#592...Wishing Selamat Hari Raya

Tatkala mendengar takbir di television,


Terdetik di hati untuk menulis ini..


Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,


Maaf, Zahir dan Batin..
Dari diri ini untuk semua. Moga Aidilfitri membawa seribu makna untuk anda seisi keluarga.


**have a great one this year! I know I will Insyallah. Been bless and I'm greatful with this blessing.


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#591..The ultimate beauty

only some answers, why we cover our hair.


for those who wear, only to follow the rule; 


for those who want to decide to wear; 


for those who dont wear & always ask why; 


I am free as a woman to please only Allah,


The Ultimate Beauty =D. 


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#590...The word of LOVE

I saw this article,
It make me feel the word of LOVE.
;')


"You know, I feel real good about 5-0. The — obviously, I've gotten a little grayer since I took this job but otherwise, I feel pretty good. And Michelle, you know, says that, you know, she — she — she still thinks I'm, I'm cute, you know. And I guess that's — that's all that matters, isn't it?" — Barack Obama


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#589...Kisah sebaris Doa

JieJah's Say...
I would like to share this with the readers here, i got this from My GF. Thank you Enny for sharing with me. It touched my heart and i believe it will touched yours too.
Many thing happen for a reason, All this came from Al-Mighty and we should accept a person as whom there are not their psychical look. Look does not count, what count's is your intention and hearts.

This is the Doa.

Allah yang Maha Pemurah.. terima kasih Engkau telah menciptakan dia dan mempertemukan ku dengannya.
Terima kasih untuk saat-saat yang indah yang boleh kami nikmati bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap pertemuan yang boleh kami lalui bersama,
Terima kasih untuk setiap saat-saat yang lalu,
Aku datang bersujud di hadapan-Mu,
Sucikan hatiku Ya Allah, sehingga dapat melaksanakan kehendak dan rencana-Mu dalam hidupku.

Ya Allah, jika aku bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya,
Janganlah biarkan aku merindukan kehadirannya,
Janganlah biarkan aku melabuhkan hatiku di hatinya,
Kikislah pesonanya dari pelupuk mataku dan usirlah dia dari relung hatiku,
Gantikan damba kerinduan dan cinta yang bersemayam di dada ini dengan kasih dari dan pada-Mu yang tulus dan murni.
Tolonglah agar aku dapat mengasihinya sebagai sahabat.

Tetapi jika Kau ciptakan dia untukku, Ya Allah..
Tolonglah satukan hati kami,
Bantulah aku untuk mencintai, mengerti dan menerimanya seutuhnya,
Berikanku kesabaran, ketekunan dan kesungguhan untuk memenangi hatinya.
Urapilah dia agar dia juga mencintai, mengerti dan mahu menerimaku dengan segala kelebihan dan kekuranganku sebagaimana aku telah Engkau ciptakan.
Yakinkanlah dia bahawa aku sungguh-sungguh mencintai dan rela membagi suka dan dukaku dengannya.

Ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih, dengarlah doaku ini.
Lepaskanlah aku dari keraguan ini menurut kasih dan kehendak-Mu

Allah yang Maha Kekal, aku tahu Engkau sentiasa memberikan yang terbaik buatku.
Luka dan keraguan yang aku alami pasti ada hikmahnya.
Pergumulan ini mengajar aku untuk hidup makin dekat pada-Mu, untuk lebih peka terhadap suara-Mu yang membimbing aku menuju terang-Mu.
Ajarlah aku untuk tetap setia dan sabar menanti tibanya waktu yang telah Engkau tentukan.

Jadilah kehendak-Mu dan bukan kehendakku yang jadi dalam setiap bagian hidupku,
Ya Allah..
Amin..

#588...To Mr. Know Everything

Sometime honestly I don't know what is your qualification,
but on the other hand,
Our level of education is quite similar,
Nothing more or less,
But at times u think as if u think know everything right!


You say think first before talk,
But at time your word that come out from your mouth is quite similar like shite!


