#608. . . Mybe this is me

JieJah's Say...


"A lot of people tend to think I’m predictable and “safe” but the truth is, once you get to know me I’m quite full of surprises and secrets that are actually really out of “character.” I think even my closest friends would be surprised if they questioned me a bit,".

#607...Kerendahan diri

Hari ini aku mendongak langit,
melihat kekerdilan diri.
Walau aku punya kekuatan untuk bangkit,
itu semua pemberian Ilahi.



Hari ini aku menunduk melihat bumi,
memandang kebesaran Ilahi.
Walau aku memilih untuk membiarkan tanah menyentuh dahi,
itu semua peberian Rabbi.



Maka apakah ada hari yang patut aku persiakan?
Semuanya berkait dengan Ar-Rahman.
Dialah yang memberikan kekuatan dan keizinan,
dan aku hanyalah hambaNya yang berusaha melaksanakan.



Aku belajar banyak perkara semenjak puasa, Ku bersyukur dengan lempah kurniaNya. Aku sedar aku hamba yang hina, tapi ku mengharapkan setiap luka yang ku terima akan di balas balik dengan seadanya. Ini bukannya dendam tetapi hanya ingin Mereka itu sedar dengan kesilapannya.


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#606...Dang! I fall in love again..

I saw this bag at lookbook, I fall in love immediately!!


It make me curious who design this nice handbag..


I have to admit that I have a lot of relationship with handbag and shoe!


I hope I will found it soon (perasan mode*) :')


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#605...Beautiful picture

I want to share with you what I have discovered today. I would like to shared you this beautiful photography. I must say, this is beautiful picture.


**This remarkable shot of a forked lightning bolt streaking through the sky behind the 1,063ft iron tower was captured by amateur photo grapher ­Bertrand Kulik.


The 31-year-old from Paris – which is known as the City of Light – said:
"The weather was dry and the sky appeared to be completely clear, but suddenly it started to thunder".


'I quickly grabbed my camera and put it on a tripod by the window in the hope I could get an action picture – but I never thought I would get such a ­magnificent shot.'



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#604...Come As You Are

JieJah's Say...

To many thing in mind especially today. Dong stuff alone make me realized where im stand here.
Talking to people make me realized how important is friendship and teamwork,
Nevertheless,  i think this is no longer important as i already make my decision.

This song keep me going today, i listen to it almost everyday in my playlist :)
I have a great lunch just now...Its been to long that i didn't do something for myself.

As mention before,
This runs as my plan,
Honestly i cant wait already (Jahat kan me) but I'm deeply hurt.

Dear Friend and Famile,

Doakan the best for me. Amin

#603...Aku yang penakut!

Taken from Yuna's song.

This is one of my favorite song. Till now it still stuck on my mind. Maybe some of you won't understand this I don't mind. This is something related to my daily life..


Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucapkan tak pernah engaku tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah kau cuba ringankan
.
.
.
Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku

Dan lyric ini masih lagi bermain di benak fikiran ku :)
Mungkin juga ini kebenarannya..
Namun hati pedih sbb tak sempat bergambar ngn Yuna..Ish! Maybe some other time.


*aku belajar pelbagai benda hati,
Pembuka hati dan minda. Ya Allah. Tabahkan hati, kuat kan semangat Ku Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memerlukan sokongan me untuk meneruskan perjuangan ku!" Amin..


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#602...Kebodohan hati

Keriangan di hati
Hilang..


Tatkala makian meniti
Hampa..


Perasaan mula meneliti
Serik..


Kebencian mula meniti
Sedar


Aku hilang kata diri,
Terasa aku ingin pergi..


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#601... Half Of My Heart

JieJah's Say...singing this verse out loud with day dreaming with YOU En. John Mayer....

Your faith is strong
But I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you
Than half of my heart
But I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
With half of my . . .

#600...Saya terpesona

JieJah's Say...I'm impressed! I read this from one of my favourite the site.

From Hamba Allah :
"I admit that girls in proper hijab is more beautiful. They are as beautiful as hidayah that Allah gave them. May Allah bless them. And, may Islam always becomes their strength."

