#658... Terukir Di Bintang

Jika engkau minta intan permata
Tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang
Dari langit untukmu

Jika engkau minta satu dunia
Akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu
Pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu



JieJah's Say...**mode nyanyi sensorang**

Tak semua mengerti diri
Tak pinta untuk memahami
Tapi hati bertanya dan cuba untuk mengerti
Tidak juga untuk membenci
Apa yang pasti hanya hampa menanti..

#656...Diet?

I been sick for the last 3 day ago,

and i know from where i got the infection.(-__-**)

I keep on praying please not now as the date is getting nearer

Many thing need to be done but i just feel so little time.

On top of that i have incoming event @ Sepang Circuit

and plus im in the midst of preparation of the new launch car!

Lately too many people asking me this question!

"you tak diet ker gg?" me dengan muka toya will answer I'm happy with who i am.

Peeps I'm not perfect at all,

Been like a moon version before weight more like 70kg,
Am i happy? Kinda, because i can eat what i want
Health wise? Nope because i tend to sick quickly
My turning point? I workout for my health (That is the priority) till now I'm weighing around 50kg :P
and honestly im just lucky because of my work hectic make me as who i am now :P


I'm a human too but honestly im just like other girl with different self conscious but somehow now i just don't care and eat what i want! What matter most i want to achieve my goal 2012...


I want to be happy! In many way that i will and wish.

:P

JieJah's Say...One idols that make me smile always is Adele! Be yourself that i most important thing! :)

#655...New Start, New Begining

JieJah's Say...

Some people will start on diet as a start on
new resolution,

Some people change there appearance as a start
on new journey of a new year,

Some people upgrade their relationship
as an improvement in their love live,

Some people just remain as who there are as
they are comfortable as the way it is,

Some people will start to plan to upgrade their
current job,


Who am i to say its right or wrong,
To my opinion 'Niat' its the most important.

i remember a person that i really loved used to say this to me,

"Jika kita berniat baik, apa pun kerja yang kita lakukan akan berjalan dengan sempurna," Arwah Tokmak

Al-Fatihah Tokmak, I missed you dearly!

#644... Wishing upon happiness

Day 5 of my new year,
Honestly nothing much change except to accept thing as it shoud be and most of thing runs as normal :)


Although, its only day 5 of 365 days, 
Yes, today  i did cried  and this has been continued since pass few weeks and now i feel i wanna scream

*sambil tendang meja*

But one thing that im pretty sure is 2012 its gonna be bombard me with many new obsticle
that trying to prevent me to be happy,

But some how all i'm going to do is i will stay strong, do my best to hang on and enjoy
life as it should be, happy as it is and syukur with His blessing!

Here's is some update that i wanna share

Work wise,

Three Main campaign still on progress only one its completely done *just now* yeay!
Incoming small track event and big event on February!

p.s : in yoga mood bersila *meditate*

Personal life,

Been busy like a bee,
Been emo like a queen,

Counting day ahead of me and im guessing its to late to say
"so much to do, so little time" hahaaaa!

Many things that i gain and pick up along the way
last year and 2012. Dear Al-Mighty thank you for the gift, nothing more that i could ask for.
I hope and pray for the best,
Shall update more of this soon, Insyallah! 


JieJah's Say...Nothing more than i can say thank you to Al-Mighty to open my eyes and my hearts to see so many thing surrounding me. I wont say much but one thing in my heart keep on saying "Alhamdulilah"

#643...Kata-kata Doa

“Ya ALLAh, ya TUHAN-ku,

Andainya dia itu baik untuk aku, demi duniaku dan akhiratku, maka mudahkanlah percintaan kami dan jodohkanlah kami berdua,
andainya dia itu tidak baik untuk aku, demi duniaku dan akhiratku, maka ENGKAU patahkanlah hatiku terhadapnya dan pisahkanlah kami berdua dengan cara yang baik”

JieJah's Say...

