when its comes to my responsibility
but when it come to my family i will do my best to help ma family..
there is pro and cons of the topic..
its depends to the person its self to be responsible to the action that we done!
remember this as a Muslim..
you need to remember every action whether its good or bad
it will come back to whether at the end of day or at some point of life
life is great when you lean back, take a deep breath and appreciate thing surrounding you..
to me this topic is a good topic to make me feel and realized who i am.


JieJah's Say...


This is random post and this is ma opinion..
Have a great day ahead!!

Today me feeling a bit better
works went well
same old routine busy with in coming weekend event
and tonight i have to attend another launching at Jalan Damai, Kuala Lumpur!
To think back...

ALAMAK..massive traffic -____-""