I pity you,
I really do,
You don't have the hearts,
You full of egotism
Easily use your own assumption to assume thing's,
Maybe god taken that away while you're dead,
I just wish u can feel the heartache and the pain that you caused!
That is my pray for you...


I guess by now I should why people don't like you and refused to talk to you
You lucky to have that type cute face but to bad you have a heart of a villain.
Thank you for a good lesson, I shall keep it and remind myself so I won't be unethical like you.



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#587...There always a silver lining

With the greatness of Al-mighty..
I admit that I have the toughest day and baddest moment of all time,
But Al- mighty have given me the best gift...


I often forgotten that I have beautiful people surrounding me. Silly me being so Emotional. Sorry again, i have to admit I kept it too long in my heart. That why I became some one else.


Thank you to each and everyone of you
Making my day turn to the best day ever
I don't have any best word, except Thank you!


My wishes for this year birthday is to search and find my own happiness, do thing that make me happy and thankful with everything that been given by Al-mighty.


*I never thought this bulat face is important to anyone, I'm wrong,
I'm really glad this happen and this have open my eyes to another level.


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#586...Sad Birthday post!

I don't know how to describe my sadness in my heart..
Being typical of me
I just a put smile and try to move on..
I take this heartache on daily basis..


On the month of Ramadan,
While other go back early,
I don't,
I have to stay to listen the word that make me insane! And on top of that I tend to fight thing that is not nessary no more.


The sad part,
Today is my birthday..I feel heartless. To other maybe you guys can see me talk and smiling to all of you. I just wish you see what I been thru.


Its every girls dream to have a great birthday. Its not the gift that count its the effort, the thought that count.. Who doesn't like surprises or nice present but that doesn't bring the pure joy and happiness. The best present is a touch of love like to see your loved ones happy on their special day.



Thank you to all whom message me personally to keep up my spirit and sanity. May god bless you guys with kindness.


I know I'm not myself lately, thank you for the endless support.


Ya Allah,
Sesungguhnya engkau lebih mengetahui dugaan yang engkau berikan ku,
Ku redha menempuhinya
Tapi ada kala aku tak mampu lagi menerimanya lagi terasa hina diriku ini..
Engkau berilah aku petunjuk and hidayah untukku.

*Amin*

(P.s..I will be alright, insyallah. Thank you to all that responsible to contribute to ma sadness. )
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#585...Why I love Joker

Some of you will ask me why I like this villain? Simply because I can see some similarity. I always like to see people that I care compared my own happiness.


In chinese, joker is the one who bring laughter to everyone, but keep the sadness to him or himself.


Don't get me wrong, I just want to share why I like this character. :)


Selamat bersahur everybody.


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#584...Its feel like I fall in love

This nothing to do with boys,
I just wanna share something that I really loved..
I used to like this color,Maybe the influence get me to love this color,
Plus I like color when it against my skin,
**perasan ;P

Its feels like I fall in love again especially in this color tone.

Dang!!! ;')


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#583...I'm to quiet

Lately as I update
Too many thing happening by fate
Thing happen for a good and bad reason
To me maybe its time only show how serious it is seems like a end season.


Maybe along the way it my fault
But I already make it up and correct it for the pass three weeks ago
Although now only one task that I'd didn't manage to do it, relying on 3rd party seems to be my fault too..? God! That is cruel.


Some of u notice the changes,
Sorry I didn't meant too. The situation force me like this, insyallah I shall resume to be me soon. This time I prefer to be in silent mode...


I'm not running away I just wanna to search ma inner peace. To those whom care, I say thank you from bottom of my heart and god bless!


During this time I learned many thing too from keeping ma heart assuming bad thing to seek the guidance from Al-Mighty. Its not good to assume. I always believe assumption kills!



Lastly,
Happpppy birthday dearest awin! Thank u so much for being a friend to this bulat face girl. I love u dearly. God bless. Miss all of my GF's!


Have a great day ahead, I'm not coz keep on visiting Mr toilet...:( (cirit birit*)


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#582...Malam 7 likur

I don't know why lately I prefer to listen to Maher Zain, to Adele to Lifehouse live just to ease my heart from heartache


Weird thing is I don't feel much of raya spirit this year, to be really honest I just once only to pasar ramadhan and more to terawih just to make me more calmer..