Some how this word touch my heart. why? Only Allah knows it.
Only Allah know how i feel today. From today onward, i let Him to decide my fate and i have no words to say as the truth will unveil sooner or later.
As arwah Tok mak used to say this,
"Jika benar ini semua datang dari diriku, Kau tunjukkan la kebenarannya, Jika benar ia bukan datang dari diriku Kau tunjukkan la ia pada alam semesta," - Kata-kata buat ku rasa tenang untuk menghadapinya.

#642...Don’t Take This For Granted

JieJah's Say... I realized it more now and Insyallah will be a better person.

People should not be taken for granted
— not the ones who raised you, not the ones who ground you, not the ones who love you. Not the stranger who chased you for a half-block to tell you you’ve dropped something, not the one who holds the door for you, not the one who asks you if you’re feeling okay or the one who asks you to dance.

Their actions are not inconsequential; they are what it means to be human, a state so common that it’s rather easy to forget how extraordinary it can be. Don’t. Remember it always, remember how bland and unsatisfactory and meaningless life would be without humanity.

The time someone stood in front of you and nakedly, candidly told you how they felt about you; the time someone let you cry for minutes, hours, because you couldn’t do it alone anymore; the time someone asked how you were and wanted to listen to the answer. Don’t take this for granted, because moments like these don’t come in bulk.

Acts of love can’t be bought on sale or saved for rainy days — they come when they come and the best you can do is recognize them for what they are: flashes that make life worth living.
Don’t take for granted the small things: the last time the sun kisses your face before three days of rain or having a pair of eyes to look into, hands to hold. A warm bed to collapse into at the end of a long day and an illuminated sky on a clear night. Embrace the people you can sit in silence with, and the ones who make you laugh for hours with little effort. The small things add up to big things, the big things add up to everything. Don’t take this for granted.

#641...Its been a while

Its been a while i didn't write anything here at my blog,

Been busy and messy lately,
Nothing much to update..
I guess its just the same old story.


That is how life work,
But yet, I'm Glad.
Alhamdulilah for the good or bad that i gone thru,
One thing that i really want is to ease my parents,
I really hope that it get approve soon
Its really make me feel responsible more compared before,
More or less now i feel I'm alone in many decision that i made or mistake that i done
Gosh, I really learn this good lesson.
Dear Al-Mighty thank you for giving me this lesson.

I hope that i manage to go thru this rain.
Insyallah..


Btw i just want to share something nice that i read from the net,

“It doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap…maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.”
— Alex Karev, Grey’s Anatomy

JieJah's Say...I know its my fault and i realized that i have made a dump mistakes.
I'm sorry. Salam.

#639...Ayat meruntum hati :)

Just want to share something capturing my mind while me waiting for my data to be download.

From ShutterClick Photography @ Zahiril Adam Wedding Reception Ceremony

Puisi cinta yg datang dari hati....


Aku pasti punya masalah
Tiap kali ingin menulis puisi buatmu.
Entah kenapa, kuasa cintamu lebih hebat
Dari kata-kata yang akan terkeluarkan.
Saat itu langsung aku setuju yang dirimu satu.
Dan hari ini kau menjadi isteriku.

Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah berkasar,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah mengherdik,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah menjerit,
Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah terpekik, melolong,
Isteriku, percayalah sebabnya ialah kasih dan cinta.

Akan ku jaga kau seperti ku jaga diriku sendiri,
Memang hidup itu tidak pernah ada jaminan keselamatan,
Bahaya, ancaman di mana-mana
Tapi selagi kau dalam dakapanku,
Aku berjanji akan menjagamu
Setiap saat dan waktu,
Setiap siang dan malam,
Setiap guruh dan hujan,
Setiap panas dan terik,
Setiap nafasku.

