24#...Brain

I Think this girls needs some word from me,

Such Pain in As* (Opps!), Stop being selfish.

My words to you:

Simplicity is the ultimate forms of sophistication..i hope you get what i mean and stop bossing around..

23#... the truth

Today, just another cool Sunday. Nothing much but i spend ma time with ma parents, ma bully twin brother and ma cat's. Just discover an amazing thing, ma Siamese baby cat is blind but healthy.  (a bit afraid to touch the cat but he or she is a strong cat- will post the picture soon) Not feeling that well at first but  i just don't bother and keep up with my house chore. Many good gossip with ma mak and bak during breakfast, while updating ma self my mind keep on thinking of few thing's happen this week. The truth, i think one of the issue people always try to avoid but it always happen whether we realized it or not. I prefer the truth compared to the lying it will hurt me more. Based on my experience i guess...

I'm who i am and I'm just an ordinary girl in this universe.

I always remind myself, who i am and return to basic as thing's get it best or worst. I think it make me who i am and i feel my feet on the ground instead up in the sky. One thing for sure is i miss his present today -__-*

Till then, Jiejah

22#... Realized

I just realized this, although i did have my sweet moment
like praises, compliment or ma sweet revenge Etc.....
My heart is still hurt,
Every word it seems so clear to me,
Its like a movie that you can Play in repeat Mode.
I already forgive them but i still can't forget what they had done to me...

I will survive this...

21# happy & love

P.s i <3 u, i heart u... ;)

20#...thought

As for now, after officially they already took over this company i notice that many things had change. Maybe to others seems nonsense but to me its GREAT and important. No more those lame excuse and much more. Don't get me wrong as I'm writing this, i prefer to have a proper system for all employee to follows. No more own department rules, been bullied by the senior worker and etc. As my hand start to write more i realized not all like this major changes. This is for your own good, despite the benefits that you will received... have you think about what u can or will contribute to this company. *wah!* don't assume that i will follow all, (sometime i pun nakal gak) ;P hey, its a learning stage! grab all the opportunity in front of you. Although that i wont like it on certain stage..i prefer to maintain my position and stay professional as this is not confirm yet. One more thing..*to this person* i hope you change your attitude, you're the same level as us as well. I don't know whether you will read this but honestly i don't like your *itch attitude. (i hope that i x terlepas ckp ngan you) although that you really get into ma nerve. 

All of us now starting by zero....Good luck let this adventure begin!

19#... Happy Bday Mak

Mak, I Love you dearly! You always there for me without any doubt. Im grateful and honoured to be your daughter. As today its your birthday, but you're at Batu Pahat, Johor. As the message that i write to you this Morning. Enjoy yer day! Hugs....

Mak, Happy Birthday! May all your wish will come true,

Insyallah Mak, We Will. Amin!

G goakan mak sihat hendakNya dan Semoga Allah panjangkan umur Mak,

I love you! <3

Muahx! Jiejah... 

18#... Thank you

Quite bz this two days *sigh* ...
But since last two day i rcvd msg from friend that read this blog.
Much appreciated but in the same time this gurl feel *Blush*
Thank's again! ;)

You guyz make ma day... Will update soon.

Btw i discover and just upload this cute template, Yes i still maintain the white background.
What you guyz think? Drop me a comment.

Till then, Jiejah.

17#....kosong

Hati di carik seribu duri,
Menanti kaseh yang terberi,
Salah sendiri yang di cari,
Maafkan diri atas kebodohan diri sendiri

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16#... If

Hi,if i tell you the truth that im lost?
could you guide me..

Hi, if im beside you?
would you say hai..or say how's yer day

Hi, If i look nice today?
would u say im beautiful..

Hi,if i hungry?
would u care to buy me the food..

Hi, if i like that dress?
would u buy the dress to suprise me..

Hi, if my fren treat me bad?
would you treat me better than them..

Hi, if i like that artist?
would you buy me the album and take me to the concert..

Hi, if i share my happiness?
Would you feel the same for me..