Yes, my I'm still in the sad mode, but I'm OK. To all my dearie friend and colleague I'm OK. Insyallah, this is my obstacle and I have to go thru in order for me to move on in my life. I won't do something stupid.


This raya is more towards my family and I mention before this year I will Raya at my mum's hometown. Yeay!!!


In couple of day, Insyallah I will be celebrating my birth day. The weird part, I just feel normal. I guess its a transition of getting wiser and more mature...


I miss my self smiling without any hesitation. I miss myself especially the real Azizah. I hope I will see the new light that give me the new strength and new light.


I just listen to other people stories just make envy but yet full happiness. I guess not all will get what they want, I guess its part of life. Don't get me wrong I'm thankful with I have in my life.


After watching a malay drama, Cinta dari Kaabah make me realized one of my dream. I really wanted to go Mekah to perform Umrah. Insyallah. Please doakan for me, murahkan rezeki me in the future.


Since now near to Syawal, I remember my beautiful memories of my arwah Tok Mak and Tok Bak. I really missed them. Deeply. Al-fatihah.


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#581...Happy couple

Randomly, saw this picture make me feel their LOVE..

Rock on!

Chris Martin & Gwyneth paltrow

:) They are the BEST couple ever


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#580...And I just wonder

Good word indeed,
This just make me think and shall decide soon. Insyallah...


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#579...When I can't sleep

I can't sleep,
Try to close ma eyes seems so difficult,
Many thing appering on my mind..
So I decided to do some browsing..

Came across with fashion blog!
fashion scene make me happy,
Especially of what happen today,


This definitely make me smile ;')
Shopping?

Nah...just window shopping!

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#578 ...An icon

I'm a failure as a woman.

My men expect so much of me because of the image they've made of me and that I've made of myself, as a sex symbol.

Men expect so much, and I can't live up to it.

They expect bells to ring and whistles to whistle, but my anatomy is the same as any other woman's.

I can't live up to it. -Marilyn Monroe


P.s: among person that I adore, ;')



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#577...Try to be positive

Because of my earache do I have to put cotton into my ears. Now I'm sitting here nearly deaf. And call me weird but this give me a completely different perspective of life. I know that I can take it out any time and I could hear everything again. But it changed my view.

Suddenly does important things become really unimportant and other things become very significant.

Little things, 'normal' things: 

- to have ears to listen
- to have lips to talk
- to have eyes to see
- to have feets to walk
- to have a heart that beats
- …

But these are the things we should grateful for, these are the things we should smile about daily!

Today training ahead of me, all the discussion make me feel like I am a joker sitting on the wall. Gosh! How this happen? Expecting more shite happening soon.. Till then have a great day ahead...
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#576. . .Rolling in the Deep

Somehow this lyric keep on playing on my head,

"Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow"

And yes,  This is from Rolling in the Deep
Among my favorite song and a must in playlist
I Adore Adele to the Max ;')

JieJah's Say...In rolling deep mode

#575 . . . New chef in town!

JieJah's Say...
I have many thing that i need to do today, but i just cant resist my self to post this ASAP.
I have a huge request, Cant you cook for my incoming birthday?
I would be delighted! ;')

#574...Let me put smile on your face ;')

Today,
Been nice and lazy,
Yes, its Nuzul Al-Quran holiday,
Thank you again to all whom message and calling asking how me am,
From bottom of my heart I say,
Thank you. ;')


Yet today,
I accompany my mum to but some preparation raya,
Me follow jer,
Now me waiting for berbuka time with my family...
This is really good,
Gosh I'm elated and happy to see mak happy.


Ps: I'm really happy and can't wait for new coming batman movie. I miss my joker :( happy day people!
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#573...As someone

I did post this to my facebook,

Gosh!


I have never thought that it will make a big impact,
Dearest all,
I know that I been silent a bit,
Please don't be worry,
This bulat face will be fine,
Thank you for the instant message, bbm and message.

