#189... Sorry

I realized that im not a perfect human being,
I'm still in a journey of learning,
From bottom of my heart, I'm sorry for everything.

”Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove; It is an ever fixed mark,
that looks on tempest and is never shaken;
Love alters with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom".

Quoted by : William Shakespeare

#188...Heyya

I don't know how many people out there reading ma blog, if you do all i wanna say is thank you ;)

Honestly when i received the feedback make me feel special
(**huhuhu! kembang jap)

Not much update that i can share here been bz with some issue that been going on lately. But yesterday one of ma dream came true, to see the real theather. To him i say Thank you. The only play that i watched i think during ma sober years in University. But still the play still rhyme in ma heart because i like real live people acting everything its so transparent and when they sing, the true voice will sing in the air...(sounded like an artist,huhuhu..me with my daydream @ berangan)

The 1st ticket that i get during ma practical at PLUS (The Puteri Gunung Ledang) but me didn't go...cz i dont have date to go with me..

To think back me kind da feels wasted but funny part i don't regret it.

Plus yesterday i watch theater about my Idol Tun Mahathir Mohammed..Nothing can beat that right?
Me still elated

JieJah's Say...

Me hope i can get ma few mini wishlist come true!
~Pray hard Jiejah ;P

#187..Thought's

Today out of ma randomness i wanna talk about attitudes

Wikipedia: Attitudes

is a hypothetical construct that represents an individual's degree of like or dislike for an item. Attitudes are generally positive or negative views of a person, place, thing, or event—this is often referred to as the attitude object. People can also be conflicted or ambivalent toward an object,meaning that they simultaneously possess both positive and negative attitudes toward the item in question

Yes, Everyones know its a emotional reaction toward something that will trigger them to give them som reaction but today i wanna to share my opinion about some attitude. This is ma observation only (maaf xde kena mengena sama hidup atau yang mati)

Rudeness

Wikipedia: Rudeness (also called impudence or effrontery)

is a display of disrespectfulness by not complying with the social "laws" or etiquette of a group or culture. These laws been established as the essential boundaries of normally accepted behavior. To be unable or unwilling to align one's behavior with these laws known to the general population of what is socially acceptable is to be rude.

**ma opinion
I don't blame their parent for the children attitudes, but in this case they just plain rude dont have any ethic toward other and their work. All day full with gossips that will compliment they day.I honestly think that its rude if you dont look at people face when another person is talking, saya bukan tembok yang sedang bercakap!Saya hormat anda sebab anda hanya lebih tua sahaja dari sahaja. Tapi ingat saya bukan malaikat.

Anger

Wikipedia :Anger

is a feeling related to one's perception of having been offended/wronged and a tendency to undo that wrongdoing by retaliation. R. Novaco recognized three modalities of anger: cognitive (appraisals), somatic-affective (tension and agitations) and behavioral (withdrawal and antagonism). Anger may have physical correlates such as increased heart rate, blood pressure, and levels of adrenaline and noradrenaline.[1]Some view anger as part of the fight or flight brain response to the perceived threat of harm.[2] Anger becomes the predominant feeling behaviorally, cognitively, and physiologically when a person makes the conscious choice to take action to immediately stop the threatening behavior of another outside force.[3] The English term originally comes from the term anger of Old Norse language.[4] Anger can have many physical and mental consequences.

**ma opinion
Everyone have their emotion breakdown or mood changes i can understand because we are human. But yang buat me tak paham is why on earth you have to lemparkan rasa marah hanya dari mendengar dari satu pihak. Ada tak tanya pihak atau pandangan orang lain. Saya bukan nak memandai atau hendak berlagak poyo tapi mata saya tidak berkenan denagan perangai awak. Kalu awak nak marah atau tidak puas hati sila tampil ke hadapan dan bagitau pada saya sendiri.


Idiot

Wikipedia: Idiot,
dolt, or dullard is a mentally deficient person, or someone who acts in a self-defeating or significantly counterproductive way. More humorous synonyms of the term include addlehead, blockhead, bonehead, deadhead, dimwit, dodo, dope, dummy, dunderhead, nincompoop, ninny, nitwit, numbskull, stupidhead, thickhead, and twit, among many others. Archaically the word mome has also been used. The synonymous terms moron, imbecile, and cretin have all gained specialized meanings in modern times. An idiot is said to be idiotic, and to suffer from idiocy. A dunce is an idiot who is specifically incapable of learning. An idiot differs from a fool (who is unwise) and an ignoramus (who is uneducated/ an ignorant), neither of which refer to someone with low intelligence.