Hi, if im sad?
Would you tell me a joke to make me smile..

Hi, if im down?
Would you just come to me and give me a hug..

Hi, if you know me can you answer all this or ...you just ignore.

I discover this yesterday online, Just wanna share how this question can make people smile and sad at the same time. Irony is everyone same some emotional feeling, It just wheather they want to show or not only.. All this it's just "if" question and the possibble answer..

*This been taken form one of the online survey*

Its make me wonder..and just want to tell this person Hi im Azizah, May i know who are you..?

15# ...wish & hope

As for right now,
To people out there i bet you have your own wish list.. I do
I do notice that usually what we wish for will always hardly came true..
But this time i wont give up, Insyallah will come true only it will take a bit longer.
My heart is in pain
But i have to be patients
May time hold the pain..
Till the day i have you in my hands.

Sometimes there is nothing to be said.
Sometimes nothing should be said.
I just want to find someone who won't run away.
Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it's OK
that things don't always go right.
That this is how life works,
and how it will always work. That it's not going to be easy.
Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.

 
Just now i watch lovely bones..i like the quotes so much ;)

"If I had but an hour of love,

If that be all it's given me.

An hour of love; upon this earth,

I would give my love to thee."

                                                                                                 Till then..

14# ...Run Away

I wish to ran away from this mess for a while....i hope for this soon as my another wish for one thing that i really wanted seem's far way to be come true.

*I hope it will be soon finger cross at the back and litte doa* Amin *

13#... Miss u

Lirik Selamanya - Innuendo

Pabila kudengar
Suaramu nun dikalbu
Inginku menanti
Senyuman manismu

Kupasti dirimu
Terkenangkan suaraku
Usahlah kau menafikan
Cinta yang terpendam sesama kita

Kumendoakan
Demi keikhlasanmu
Kubersyukur pada Yang Maha Esa
Hilanglah kesepian kita

Dikau takhta di hatiku
Bersama kita bina istana cinta
Kurela bersamamu
Di angkasa bergema mekar dan rela
Hingga akhir hayatku
Pastinya bersama
Kasihmu yang kurindui
Selamanya

Betapa sukarnya
Kumemahami dirimu
Namun hatiku membara
Tiada apa yang dapat dilakukan

Sekiranya perasaanmu berduka
Kusesali segalanya
Kerna kaulah segalanya bagiku

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Me miss you, I hope that u will read this.

This song is an old song but when me listen to it just now it remind me of u.. :)*

I miss u.......

Nite Mon Petite! ;)*

12#...Question and Future

Question

One thing about myself i like to be prepared especially if i have to meet someone example like briefing, discussion, meeting and etc. Today i have some briefing with the new Head Department of Finance. She is the type whom have 'the face'.  Honestly, judging by her character i don't think she will asking me personal question. But it had caught my attention *mean she's good* especially right after i explain the sequences the lame procedures. After a while ... suddenly she ask me this cute question from where i stayed till when i started working in Porsche. I stated to smile when she ask me how young i'm, the cutest part was she tot* that i just graduate. hehehee :) *blush*
Next, she start asking this famous question am i married... ? *alamak* for all this time usually i will answered in very fast mode eg, like belum seru lagi or if his there with me i will tell ask him etc but strangely this morning i don't have any answers.....*blank mode* To make it more akward...im in silent mode for sometime........ and i think i made her feel guilty (judging from her face). Then i just smile to her and answer her Insyallah. *to think back such a lousy answer* yet I still feel weird...

In my heart only god know~ Thank God that its Finally finish and i resume back to my task.

