#38...Kinky Thursday!

I don't know why, today much diffrent feeling..

Taking ma own grand time to finish my task *ketawa nakal*

The black thing always make me wants to click click!!! *nakal*

Another part of me thinkg of ........him

others thing that make ma day kinky as me like it!

#37... expectations vs. reality

just. cant. get. enough.........500 days of summer

#36...Words

Its just caught ma attention after unnormal wednesday i supposed.

I’m not interested in who you are as a person when you’re rockin’. I’m interested in who you are when you’re not.

John Mayer..

A part of that came across with fella yang hensem..Catman? LOL!

P/s: Silent huh?

#35... Begin and End

It just a habite and me realized,
Before i closed my eyes,

I tend to reminiscence of what i did the whole day.

*Strange is..

I will start to think and make some figuring,forgiving and etc
I will pray, and makes me believe weather if today or tomorrow will end with good day nor bad. I will hold this, how bad or good our life situation, famile, love, friends..we're the one whom responsible to work it out..

34#... Turn's off!

Few days ago i feel empty,
strange feeling,
but life treat me great and im HAPPY!
and honestly i hate this stupid feeling and want it to go away!

At some point,
I ask myself this..Is it worth it?
Am i strong to go thru this again
or just ignore the simple truth that its not worth it!

My mind think's
The pro and the cons of this situation
and decided to let the time and faith answer it for me.
Lame answer will be, but .....no one have the answer
It seems no fairy tale end for me.

I guess this is the life that every person
have to go thru,
a journey as a person.

May Al-mighty bless us in very way,
Amin.

#33... Walking Away

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away


sometimes some people get me wrong

when it's something I've said or done

sometimes you feel there is no fun

that's why you turn and run

but now I truly realise

some people don't wanna compromise

well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies

and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights

not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady


I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away



Well I'm so tired baby

things you say you're driving me away

whispers in the powder room baby

don't listen to the games they play

girl I thought you'd realise

I'm not like them other guys

coz I saw them with my own eyes

you should've been more wise

and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights

not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away oh to find a better day

I'm walking away ...

Some thing's better left unsaid. and move on...

#32...Attitudes

This week i notice there another trend come around from no where,
I came across with many childish attitudes that came from well grown man or woman..as there are a part of parasite that try to pull you down. -_-" Ish!

~ i think this people never feel, thinks or other words is SYUKUR or BLESSED for what they have. Always have a green eye (envy) for other people gifted or capability. Always prefer the shortcut (bodek) and escape just like that. Meanwhile people like US with stuck with the stupid SOP's and BERAT SEBELAH from certain people make it more harder sometime.

Oh..how i can forget,
Some people just loves to act very Strangely and like to act likes knows everything but when we ask such a simple question the end result its just disappointing and illogical. This is what i have to deal almost everyday now and this particular person will drive me nuts especially when advising on something related to ma daily task that will end up in dark hole. Scary? tell me about it! Now, usually i will double check with the management before proceeding her request or procedures, and this will drive her crazy. *ketawa nakal*

......At this point honestly i just don't care, I'm moving on with parts and pieces that i need to combine now. i been given many task as people seems will not understand, so be it! I will grow with the responsibility and survive this.

Hence,I know you don't like coz to you I'm a threat..Up to you to judge it coz i just doing my task and wants to delivered it up to what ma boss want's it. If that you think is a treat i think you need to go to rehab. My Advice to you is, Never under estimated other people capability and talk bad behind the person (Mengumpat), one fine day that will bring you down..

hey, this is ma 2 cents..its either you can accept or can't..
let time become the Judge.

p/s: To another notes, I don't know whats words or say's that being spread on air but putting yourself (as adult) on only one side of the story its unfair right?... OR  Its ok then, each day I'm realizing whom i am, As your stories makes another chapter i guess it will like before i guess. I hope and pray for your happiness. Amin.
Thank you for giving me this experience...
I do believe the karma,You can hurt me more with your assumption, But i will grew with the situation. Insyallah. May Al-mighty show's whose right and wrong. Amin.
Till then, I'm just a stranger in your life with your hurtful word.