**ma opinion
Honestly i don't like at all to maki or curse because my mom teach better than that but as i said im not an angel.let me as you does it make any diffrent if you call people like that? or is better you just say something or approach them directly or malay say"tegur jer"...but if in lame situation this can't be apply. -____-"" In ma situation i prefer to be "senyap" but honestly i x tau sampai biler me can be this patient.

Bitch

Wikipedia : Bitch

A bitch is a female canine. It is also a common English profanity for a woman that typically carries denigrating or misogynistic overtones—such as resemblance to a dog. It is also used to characterize someone who is belligerent and unreasonable, or displays rudely intrusive or aggressive behavior.


**ma opinion
Ini lagi satu perangai yang membuat saya sangat meluat..Period** (if saya comment pada this attitude nescaya panjang isi nya nnt)


JieJah's Say...
Ini hanya persoalan atau pandangan saya mengenai situasi yang timbul dalam kehidupan seharian seperti yang di nyatakan di atas tidak ada kena mengena sama ada hidup atau mati. Sekian.

#186... Lari part 2#

Saya rasa hari ini agak menjengkelkan,
Semua yang di harap tidak menjadi,
Semua yang ini siapkan tergendala..
Hati ini ingin melarikan diri ....


I wanna runaway..
At this point this song keep on playing on ma head..

Run - Snow Patrol

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

JieJah's Say...I hope times goes by like the wind blow at ma face but looking outside i feel like shite!

#185...Addition

Ma additional wish list..

me jatuh cinta dengan ini.. -__-"

me nak the Ray Ban Seafearer (Hope me correct) ;P

* me want this..tp x kesampaian...-__-""


JieJah's Say...Me teringat lagu Travis Mc Coy Fet Bruno Mars - Billionaire
Dear sugar daddy di manakan anda?

#184...Lari

Hati ini cuba menyanyi
Nadanya sumbang di tarik tinggi
Siapa tahu rahsia di hati
Hanya diri maha mengetahui

Tiada siapa ingin di kongsi
Dingin rasa di hati
Berlari hati ingin berkongsi
Berenang ke tepi isi di hati
Di tolak, di campak ke tepi bertubi-tubi
Hati di campak ke dalam akar berduri

Jiwa mencari muhasabah diri
Pada diri sabar menanti
Akan pernantian yang tidak pasti
Yang pasti Hanya Tuhan yang mengetahui

Yang pasti aku masih berlari...


JieJah's Say...Mengomel sambil berlari

#183... Aku

Aku seorang yang individu yang tiada rupa atau paras,

ku cuma mahu di kenali sebagai Jiejah,

Aku seorang manusia dan perempuan yang mempunyai perasaan,

tetapi ku bukan seorang yang terlalu ikutkan perasaan,

Aku seorang anak yang ingin berbakti kepada keluarga,

tetapi ku takut ku gagal,

Aku seorang muslimah,

yang masih naif dan ingin memperbaiki diri yang hina di mata ilahi,

Aku seorang pencinta,

ku masih lagi dalam proses mengenali hati masing-masing,

Aku seorang sahabat,

yang sayang dan faham erti persahabatan 

Aku hanya,

Ordinary Jiejah

JieJah's Say...Words on ma head

#182... Love Conversation

**Perbualan ini tidak ada kena mengena dengan mana-mana individu, sama ada hidup atau yang mati.


Boy:
I can’t believe you’re breaking up with me.

Girl:
Isn’t this what you wanted?

Boy:
Why the fuck would I want this?

Girl:
You don’t care.

Boy:
How do you know?

Girl:
…

Boy:
We were supposed to be forever. I’m not letting that go. I made you a promise.

Girl:
Some promises are meant to be broken.

Boy:
Forever to most people is impossible. I know we can make it possible.
Forever you and me, forever us, forever together. I’m never leaving
your side. I care about you more than anything else. I love you.

Girl:
I love you too.

Boy:
Then why won’t you stay with me?

Girl:
I will.

Boy:
What?

Girl:
I was expecting you to walk away like all the others. But you said
exactly what I’ve always wanted someone to say to me. You care for me,
and you keep your promises. I couldn’t ask for more. I don’t even know
what to say, but that I-

Boy:
I love you too.

Girl:
:)


JieJah's Say...Me (:

#181..Today

Today, wake up received a call from ma gf.