Future

As for this time im not sure about the future but i know what i want to be, i want to be able practice my PR.
Example as an event coordinator, doing some marketing, writing and a lot's more. People that closed to me know this as my ambition. Its takes me sometime to decide that i need to change my future immediately. Thank you to Denggi have give me the wake up call. Which i gladly did, *walaupun it takes me 2 years* yes! i did score some minor mistake....but this is what we called LIFE. I'm not perfect, but Alhamdulilah, The Al-Mighty had answered my prayer and given this marvelous opportunity to work in Auto EuroKars as marketing assistant. I said to myself, Go for IT! take it as a platform to grow in the industry. I think As the for now most people already knew that right now is officially under Sime Darby Auto Performance.
I am glad, in a way *Yes* this is huge company now, and it means im in different level and vibe because its envolve in diffrent scope. I'm lucky especially i have to report directly to my boss and he have teach me a lot's of trick and infomation about this industy that im in now. Another fact is when im joining in this company basically i have zero knowledge in Car's..hehehe..but i admit i LOVE F1. Without realising its grow me in less than 8 month now...
Right now i been given more and new responsibility, plus more opportunity that honestly make me scared. As time goes by i think i will manage it and across the time line i did not realized many thing that been assigned i delivered it in almost full colored.

Am i  proud...Nope..I'm still new in this industry and there many thing that i need to learn.

I will try my best and i will prove that im worth it! Let the adventure begin :)

#11...In search Mode

Since few days ago im still searching suitable design template for my blog. I end up with this template maybe its white and easy to read. Hope i will find something nice and will upload soon i guess ;)

My head is full with thing need to arrange and etc,
Taking ma mind off i guess by updating my blog..
will continue soon...

10#........ Semalam dan Kebetulan

Pada angin ingin ku sampaikan pesan,
Tetapi mulut membisu seribu kata,
Pada malam ingin ku khabarkan berita,
Tetapi hati berdetik berhenti berbicara.

Mata layu ingin beradu,
Resah hati tidak berlalu pergi,
Kata hati pada sapa ku ingin mengadu,
Pada bulan katanya yang sedia menanti.

Pada bulan kau berjanji,
Hati mu resah gelisah menanti,
Pada yang baru kamu mencari,
Bulan yang kau janji ditinggal pergi.

Pada kamu ini kata kosong,
Ku menjawab tidak pasti,
Kamu berkata ini anganku sahaja,
Ku menjawab tunggu sahaja nanti.

Apa yang pasti ketentuannya,
Padanya ku berserah,
Padanya ku mengharap jawapannya...

9# ...Dream

In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted.
Ah! what is not a dream by day
To him whose eyes are cast
On things around him with a ray
Turned back upon the past?
That holy dream—that holy dream,
While all the world were chiding,
Hath cheered me as a lovely beam,
A lonely spirit guiding.
What though that light, thro' storm and night,
So trembled from afar
What could there be more purely bright
In Truth's day star?

Be different. Being different is good,
not everybody should all be clones of each other,
where's the fun in that?
Be yourself, think for yourself, just be you.





The sun's going to shine, and the rain's going to fall,
and in the end you might get burnt or wet,
but hey, that's life.
So, dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun
and at the end of the day, smile.
Everything's going to be alright.






I hope you enjoy it as much that i did :)

#8...Random post

Two days in a row i can't sleep well,
Usually i'm the princess from The LALA Land,
Weird is i'm tired from ton's of work since last week,
Im o.k but My eye still dont wanna Sleep ;(
And another weird thing is..,
i'm not in the mood to blogging or to facebooking..
....but today i wanna few thing's here .

Enjoy!

#7.. Ada apa ngan kamu

Kamu rasa kamu bagus
Kamu rasa kamu cantik
Kamu rasa kamu bijaksana
Kamu rasa kamu ada segalanya
Kamu rasa kamu tiada kelemahan
Kamu rasa kamu banyak kelebihan
Kamu rasa kamu sudah cukup pengalaman

Akhirnya...
Kamu rasa kamu sempurna?

Sesungguhnya, Yang baik datang dari Maha Pencipta yang buruk
datangnya dari kita, Manusia yang tidak mempunyai apa pun.

Saya tidak kira siapa kamu,
Kamu semestinya tidak layak bercakap begitu.Siapa kamu?

Fikirkan sejenak siapa kamu...

