#382...Sweet wedding

The whole world know about this sweet moment, I manage to watch it on E News :)

Adore her wedding dress,
With the kiss and full of emotion including the blush make it so sweet~

This is a great and among fairy tales come thru.

Congrats to William and Kate

P.s: its every girl dream to have a fairy tales wedding but to me instead a fairy tales wedding me prefer to have a man that treat me like a queen for the rest of ma life ;)



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#381...On certain thing

Need ma mind focus :)

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#380...I guess time will tell

Honestly,

I'm tired of your rudeness,
I'm done with your childhood behavior,
I'm too tired with your ego and hypocrisy,
I'm done with yer "berlagak betul" attitude

I'm guessing I'm done here..
I have lost ma patient..
I let time be the time of this.
I'm done and yet I already made ma mind.

P.s: just because I can't stand it anymore, doesn't mean you are right!


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#379...Let Me Love You (acoustic)

JieJah's Say...

I'm still at the office in this hour to finish my C@P task..
This is among the song accompany me working today..
Yummy? Yup... me agree!

#378...Randomly i just wrote

Lately i realized many thing that caught my attention,
From people to friend to others..
Maybe you will think this emotional but i this is how me see and feels
You can say or think what ever you wanna think,
at this point i don't wanna care.

Emotional wise,

Its simply unbalance in every way
honestly at times i just keep ma mouth shut compared who me really am
how talkative I'm or friendly..
I hope i can move on this feeling
in the same time it really hurt me,
who cares right?


Work wise,

Work been like hell lately
but me OK me guess?
i will survive and move on with another obstacle in front of me
word lately keep on hurting me
trust..let put it, i rest ma comment
another advice,
never think people will or try to understand who you really are
especially when you trying your best to understood about them.

Life wise,

It seems lately i seem more clueless
i give to much of myself to other
at times i forgot who i am
maybe you will think this is silly
but this how ma life treat me lately

another side of me,
i always shared with ma GF it seems i always knew my surrounding better than
them knowing who i am..
sad but true..


Wishing..

I just wanna share and say congrats to ma little sis
Do enjoy this wonderful Hijrah :)

I'm glad with your decision and May Allah bless you more dearie.
Amin!

#377...Love stories goes like this

I guess this how the love stories goes,

Things had become more or less the same for me nowadays. Everything was generic. I used to believe in love, and all of that fuzzy stuff. The first boy i was with screwed me over, and then the next one and the next one and eventually i found myself slowly losing faith in all things love related. It happened around the time i was 19, that was when i thought that i would adopt the ways of the male.

To unconditionally be with guys with no strings attached therefore eliminating any chance of being hurt again. At the beginning things were good, i was able to be with the bad boys i had always wanted without being hurt by the baggage that they carried with them.

And then I found you.

You teased me about all the boys i spoke to at the same time and while i knew it was true i also hoped you said it out of jealousy hoping I'd realize. We began speaking after first meeting at a bar, first occasionally then everyday, once twice and eventually every moment that we could. But the problem is that you and your bad reputation are beginning to dent me. Not only are all my friends against your past actions. So i hide the fact that we talk, in the hopes that eventually they will forget.

When I found you it all changed.

I began spending every moment thinking about you, wondering what you were doing and what you were thinking. And when I saw you everything else seemed so out of control but in order at the same time. Both of us were not ones that were usually used to being tied down, we had both been with our fair share of people-and it was because of this that both of us found it hard to open up. I so desperately wanted to tell you about all the men i had been with but didn't want you to think any less of me-i guess its silly because we both know that no matter what you will be mine.

When I found you I became the jealous type.

The type of person i had always hated. The idea that someone could get jealous when the guy wasn't yet theirs seemed foreign and somewhat hard to comprehend until now...until the moment where i found you. Everything is so easy for us, that feeling of butterflies sits in my stomach constantly and the feelings i get when your name comes up on my phone are the type of feelings i never thought id feel. So now i wait, i wait for you to tell me how you feel, to confess it all, let me know everything and open up.