I know you will read this, so here go...I know it hurt you till you don't have any word to express it.I understood, i have been there before but honestly dear...You're lucky because Al- Mighty had shown you who he really is..bit by bit its opens to you. Now you already know the truth. I know its painful but that is the journey that everyone have to go thru. Back to basic and Insyallah you will feel better and stronger.



Be positive and be strong as me know who you are.

"when LOVER doesn't appreciated you,
don't walk away, because there another LOVE that appreciate you,
that LOVE called as Friend,"


P.s: Do remember Im here ;)

#180...Sing this song for me (:

:)

JieJah's Say...Addict to this yummy Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are 
Fallin for this lyric...Such a sweet one
Its an instant melt ;)

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

mode: berangan with the guitar with me

#179..Jennifer Lopez Feat. Fabolous - Get Right

JieJah's Say...I want to have that tummy! lagi skit jer lagi -___-""

#178... Hari Kemenangan

Tatkala, menatap kerja yang melambak-lambak,
Tergerak hati untuk mengupdatekan blog ini..
Bagi saya tahun ini agak berbeza kerana beberapa sebab, saya demam di Hari Raya, jerawat cinta saya tidak teragak2 kuar pada hari kemenangan, Makin sunyi raya tanya Tok Mak dan Tok Bak saya.., raya ini jua bak kata ma auntie saya sudah ada title the funny thing is me pun baru perasan hehheeee  (: "gelak chomel" if not sure the soalan cepumas akan ditaburkan kepada ku.. -___-""
I had a lot of fun with ma auntie's and uncles...plus family  yang me x pernah jumpa pun ada. Another different raya yet much quiet compared before. Me bersyukur pada Ilahi kerana membuka hati and mata betapa beruntungnya saya masih mempunyai mereka.. (:

tatkala mata melihat 
telinga mendengar
bait-bait ayat
bersahutan kedengaran
hatinya kosong melihat kenangan
walaupun sepi, tapi ia bermakna
hati merindu tidak terperi
menatap kasih di aidilfitri..

JieJah's Say...saya amat bersyukur, Amin

#177...Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star

JieJah's Say... (:

#176...Chase your dream ;)

Take These Thoughts With You  On Your Journey To Your Dreams

Don’t ever forget that you are unique. Be your best self and not an imitation of someone else.

Find your strength and use them in a positive way. Don’t listen to those who ridicule the choices you make.

Travel the road that you have chosen and don’t look back with regret. You have to take chances to make your dreams happen.

Remember that there is plenty of time to travel another road - and still another - in your journey through life.

Take the time to find the route that is right for you. You will learn something valuable from every trip you take, so don’t be afraid to make mistakes.

Tell yourself that you’re okay just the way you are. Make friends who respect your true self.

Take the time to be alone, too, so you can know just how terrific your own company can be.

Remember that being alone doesn’t always mean being lonely; it can be a beautiful experience of finding your creativity, your heartfelt feelings, and the calm and quiet peace deep inside you.

Don’t ever forget that you are special and you have within you the ability to make your dreams come true.

JieJah's Say...Quoted by ~ Jacqueline Schiff ~

#175...lovable award

Hehheeee....

Saya rindu untuk update this blog
Masih dalam mood raya walaupun demam raya.. -___-""
Gambar raya akan di upload kemudian ;)

This is ma 1st award ;) Thank you sha.

Dengan ini saya ingin menganugerahkan award ini kepada
-Hanin
-Enny


JieJah's Say...in raya mode lagi ;))

#174...Jack Johnson - better together (live)

JieJah's Say...I Love Jack Johnson

#173...Salam Lebaran

Kata yang telah terucap
Prasangka yang telah terungkap
Tersusun jari pohon maaf pada yang tua
Tidak di lupa pada semua
Seribu kemuliaan lebaran tercipta

Tiada kata selain maaf,Terjalin ukhwah dan kasih sayang,
Raih indahnya kemenangan yang hakiki..
Salam Lebaran di Aidilfitri..

Jika hati sejernih air, jangan biarkan ia keruh,
jika hati seputih awanm jangan biakan ia mendung,
Jika hati seindah bulan, Hiasi ia dengan Iman,
Mohon Maaf,
Zahir dan batin...

JieJah's Say...

Dearest Tok Mak & Tok Bak

Ijie Missing you.. Al-Fatihah
Tenanglah Mu disana, Amin

#172...Cool awareness!

