#660...Taken for Granted

You do not take for granted the one


who waits for you,

who stayed with you when everyone else decided to bail,

who listens to all your problems,

who calls and texts to check on you when you're sad, sick and mad,

who believes that you're worth it,

who trusts you fully,

who shares their deepest secrets and hopes,

who tolerates your teasing,

who gave you time and space to breathe,

who tells you thing as it is,

who stuck by you when everyone else starts dissing,

who gets hurt trying to fix you,

who hated those hating on you,

who rationalizes every issue you had,

who tries to be the stronger one when clearly is not; you just don't.


Because this world takes back whatever was given to you. And when that happens, you'll probably live a lifetime of regret.


*Notes: Its been a while I didn't update this blog. As above this something that I would like share from my heart.

I learn every bits of my mistakes and lesson that I get from the pass week. Thank you to those whom stand by me and I would like to this opportunity to apologize to people that hurt along the journey. May Al-Mighty blessed you. Amin.
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#660...Berserah dan Pasrah

Ya Allah,
Besar sungguh ujian mu untuk ku,
Tak cukup dengan ujian yang ku tempuh satu lagi ujian datang untukku hari ini 16th Januari 2012.

Its hurt when everything that your hope when down to drain when you trying to open your heart again,

Its hurt you the most when people start to interpret about your words and intention,

But again who am I to say about all this, as I am a person to be blame. I never knew its this hard but I hope I'm strong to go thru all this again. Some how some people will only see the mistake that we have made but have them seen their action make other hurt even more? I guess this is another trial that I have to face.

Ya Allah give me strength to go thru all this. Amin.

#659...Alhamdulillah

"Saya sangat perlukan sahabat untuk perbaiki diri. tapi saya perlu nasihat dan teguran, bukan kritikan atau sindiran. saya juga punya hati dan perasaan..dan Alhamdulillah Allah temukan saya dgn mereka.. :') <3"


After read this at one of my favourite site at Tumblr, only one word came out from my mouth, "syukur".
I'm a lucky girl to have someone that can hold my hand when I'm falling down.


Yesterday,
Mark another history in my calendar and shall remind myself till the day Al-mighty take me away.


Another good thing when this happen make me more firm on my decision to make my 2012 plan working on schedule!


Its another journey in my life,
I learned many thing about sisterhood,
Its a heartache when people start to misinterpret of your intention,
Breaking of promises and sisterhood its part of life,
A good friend will alway be there for with open arm and heart,
Its not easy to maintain a good relationship,
Its good to discover a new friendship from unexpected place..


More thing to be discovered and its just 13th day in January! :) *wohoooo*


I'm bloging this from Sepang Circuit!

**Mode: kena psycho ngan china man to prove that I'm good in Event Management! *Ketuk dahi**
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#658... Terukir Di Bintang

Jika engkau minta intan permata
Tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang
Dari langit untukmu

Jika engkau minta satu dunia
Akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu
Pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu



JieJah's Say...**mode nyanyi sensorang**

Tak semua mengerti diri
Tak pinta untuk memahami
Tapi hati bertanya dan cuba untuk mengerti
Tidak juga untuk membenci
Apa yang pasti hanya hampa menanti..

#657...Sweet Life!

There is no more lovely, friendly and charming relationship, communion or company that a good marriage.
- Martin Luther


JieJah's Say.. Just wanna share this beautiful picture. Have a great one peeps! :)

#656...Diet?

I been sick for the last 3 day ago,

and i know from where i got the infection.(-__-**)

I keep on praying please not now as the date is getting nearer

Many thing need to be done but i just feel so little time.

On top of that i have incoming event @ Sepang Circuit

and plus im in the midst of preparation of the new launch car!

Lately too many people asking me this question!

"you tak diet ker gg?" me dengan muka toya will answer I'm happy with who i am.

Peeps I'm not perfect at all,

Been like a moon version before weight more like 70kg,
Am i happy? Kinda, because i can eat what i want
Health wise? Nope because i tend to sick quickly
My turning point? I workout for my health (That is the priority) till now I'm weighing around 50kg :P
and honestly im just lucky because of my work hectic make me as who i am now :P


I'm a human too but honestly im just like other girl with different self conscious but somehow now i just don't care and eat what i want! What matter most i want to achieve my goal 2012...


I want to be happy! In many way that i will and wish.

:P

JieJah's Say...One idols that make me smile always is Adele! Be yourself that i most important thing! :)

#655...New Start, New Begining

JieJah's Say...

Some people will start on diet as a start on
new resolution,

Some people change there appearance as a start
on new journey of a new year,

Some people upgrade their relationship
as an improvement in their love live,

Some people just remain as who there are as
they are comfortable as the way it is,

Some people will start to plan to upgrade their
current job,


Who am i to say its right or wrong,
To my opinion 'Niat' its the most important.

i remember a person that i really loved used to say this to me,

"Jika kita berniat baik, apa pun kerja yang kita lakukan akan berjalan dengan sempurna," Arwah Tokmak

Al-Fatihah Tokmak, I missed you dearly!

#645...I wanna be like this cat!

JieJah's Say...
Rasa geram nak gigit-gigit sampai lebam! :D

#644... Wishing upon happiness

Day 5 of my new year,
Honestly nothing much change except to accept thing as it shoud be and most of thing runs as normal :)


Although, its only day 5 of 365 days, 
Yes, today  i did cried  and this has been continued since pass few weeks and now i feel i wanna scream

*sambil tendang meja*

But one thing that im pretty sure is 2012 its gonna be bombard me with many new obsticle
that trying to prevent me to be happy,

But some how all i'm going to do is i will stay strong, do my best to hang on and enjoy
life as it should be, happy as it is and syukur with His blessing!

Here's is some update that i wanna share

Work wise,

Three Main campaign still on progress only one its completely done *just now* yeay!
Incoming small track event and big event on February!

p.s : in yoga mood bersila *meditate*

Personal life,

Been busy like a bee,
Been emo like a queen,

Counting day ahead of me and im guessing its to late to say
"so much to do, so little time" hahaaaa!

Many things that i gain and pick up along the way
last year and 2012. Dear Al-Mighty thank you for the gift, nothing more that i could ask for.
I hope and pray for the best,
Shall update more of this soon, Insyallah! 


JieJah's Say...Nothing more than i can say thank you to Al-Mighty to open my eyes and my hearts to see so many thing surrounding me. I wont say much but one thing in my heart keep on saying "Alhamdulilah"