When I found you I changed, you changed me.

You really have changed me, and I know that the moment you tell me it all will be the best moment of my life. But until then I will wait, and I will hold onto our first, second, third and twentieth kiss.

Forever,
Me

JieJah's Say... I feel so good after reading this :)
u can read this at Le Love.

#376. . .I'm impress of her!

JieJah's Say...
I just love music,
When i came across with this make me respect her more!
Its not the body who make the music,
Its the voice and melody ...who drive the music.

Get me?........sing Adele loudly!

#375... I'm penakut.

Somehow that song stuck in ma head,
Many thing happen thru this week,
Am I strong,
Honestly I don't know,
What should I do,
Am unsure yet..

As I mention,
No matter how close or how long I knew a person,
Usually I tend to know about them more compared they knew me,
Sad yes,
But I've been thinking I will move on.

After all shite over,
I been thinking to go for a mini vacation,
Where? Me unsure yet..
But one thing for sure I need to heal my heart,
To many thing that broke this heart of mine..
Please don't ask me what or who..
I shall keep it close to mine..

All I ask is pray for me,
Keep me strong and passion with what me do..
Keep me saint and alive with people surrounding me..
Insyallah..


0857-jiejah 25/04/2011


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#374...Another passion

Many of ma close friend knows about this,
Even ma family knows about this,
Its among my favorite thing of mine,
Today I discover this new shoe,
It is call as oxford shoe...
And today it will be in my wish list :)

Heheeeheeee! Shoe hunting please?


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#373...In great pride

I'm proud to say this,

Alhamdulilah my parent had taught me well in manners and attitude

Alhamdulilah, Al-Mighty had shown me all this in one way.

For that I'm elated to see all this.

On great word and pride. Syukur, Alhamdulilah.


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#372...On important things in life

1. Never give up on anybody; miracles happen everyday.

2.Be brave even if your not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.

3. Think big thoughts, relish small pleasures.

4. Learn to listen. Opportunity sometimes knocks very softly.

5. Never deprive someone of hope, it might be all they have.

6. Strive for excellence, not perfection.

7. Don’t waste time greifving over past mistakes. Learn from them and move on.

8. When someone hugs you let them be the first to let go.

9. Never cut what can be untied.

10. Don’t expect life to be fair.

11. Remember:Success comes to the one that acts first.

12. Never waste an oppurtunity to tell someone you love them.

13. Remember that nobody makes it alone. Have a greatful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who help you.

14. Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.

15. Laugh alot.A good sense of humor cures almost all of life’s ills.

16. Don’t miss the magic of the moment by focusing on whats to come.

17. Watch for big problems. They disguise big oppurtunities.

JieJah's Say...
After reading the list make me think differently on few as many thing happening surrounding my life now from personal to work. Gosh i just really wish this will over soon and i just wanna move on.

Frankly i'm tired of all this, been patient for so long and hope that i can remain it be...

In the same time, i hope that my Doa is i just don't want to get hurt anymore..Its really painful and the most painful part is no one could understand it better than myself.

#371...They will never know me

JieJah's Say...


As i said before this as below..I guess I will move on.
Live life as what it is and Let Al-mighty decide the path for me
Doa kan the best, Insyallah.Amin.

"Somehow,
I knew my surrounding very well,
because I really care for each them..
But,
I just realized that,
some of them don't even knew what I like.. "

*honestly, Its disappointing :(*

#370...Unsmile evaluation

JieJah's Say...

In many way I'm not in the right track last couple of days,
but one thing i realized that i cant really smile much,
I guess, I missing it that much,

I don't know...

As i mention i need to reevaluate my life and decide what right for me.

#369...I just really wish

I just wish that you can understand me better,
I just wish you could listen to me better,
I just wish that you can act better,
I just wish that you could know me better,

I just wish....

 


JieJah's Say...I really hate to say it more because as day goes by nothing had change

#368. . .Me Ugly but . . .

JieJah's Say...