Kamu tidak cantik dipandangan ku,
Kamu tidak bagus pada fikiran ku,
Kamu kurang bijak pada pendapatku,
Kamu tiada segalanya bagiku itu dongeng kamu,
Kamu banyak kelemahan di mataku,
Kamu seorang yang biasa sahaja di mataku,
Kamu tidak cukup kaya lagi dengan pengalaman itu hanya anganmu...

Aku sedar siapa diriku..

Tidak perlu kamu menjerit pada diriku,
Hati ku sakit bila kamu kata begitu,
Aku baru siapa aku pada dirimu,
Mulut kamu menyumpah berbicara pada diriku,
Hati ku merintih tatkala kamu berkata padaku,
Tetapi ku sedar sapa diriku,

Tidak kira siapa kamu,
Hanya diri ku tahu,
Kepada Maha Pencipta ku berdoa,
Agar kamu bangkit dari terlena..

Pada kamu aku berterima kasih
Ku harap kamu bertemu kasih..

6# .... Quotes

i read this qoutes just now, it make me melt instantly

I still remember the first day we met,

The first time we hugged,
The first time we kissed,

The first time you told me you loved me,

The first time I knew,

I wasn't going to ever live without you.The longest period of time,is waiting for something or someone you truly want.

5# my last weekend activity & coming week

Kinda busy last week,
i can predict next week will be the same...
The funny part i feel numb now,
try to sleep since 1 hour ago,
my eye just cant sleep..
my mind can't stop thinking now,
which make me on my lappy and start on my fifth post.

Among the task that i have to do is:

• handling media for Porsche Carrera Cup Asia 2010 @ Sepang Circuit
• dinner
• drafting few proposal and write up and few others stuff
• report
• the birth of my blog
• meeting's and stuff.
• watch movie
• this week its a new beginning of the management.

Since i cant sleep,
I want to share some beautiful words and some picture that make this girl smile ;)
enjoy....!

"I like my curves and I think too many people are too focused on the outside. Don't get me wrong, you should be healthy with a healthy weight, lifestyle, etc... just not so obsessed about yourself or jealous of others. That is superficial. The real beauty is on the inside and when that shines through it makes much more of an impact. And when you have a healthy mind, attitude, and outlook, you will also tend to have a healthy body too".
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"Choose your friends for their character and your socks for their color. Because choosing your socks for their character makes no sense and choosing your friends by their color is unthinkable".

4#...Week 10 of 2010

How your new 2010..
I hope it went well.
How fast time past by,
Without realizing in two week's time we already in April.
Has any of your resolution come true?
I hope and wish it went well.

Since last year i decided to have list's of resolution, This is the 1st time i made my own list and Alhamdulilah it came true. My wish last year is more to work wise, some other personal development.For 2009 Work wise truly, it's a rough ride after moving on from being a CSE to BDE and now to Mktg Asst. Expensive life experience money can't buy. But this year is different..i wanted something solid for Future.

Maybe this time around it more involve with more emotion compared to last year more toward changes of different work environment, decision and etc. I don't believe that i'm always right,but i do believe in changing. People always act on perception but i don't buy that,because i prefer to act on logical perspective.

Will i succeed to make it happen this year, I'm not a God. But i will do my very best to make it happen as for now let it be a secret. Maybe in the future i will share more detail's.

**This March 2010 had given new life perspective, in many way's make me realize and open my eyes ~ from work wise, friendship, family, love, about my self, money, people and many more**

3#.. Post Secret Addict

After been introduced by my coll's few year's back. I realised that I'm addict to it now. They will post every Sunday. Maybe some of the secret that been posted are similar like mine *wink*. I will share more in the future for right now i would like to share my favourite..Post Secret.

Before that i brief information about Post Secret.

PostSecret is an ongoing community mail art project, created by Frank Warren, in which people mail their secrets anonymously on a homemade postcard. Select secrets are then posted on the PostSecret website, or used for PostSecret's books or museum exhibits.
Shall i say more
*wink*
:)

;)
:P *i wish i could*
*I Did*
Music. Groovy. :)
*wink*


;))

**Will share more in the future**