:') again I'm touched.

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#572...Symbol of love?

Lovers Bridge | Paris

In the romantic capital of the world, lovers fasten padlocks to the railings of the Pont des Arts bridge in Paris. The couple then toss the keys into the Seine river below, symbolizing their eternal love.



P.s: I'm really bored just now, just wanna released and run away things that playing on my mind. When I read this it make me smile. I wish I have a Joker that can put my smile again..


As my day turn to bloody black but its doest effect me much. What happen today make me realized more what I need to do. I still have my dignity!


People like you don't see me as assets, I don't mind at all. As the time and my fate, I shall go. Dear friends, wish me the best of luck ;')


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#571...Its c'est la vie

Today,


15th August 2011 embark a new beginning. I'm tired of holding of something that I knew it won't be mine.


Here I am listening to all song that make me calm I feel I'm at home. Yes, I did cried just now because I just can't take it no more.


To many accusation and at the end no matter how hard me try to prove it will back fire me again. Its ok, it life and in french they say French, c'est la vie.


Gosh!
This time around its really hurt me so much, but the funny part I still can smile and move on with my daily task. Never the less, you still like to embarrass me in fronts of my colleague. May Al-Mighty feels the way I feels.


I will do whatever it takes now to prove that you are wrong, and will let the fate runs its course!


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#570...Only in my mind

As I blog this,
I'm at KLIA waiting for my auntie..


Funny is I'm alone today,
Watching people surrounding me..


From mother and father huggie their son or daughter, I guess their flying off to London or Aussie..


To watched kids chasing around, playing around with their cousin..


To watched group of visitor from china packing their stuff at middle of walk way..


To see a kid crying loudly as his dad flying off to some where..


The best scene I will say to children hugging their parents come back from umrah. I must say it make me recall of my parents away to perform haj and umrah..


You may say I'm kaypohcie..
But I like to watched all this..to bad I didn't have my camera with me :'(. It must be nice me guess.


Yesterday outing was really nice,
From heavy dinner for breakfast to late coffee yamcha session. This bulat face is happy! And today another celebration with another GF. This month I can declare as birthday month! Countless already. Hehee~

As we grew older,
I guess many thing will change to better and in the same time make me wanna to travel soon. First of all, I need to clear some shite first. After things runs well, with god's will I will go for my dream travel. :')


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#569...What am I really?

I am but a human is a sea of humanity

I am creature amongst billions and billions and billions of living organisms

I am am a very small mass on a much larger one

I am a spec of dust on rock,

Which is on of many rock doing the cosmic and potentially infinite dance. Going round and round.

I'm merely an atom that is very small part of the whole body, the universe.

Most importantly, I am a servant of all Might one, IA


Note: words on 1.10am
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#568...Its Friday joke!

“The Joker, so far, is definitely the most fun I`ve had with any character. He`s just out of control - no empathy, he`s a sociopath, uh, a psychotic, mass-murdering clown. And, uh, I`m just thoroughly, thoroughly enjoying it. It`s just exceeded any expectations I had of what the experience would be like.”
— Heath Ledger

It Friday,
Finally i manage to finish ma report
Weee~
But somehow i feel tired.. super tired
Stay up last night to finish my report,
Miss my sahur again :(

But my dearly GF surprises me with the plan for Berbuka make this gal Smile big a moon!
See if this goes well,
Can't wait to see her :)
In deepest wish i hope all of us can go berbuka together. . .


Reason of Heath Ledge or the Joker became the photo is because some how i just miss that villain and with the incoming Dark Knight movie, i shall miss my Joker. ;)

JieJah's Say...Can Some one put smile on my face?  I seriously need one good joker.

#567...Hope and pray the best

Its almost 6pm..
I just otw home
Work,
I just can say suck big time!
*#)(8*#@+_-)3#
Settle some stuff but my report delayed!
Need to settle that tonight before that joker killing me again...


No matter what me do
It seem backfire me back?
Wtf!? (Ok azizah, puasa yea!)
On other issue...I'm wishing that I don't have this stupid issue! I'm just human, and I just bet you are to selfish to see or trust. Too bad if you can't trust a human being. Doubt always ruins trust, relationship, friendship and many more.