Aku sering menadah telapak tangan,
Dan memohon pada Tuhan,
Agar kau, bukan sahaja kau menjadi isteriku,
Tetapi menjadi isteri yang disayangi Allah Ta’ala

Isteriku.
Selamat datang ke hidupku,
Selamat menjadi isteriku.
Selamat menjadi ibu pada anak-anakku kelak.
Selamat menjadi menantu ibu bapaku.
Selamat menjadi adik dan kakak pada adik-beradikku.
Selamat menjadi keluargaku.
Selamat menjadi pelengkap hidupku.
Selamat menjadi separuh dari aku.



JieJah's Say...
If I'm in that position i definitely cry with happiness! Such a beautiful word :)

#637...Chinese Proverbs

With money you can buy a house, but not a home.

With money you can buy a clock, but not time.

With money you can buy a bed, but not sleep.

With money you can buy a book, but not knowledge.

With money you can buy a doctor, but not good health.

With money you can buy a position, but not respect.
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With money you can buy blood, but not life.

With money you can buy sex, but not love.

JieJah's Say...Plain word could make your heart grow fonder.

#634...Life challenges

JieJah's Say...I just wonder and think...?
Rough start today,
The funny part i learn pretty good lesson since early in the morning
I rather kept it to myself this time
Assumption always kill especially when it relates to works, friend and family
Either that,  i guess the best lesson so far is we just be who we are,
No matter what people want to say, or think, or assume,
Be a thick skin, although it hurt you to the heart beat..
Be strong, as the truth shall be revealed sooner or later.

I learn this in hard way but at one point in our life,

We need to stop pointing to others but look at yourself first,
Ask for this guidance and in the same time we need to lay low to HIM and tell him what is in your mind, ask for the best guidance...Insyallah!

Few weeks ago,
When few major issue hits me, all i ask from HIM is to show me the truth to me and who ever that involve in the issue. Alhamdulilah, yesterday my pray have been answered by HIM

I'm in a huge hole mess, but i believe that i can make this time and another sad thing that i encounter is you are right! i should known it better.Thank you for open up my eyes and hearts.

Syukran!

#633...Less expectation and keep on going!

Ada kala saya tersungkur,
tapi saya bangkit tanpa rasa benci di hati

Ada kala saya menangis,
tapi saya pujuk diri agar tabah menghadapi dugaan ini

Ada kala saya menyampah
tapi saya buang rasa itu kerana it sangat menyakitkan hati

Ada kala saya terasa,
tapi saya hanya mampu pujuk diri dengan doa agar di berkati oleh Ilahi..



Saya hanya manusia yang punya hati dan perasaan
Ada kala saya tewas dengan kelemahan saya sendiri
Tapi dalam masa yang sama saya tahu saya mampu menghadapi semua ini
Walaupun pada kamu tiada secumit rasa kasihan atau sayang di hati.

Saya belajar dari semua ini dan Moga Allah s.w.t akan tunjukkan kebenarannya suatu hari nanti.
Insyallah..

JieJah's Say...Pondering thru many thing happening today. I hope im strong enough to go thru this...

#627... Dream that i kept aside

JieJah's Say...

Don’t be a champion for insecurity and call out structures that are trying to exploit our bodies for personal gain. i love this line the most, “Beauty should be something that is celebrated and something that is enjoyable, not something that people should feel uncomfortable about achieving.” Zooey Deschanel wrote this letter to Vogue when she was 17 - they ended up publishing it.

One of my wish and dream to do something like this in the future . . .

If you were here i think you will support me all the way...Right? -___-**

I miss you Tok Mak...Just few days ago i meet you but i miss you to much this time. Al-Fatihah

#625. . .Fulls of colors!

A team of talented people, an army of beautiful models, the most charming designer whose illustrations I’m obsessed with…

Banana Republic opened their studio doors to capture the process from model fittings, styling, hair and makeup tests and all the vision it takes to bring together what will be our Banana Republic in Spring 2012…

JieJah's Say...Full of colors!

I saw this on tumblr, i adore this so much and aiming some of the stuff *daydream mode*

What do you think?

*wishing to jump to this industry la pulak :')