I'm Ugly, but me Beautiful Inside. *wink*

"People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you" me sing......

#367. . . Color inspiration

JieJah's Say...
I may not be the beautiful girl in universe but I'm what I'm,

Just adore this color make me feel good :)

#366...Walk at memory lane

The Roti Man, (Bread Vendor) the guy who sells bread (and goodies) from house to house for living.

I’m not sure if they’re still around, whenever i go back to my country I hardly see Roti Men in my area anymore. Or probably I always pass them without noticing.

I don’t know how much they earn per month by riding their motorbikes everyday selling loafs of bread, cheap toys and junkfood but surely they have just enough to support their family. The last time i saw one in my area was a few years ago, still the same guy who has been providing bread to my house since i was a kid. Way older, very weary but still does the same job, I don’t know how he does it. Not sure now though..

Once he would bring joy to the kids and me in my neighbourhood. He would have the latest local junkfood that come with cheap toys such as Din Dang, Tora, etc. While the mothers and maids get bread (or on special occasions, Potato Buns / Sugar buns with raisins), us kids will stop whatever we were playing and crowd around this man to get our hands on his awesome junk food. He was our playtime hero.

Apart from that, the Roti Men got mad skills when it comes to riding their bikes. It takes stability and maneuvering skills to ride that ‘roti bike’, yo! One should record them during traffic jams, god knows how they could ride through small lanes with that.

So how many of you grown-ups now still think about this man, on how much he has contributed our childhood? And to the Roti Man who worked (or still working) in my neighbourhood, i hope you are still well and have raised a healthy family after all the years of hard work. If I see you again driving around my housing area i’ll definitely buy a loaf (or two) it’s the least i can do. You’re legendary, Roti Man!

JieJah's Say...Some of my childhood memory :) and me me wonder is Rotiman is still there?

#365...And they don't know me

Somehow,

I knew my surrounding very well, because I really care for each them..

But,

I just realized that some of them don't even knew what I like..

*honestly, Its disappointing :(*
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#364. . .Fashion Update

JieJah's Say...

I saw this random picture update from fashion blog,
Their style is different yet cool but me really like it :)

Me just adore it and going to put it in my wish list.

#363...Just make it natural

Picture above its sexy huh?
Me like because its so natural..
Plus me adore her body *pengsan pls*

I don't know about you people,
I don't like fake and unnatural thing
From a human to an item..

Fake didn't last,
Its just an illusion of our eye,

Natural last longer,
It give you greater impact and feeling,

So think deeply,
Behind the make up,
Behind the push up-bra,
Behind the all padding thing,
What you left? ...nothing I guess?*

*wink* LOL!

This post its just a random thing cross ma mind.
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# 362. . .This is me

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show, it’s time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I have to believe in myself
It’s the only way

This is real, This is me
I’m exactly where I’m suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me.



JieJah's Say...
When the first time me hear this song me just keep on falling to the lyric :)

#361...A girl wants for but wont ask for

45 things a girl wants for but wont ask for.

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..

26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

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You’ll never know when your girl needs just a little more love ..

# 360...Will You?

JieJah's Say...

I overhead Sarah song while me having my lunch earlier today,
now it almost midnight me craving to listen to her lullaby :)

Good nite PMS

#359...Bright Colors!

JieJah's Say...Gosh this soooooo yummmmmy!

Brighten up your Spring style with one of these loud bags! What color will you be sporting?

#358...And this is me

I love simple and natural thing in life,
I love bright colors..
I love handbag, shoe and nice cloth,
I'm wearing scarf and me loving it,
I love chocolate..,
I'm moody when me PMS,
I love guitar and drum,
I love all type of music,
I love live music, teater and acoustic live
I'm petite with not a perfect figure,
I'm daddy baby gal and mummy little pride,
I'm a city girl but adore my tokmak's home dearly,
I love hit to the beach to calm ma mind,
Me love owl, elephant, cat and cute animal :)
Me easy to cry especially emotional movie heheee!
Me love unique smell especially with ma parfum..
Me love hot chocolate, latte and ice-blended...yummmmmmmmmy!