Can't wait to berbuka with my mum and go sembahyang terawih together :)
Drive home,
Just wanna be with my mum, it make me calm and me feel full spirit..and keep me sane too. Too many heartache and pain that I carry today..to go back to them is such a wonderful feeling.


I don't know what ahead of me, but one thing for sure its gonna be a journey that I won't forget...


On the other hand,
The riot in London make me really sad. My hope and pray for the best there..


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#566...Baby gal?

I'm always daddy little gal,
To see this twitter page from Victoria Adam...make me feel the love yaw!

Heheee! How sweet right?

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#565...The Akward thing is....

#thatawkwardmoment

- you wanted to say "Good morning/afternoon/etc" to your boss/colleague/whoever's on the other line, but it came out as "gohfhahham..."

- you wanted to say "terima kasih/thank you/namaste/etc" to the cashier/toll girl/guy or whoever, but it came out as "theakkslmsns..."

- you don't remember your old friend's name and when they said "remember me?", but you said "yeahhh!! omg long time no seee, blablablaaa!" and then after a long conversation, you still don't remember their name.
 
- you said "such a handsome babyyy!!!" and the mother said "he's a she actually" or vice versa.
 
- you heard the person in the toilet cubicle buang angin baik punya. bila beliau keluar, hot rupanya.
 
- you wore baju awesome punya siap ngan heels bajet cantik pastu bila jalan jalan, ter-trip over something non-existent. depan orang ramai.
 
- you heard your favourite song in a store, then you told your friends "i love this song!!" then when you started singing along, you forgot the lyrics.
 
- you were telling a story and realized no one's listening. so you just stop.
 
- you were pissed off at the person who didn't reply your text only to realized you didn't send the text in the first place.
 
- you were camwhoring and you realized someone's watching. worse, they're your brother(s).

- you thought you're swimming like a mermaid, when actually, you're not even moving and you're the cause for the extreme waves in the pool.
 
- you rubbed your eyes, forgetting you had eye makeup on.
 
- you just told a joke and no one laughed.

- you made a video of you singing horrendously, and saw it on tv.
 
- you sneezed, and your phlegm landed on someone's foot.
 
- you were talking to your friend next to you while walking, and walked straight into the wall.

- you asked your friend "you're going to X's event tomorrow?", and your friend answered "i'm not invited"
 
- someone walks in on you when you're talking to yourself/recording a video.








JieJah's Say...In good spirit but ma heart keep a thousand word

#564. . . The way to keep on working?

JieJah's Say...Thought? Mine, i just prefer to keep it to ma self.

#563...Be brave

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit.

Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel?

Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio.

You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality.

You should stand up for your right to feel your pain. -JIM MORRISON


Footnote: after reading this it make me feel good. Its been two days I didn't wake up for sahur due to insomnia hitting me again. I guess because I been thinking to much ;'(

Shall be brave and strong today, moving on and change the assumption for good!
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#562...Happier?

I don't know where to start,
But I hope this is not the end..

After complete my task,
I just feel released..

And in my heart I just pray that I just want to be more happier..
Hope so... ;')


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#561...I'm just an ordinary Jiejah

I'm just simple person,

Always apply light make up with my eyeliner..if not pale like a moon,

Don't like lipstick prefer lipgloss,

Love unique perfum smell,

Adore and love animal from cat, rabbit, hamster, owl, elaphant, hippo, leopard and etc..

I'm a skirt gal but lately a bit lazy to wear them..will do soon,

I don't believe in diet but believe exercising and workout,

I like short hair, but my dad like me with long hair..

I'm the only daughter in the family with strong headed heart..,

Easier to calm when I'm mad,

I'm very talkative person, but lately my personality change due to many stupidity issues..,

Now I prefer to observe then say anything,

I do believe in love and will always do..

Money can't buy love, but can help me to pay debt and my bills..hahaaa!