Please note the image is not suitable for those 18 year and below..Thank you

As i need to chills, i surf the net and came across with this campaign.

Don't get me in the wrong way but this is a good and creative way for a campaign!
If you're wondering...which country? Its singapore..Cool eh?

To this people..im gonna say You're Awesome! All the best!

Here some info:
Advertising Agency: DDB, Singapore
Executive Creative Director: Joji Jacob
Creative Director: Thomas Yang
Copywriter: Khairul Mondzi
Art Director: Andrea Kuo
Account Director: Rowena Bhagchandani
Account Executive: Ng Ling Kai
Illustrator: Andy Yang Soo Kit
Digital retoucher: Agnes Teo
Photographer: Allan Ng / Republic Studios

JieJah's Say...Yummy boobies heheee ;)

#171... Born With A Black Hat

JieJah's Say...Any comment? heheeee

#170...Wisdom of words...

JieJah's Say...Think about it!

#169.. Word on deadline

"Im really sick of this disrupting behavior..Honestly i don't want to know yer next move"....and i realized i am an ugly duckling here..

I have a zillion things to do and if you want to make me angry go ahead..I know what i capable to do and silents be the judge of your grudge. If you can make faces and gossip about me please do so..by doing that i know you all care about me..If you want to accuse me with everything that you only hear by the third party please do so again coz you don't know me at all.. and assumption will always kills you!

And Fyi please remember "Everything comes from Al-Mighty and i you should re-think more before you say something that can make people hate you more..Bitch!

JieJah's Say...words!

#168... Suprise

"And yer move make me move by you,"

JieJah's Say...On things that surprise me today <3


                     Muahx!!

#167...Carl & Ellie A Love Story

JieJah's Say...May you find it weird but listen first and it will calm you down

#166...John Mayer - Heart of Life (Acoustic)

"This song keep on playing in my head,
I guess i fall with the lyric,
I fall in love with the guitar,
I fall in love with the meaning of the song"

The lyric

The Heart Of Life Lyrics

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

(Whistle Interlude)

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good

I know it's good




JieJah's Say...Im in heaven

#165... Year and still counting..

Heyya..

To you ma mon petite Ami!
(Hope you read this)

Today marks our 3rd years...
Yes, thru the cycles of this relationships you always be there for me with yer
Chomel smile..

From only say hi,
we go yam cha at ss2,
makan cheese nan..and we grew dear
putrajaya jadi saksi..
look at we now...we are still learning about each other.

;)

With many plan ahead of us,
Thank you again for sayang me
Thank you again for everythg..

This bulat face cant say more..
Nanti makin emo.
See you ma gula hati..

JieJah's Say...ma happiness!

#164...Word to a friend

JieJah's Say..."please think about it and i know you will read this,"

Dearest friend....

I know for the past month have been tough on you

Yes, I understand your feeling

and i know its hard especially LOVE doesn't appreciate you anymore.
Yes, its hard but Life have to go on dear,
And remember "ramai yang sayangkan you, from yer famile to yer fren,"


Thru what he do to you especially what he had done yesterday its unacceptable
Being kids as he is, putar cakap and been an a**

He changes after "the plan" cant be proceed next year...
Why now?
Many things that me express to you yesterday and me hope you will think about it..

Honestly...
Thru the pain that he put u thru can i ask you something?

"Is it worth it, or
when is the last time he really make you happy,"

babe, many other question that i did ask you..
You already know the answer.

Honestly..
To me you are special person
To me you deserve better person

Let Al-Mighty guide you the way dear...
And please dear remember "Jodoh, pertemuan dan ajal semuanya di tangan Allah S.W.T"

Whats yer desicion next?
i cant give you an answer because is your decision but i'm here, i'll be there for you dear.
and support all your decision.

I hope this help you and this to cheer you up!

p/s. Thank you for the lovely present
me and adli sgt elated ;)

#163... Understood.

JieJah's Say...can you understood?

We will always misconstrue the silliest things as absolutely adorable or undeniably charming whenever we have even just the slightest attraction towards another — when in fact, those words, those actions could actually mean nothing at all. And although we may know that in the back of our minds, we choose not to acknowledge it in hopes that what they really meant to do was to send some kind of subtle sign, or morse code, or a hint that maybe, just maybe this whole time they’ve been sharing the same sentiment as you and all they’ve been waiting for was for it to be secretly understood.
 


(And this is me understanding that, hoping that you, too, are understanding me.)

#162... Advice

JieJah's Say...