Me hate pretender..
Me hate people that use harsh word,
Me hate people that don't have their believe and own stand,
Me hate self centered pozer's,
Me hate people that can't admit at they own mistakes!

And you all must wondering why me list all this.. The answer is this among who I am and what I am.

I may not be perfect but me in the voyage of learning..and with Allah's bliss I'm happy with ma family, love ones and ma close friend..

So if you think with your little drama queen low class act will ruin me,
Think again... May truth reveal it soon..Insyallah. *Amin!
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#357...Sampai waktu itu

Pelbagai watak dalam dunia,
Dari watak baik ke jahat,
Di lihat oleh mata kepala sendiri,
Ada yang gembira dan yang buat saya sedih,

Pada saya niat mesti,
Baik dan buruk datang dari hati,
Makin hari saya meniti,
Makin itu yang menanti...

Yea..
Saya tau awak akan membaca ini,
Saya ingin bagitau dunia,
Hanya Allah tau niat ku yang sebenar,
Secara tulus ku mengaku ku salah,
Tapi ku berjaya mengubah diriku..
Malangnya engkau cuba mencari duri,
Silapnya engkau sendiri yang mengubahnya..

Dan ini doaku
"Sesungguhnya aku ingin engkau rasa betapa luka hati saya selepas apa yang ku buat untuk mu,"...

Sebelum ku lupa,
Biler ku tunjuk siapa diriku yang sebenar,
Jangan sekali kau sesali apa yang kau buat,
Ingat dunia ini berputar seperti bola
Dan engkau masih mentah dalam dunia roda...

Ini kata ku,
Jangan cakap ku x pernah berkata apa,
Dan ini tidak sedikit mengubah apa yg ku rasa...Kerna engkau buat jiwa derita.
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#356...The No in life

Something nice to share :)


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#355...On basic fundamental

I'm just an observant in every way, I learn many thing in life from basic to other thing in life. Maybe it sound typical, I just love right basic in life example *adap to work ethic, communicating and many more.

Last saturday, something happen that broke ma heart. I accompany my mum to Tesco, after settle buying grocery my mum decide to eat at food court..after she purchase her food suddenly a small boy accidentally push a metal signboard and fall on my mum leg. Being panic as I am, I rush to her and gosh! She really in pain. Yes, she is crying out and the sad part is the parent of the little boy didn't have courtesy to say sorry or apologize instead the parent continue eating..Omg! Being piss like hell I just go to the table and say this

"Saya kecewa dengan perangai makcik, dan saya malu dengan makcik sebab makcik xde perasaan untuk mintak maaf pun!"...Dan saya malu sebab makcik seorang melayu yang kurang adapnya!...and me just blah from there.

Other people came to me and ma mum asking how she is, that felt so good.

The reason me share this story of mine because I'm sad because our new generation even old also lack sense of *Adap..or manners to me this is a basic fundamental of who you are and what you are.

Without this who are we and how people will respect you? At the end of the day... You don't have the right to blame other if you also didn't treat people right.

Do remember this every word that u say or wish act as a "DOA" my advice think twice if u wanna curse or using harsh word to express your anger. One day, u will feel the pain that you caused before. Before that happen..I suggest its not to late to change. Better late than never.

This is just ma plain opinion about daily things happening surrounding me..and ma universe.


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#354...Yuummmy F1 weekend

The line here at Sepang is killing me. Nasib la murah ye, En. Celcom if not sure saya akan bertukar menjadi cookie monster :P seperti saya tinggalkan En.Maxis yang sangat mahal!..

Yes, its bloody hot just now but now its more windy and me like it!

If you ask me why I'm here..? It the drive and passion about the sport. :)

To see all the mat salleh and hot chick make me feel good :).

Without me realized I'm falling deeply in love with automotive industry. I just love and adore fast monster machine. Working at my place giving me an advantage but if there is no passion, your work means nothing..