I have many wishes but alhamdulilah I'm grateful to have what in front of me,

I wish I can play guitar like ma dad :')

I want to be more focus on thing especially career wise, I want to help ma parent too, insyallah ;')

Sometime I like to daydream to take me away from reality...prince charming satu please? Hahaaaaa!

I fall in love with lomo! But I'm just a beginner who don't know where to begin? -__-**

Lately I just feel wanna be alone, chill at home, watch old movie, gossiping with my mum, talking to ma dad and bullying ma twin psycho brother... And chasing my kitten! To me that is a blissful and peaceful..

This year, I find it weird...I don't feel the raya mode? I just wonder why. Will pay my zakat fitrah and etc..but my heart just like the peaceful of holy month I guess.

I'm really tired, can I go have ma padicure and message :') make me feel yummy again?! *berangan mode*

How fast it been, its almost a week now we are fasting.. Alhamdulillah.


Need to continue my work to ensure it won't be delayed anymore...

Pray for me peeps! Till then ;')

Cheers!

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#560...Uncool thing!

I'm really frustrated with my work,
Demotivated on daily basis,
I tried to positive but the more I do it,
The more it backfire me back!

I'm still sane because I know where I stand, but if I have an option I will move on ASAP! Treating me like an alien doesn't help me much either and you don't know me. I'm a fighter...I will fight this..but if this is not battle. What for me fight this over?








Ps: Its just plain stupid when you humiliated me in front of ma colleagues,
And this is not the first time you do this.


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#559...When you can feel?

“I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn’t matter what you do, or who you are or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.” —Julia Roberts

JieJah's Say...I just cant help my self from reading yummy quotes ;')

#558...Reason, Season or Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON..
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like a Godsend and they are!
They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
Sometimes they die.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
Your need has been answered, and now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON…
It is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you LIFETIME LESSONS;
Things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.


JieJah's Say...Thank you (to you who read this note) for being a part of my life in real or in tumblr, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

#557...How our hearts work?

This is how our heart work...I guess?


** I keep dreaming of you. I'm wondering why. I don't have the answer, I guess I will not have the answer. Thank you for your ignorance...I pray for you happiness.
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#556...Opinion on life

"Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times, and sometimes you have no idea where to go or what to do.

Lots of times people just let themselves get lost, dropping into a wide open, huge abyss.

But that's why we have to keep trying. We have to push through all that hurts us, work past all our memories that are haunting us.

Sometimes the things that hurt us are the things that make us strongest.

A life without experience, in my opinion, is no life at all.

And that's why I tell everyone that, even when it hurts, never stop yourself from living."..Alysha Speer


This make me wonder and think about what I need to do now.
Hope I can be more stronger than I used too..
Many journey ahead of me..
Much mixed feeling, emotionally and mentally. May this Ramadan will guide me more, insyallah. Amin ;')
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#555...Bila saya tergoda

Saya suka ngok orang lelaki smart bergaya,
Dari kemeja putih, kemeja berkotak-kotak,
Bercelana pendek,
Memakai fabrik linen,
Dari baju melayu yang menampakkan kepahlawanan,
.....Ia mampu menarik perhatian saya!

Hahaaaaaa!


Tetapi hati saya terusik bila saya nampak mamat ini bergaya...

Saya sangat suka sekali!

...*Droool ;3 meow!


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#554...In the name of love

Amazing how this L thing can affected us,from mental, physical or emotional..

As what Katy Perry,
Once she fall in love, she will fall really hard..

If you ask me, to search or to found your true love is the tough one now..

There are 3 great things in this world…

The first thing is for you to love someone.

The second thing is for someone to love you back

and the third greatest thing is for the first and second thing to happen at the same time



P.s. Still thinking to cut ma hair pixie short or just remain it the same. It just really hot :(


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#553...Todays list

This few day,
All I keep on listening..
'How's my raya preparation?'

All me can answer,
This year 's special because me raya at Johor because it been a few years now raya at kuala lumpur.


Baju raya saya sama ngan oshin ;') (baju apa rahsia)
Heheee!

quite tired today..but at least i have done my part and keep what as promised...