#599...I Can't Lie

JieJah's Say...Fall in love with the lyric :)

I cant lie, you’re on my mind, stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead
I just died so much inside now that you’re not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday

#598...Saya berterima kasih!

I thought you were better but you're the worst!




Thank you for this headache and heartache. God bless!



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#597...Imagine Jane

Maybe God doesn't look down and see a giant bunch of people,


Maybe God looks down and sees your story and my story. Individuals. Our dreams and fears and pains and hopes and all the things that make us unique.


Our questions and our favourite songs, these things matter so much. Somehow maybe we're…


**Just some word stuck on my head, maybe some people will think this is something stupid to posted it on blog.

I like to share something nice to read and knowledge that I gain everyday.
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#596...My Raya yang rock :)

Alhamdulilah, today is the 5th of Syawal How fast time goes by, been busy and unwell lately.


As I mention, this year raya I'm at Segamat, Johor. Very calm raya and emotional raya to me and my family. Elated and grateful with the love that been shown. This bulat gal really glad and happy with this blessing.


Since I'm on red flag (I da raya dulu yaw*!) Heheee!
We visit my tok mak and tok bak grave and pray in my heart. Tell them I'm really missing them and cherish every moment that I have with both of you.


Then of me go to Batu Pahat, much calmer Raya. My mum really not well espcially with her high fever, but alhamdulilah she is ok now. Then off we go to ma uncle, and me meet my new nephew..gosh! I felt old. LOL! I have a good time with him..then our journey continue to Machap which my Tok Sue's house. We have a great time with cooking together (asam pedas) and photography session..I really adore the olderly session chit chat etc. Of course the bonus keep on appearing make me wanna ran a way. I keep in my heart and I think my quiet syndrome have effected me as person. Few did ask why me different but I'm just keep it to my self :)


Then our journey continue to Tangkak, meet my Tok Cik. I have a great time there especially with the cempedak goreng, tulang sup etc.


Lastly, our trip is to Muar. My Mak Ngah house. We sleep one nite then my dad decided to go home. Weee!


As I mention,
I have a nice calm raya that I wanted. Many memorable time with my family. Loving the emotional session during the salam session. I miss my loved ones deeply while me not here. Heheee! That also including my babies (my cat and kitten) heheeee!


Today, I shall have my 1st open house at my gff house at subang. Can't wait to see her especially with her good news. Alhamdulilah, both of my gf..Hanin and Winnie have her new job. That is among my doa and prayers come true. Alhamdulilah and hope it went well. Insyallah...have a great weekend everyone! I know I will ;')




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#595...For future plan

When I saw this picture just now it make me smile..(Day dreaming mode)



This is one of the place that I would go for bag packing..London, New York, Italy, Vienna, Turkey, India ..is among the place in my wish list. Before that I would like to go Sompurna Island by this year :).



First thing first, need to settle the unfinished business. Dear friend and family, please pray for me and wish me the best.



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#594...I love meow

I read this at one of the site,
Make me wanna share with all of you..
Simple because I'm also a proud mummy for my cat and kitten. ;')



JOHN and I are in our Dakota kitchen in the middle of the night. Three cats — Sasha, Micha and Charo — are looking up at John, who is making tea for us two.



Sasha is all white, Micha is all black. They are both gorgeous, classy Persian cats. Charo, on the other hand, is a mutt. John used to have a special love for Charo. "You've got a funny face, Charo!" he would say, and pat her.



-Yoko Ono on John's love for cats


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#593...Break free?

I saw this and make me wonder what will happen if I do this?


Shall I do this? To be the ordinary jiejah :)


I believe in rezeki, I do hate fate, I believe we can change our destiny,
But I have one issue here...
I don't believe in fairy tale anymore..


I'm done!


To many headache and to many heartache.
No body else except me...
I have learned many lesson this Puasa and Raya..
I'm enjoying every moment
And I hope to see your moment soon.
Just to feel the pain that I have to thru for all this years..



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