On the other hand, to see them really open and well mannered make me impressed. Especially on throwing rubbish, treat other people with respect and many more..

Will update more pic of yummmmmmy F1 soon. Have a great weekend ahead!
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#353...Be my James Morrison

JieJah's Say...

It is easiest to fall in love with those you can’t see clearly — in the dark, beneath the shadows, under the dim lights of a crowded bar only pushing you to be within lip to lip reach. But one where it is most fatal to happen is inside a cave of blankets, intoxicated by the warmth of each other’s skin and how fitting it felt for your shapes to fit just right inside one another.

Because it is in those moments, you are blinded by more than just what you can’t see. It is in these moments where none of that matters — just you, and him, and the only thing you choose to see, never realizing how foolish it could really be

.....

#352. . . Untitle

This what happen when i accidentally sent via my gmail,

Multitasking between driving and emailing .......

Heheheeeeee!

~Blank!



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#351...Hati ingin berkata

Its Friday gloooooooomy!

A good weather to sleep, ok ma GF me jealous you on leave today..I repeat jealous :P

As me waiting for the police traffic release me, I decided to update ma blog. It just a plain update that I just wanna say..

1.From ma observation, people faking about who there, what they are or whom they really are. It just an opinion :)

2. Meeting ma super idole today! This is the 3rd time I personally meet Tun Mahathir Mohammed :) *super nervous but the best part became the unofficial photographer..heheeeee!

3. I really wanna make sure ma bucket list will come true..in Al-mighty will me wanna to have my
1st. Lomo camera
2nd. Ma mini vacation
3rd. settle ma debt and have a good health
4th Saving
5th My first Burberry item :))

4.I just recover from my long viral fever and cough *till now still coughing like hell*, many lesson that I learn from personal to work. I will grow and soon will bloom to beautiful flower ewah!!

5.Never judge the book from its cover and never copy or try to be some else. Either in work, friend, girlfren, sister nor etc just be who you are. People will appreciate you as whom you are :)

6.Mak I know you don't read my blog, if someday you do. I just wanna say
Gg, love you *hugggggggie*

7. As me clearing ma long email, I saw one email that make me calendar busy like a bee, however me like it!


Jiejah Signing off, 8.4.2011


Renung ke biru langit,
Tersenyum sendiri bila teringat,
Memori hari ni yg tersemat,
Syukur akan kurniaannya,
Buat hati berbunga seketika,
Nikmat rasa yang tidak terhingga... :)

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#350...Manifesto of a girl

JieJah's Say... Wont you agree with, let dance :)

#349...This is life

JieJah's Say...
Many thing happen thru out the day,
amazing thing came in one place,
a place that you can count,
the place that we can call a home...

Dearest friend, to make me stronger today...
Sorry again to make u sick especially to ma little sister,
as i said yestersday everything will be ok dearie...

Smile ya ....:)

#348...Going wild!

While me waiting for ma name been call by the nurse. Few thing had pop out in ma head, let me ask u this..do you have your wish list?...

Yes, I do have a bucket list :P, syukur few things I have manage to scrap from the list. Looking forward to have more, me guess :)

Waiting at the emergency room, its not a good thing and it make me more about Mr Click-click..

Insyallah, will Al-Mighty blessing me hope it will be come true..And as me browsing, I saw this picture that make me smile, and me thought to ma self..
"Yes! U are ma next target!"


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#347...In empty spaces

Here I'm in the hospital waiting on ma name been called by doctor or nurses.
Gosh, I been sick since last week..
Ma heart is aching to settle ma chaos,
Hope I will get ma answer soon.

Doa and wish me well,
Insyallah.


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#346...Among every gurl's dream

*Browsing thru ma bb and I saw this!
Like *OMG!!!! I want ONE too.


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#345...Pure heart

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#434...When MC became a work day

Its Suck when you have to Work when you are sick,

On my side is "this is my responsible" i have to come and settle.


Thank you mak to helping me today :)


JieJah's Say...

On sick mode