Have a great day ahead people!
I know I will ;')



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#552...Etiquette For Ladies and Gentleman

JieJah's Say... Need i say more, :)

More; http://etiquetteforalady.tumblr.com/

#551-Give Me Everything

JieJah's Say...
I remember yesterday night i watch this video on MTV
Nice video-clip especially with the smart yummy botak Pit-bull and Neyo ;D
This video kinda make me wanna dance ;D

On the other side i just love daft punk, one more time and something about us. It just in my playlist to make me happy without any other meaning..

#550..Bila kata hati berbicara

Hati mula berbicara
Berkira - kira mengatur jejak cara
Menjaga tatasusila
Bersembunyi dari nyata..

Yang pasti
Ku sedar dari maner asal usul ku
Ku hanya manusia biasa
Ku hanya mampu menumpang kasih buat sementara
Ku tidak mewah seperti dewa
Ku hanya perempuan biasa
Ku ingin membuat hati gembira sebelum terpenjara
Ku hanya ingin menumpang manja
Ku pasti kamu takkan memahaminya

Kerna kamu mempunyai semua sekali..

Kamu tidak a kan membaca nukilan hati ini
Mungkin sekali tidak akan memahami
Kerana yang pasti nama ku ini
Tidak terlukis di hati...

Biler rasa ini akan hilang
Ku tak pasti
Yang pasti akan ku biarkan rasa itu hilang sendiri.
Ianya akan gone sendiri..
Itu yang pasti...


Mode: malam yang sunyi dan igauan mimpi ngeri!
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#549...Can you be my Bruno Mars?

In dreaming mode,
After waking up with a strange dream,
*weird...(Thinking**)


While I'm talking to the moon,
I just wondering can someone,
Be my Bruno Mars,
Play the guitar for me and sing this song,

"When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile

'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are"


....*goleng-goleng on the bed berangan to sleep2 back*
Heheeee! Selamat bersahur everybody!


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#548...You literally make me :')

I meet my journalist colleague today,

One of them make my heart smile ;')

I haven't meet her for quite sometime, only bbm.

"What happen to you, where got bulat face, kurus what,"

Me *blush* maner ada slim bulat jer ha! ;')

Thank you for making my day babe! Much appreciate it, and me know u read this..we will go yam cha soon.

Cheeers!

"P.s yes people I admit I like to wear oversize blouse and ma skinny jeans :))
And I really exited to see you kyra! I realllllllly miss you. And can't wait to see you hanin,"
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#547...Holy month amazed

JieJah's Say...This amaze me, (And i know that im no good)

A Nepalese Muslim boy prays on the second day of the holy fasting month Ramadan at a mosque in Katmandu, Nepal August 2. Muslims are a minority in this predominantly Hindu nation. Official data indicates only 4.3 percent of the country’s 27 million people are Muslim.

#546... Raining in my heart

Spread my hand and let the rain take ma sorrow away

JieJah's Say...

This morning wake-up with to a nice weather
Not really in the mood,
Take a shower, get my self ready,
wearing black blouse today with a slag,
Go to office, Traffic like hell thank you to police man,
Get myself in trouble (i think) but eventually it went well,
I just really wish to go out and play while its raining
It been a while... last could remember I'm in Uni time
Gosh i miss that dearly,
I think its time for me to continue my master?
Maybe Aussie, New Zealand or Local?

This song always in my playlist,
Thought of sharing here..

Have a great day peeps!

#545...One last chance

JieJah's Say...
Somehow this song playing on AM Fm this morning,
Its hits me like a bullet to my heart,
I'm expecting the worst today,
And don't hope of any miracle and any fairytale...

Wish me luck today :)
Happy working people

#544...This time she got it right?

No offense to all fan of Megan Fox,

Due to only asset I guess sometime she forgotten to think before she talk. That is among the reason she been kick out from Transformer 3. (Please do google it) ;')

But, I found this while me reading my favorite blog.. My hearts just say,' this time she got it right! ,"

I totally agreed with word can make people move.. ;')

(P.s : Sorry me terlupa nak add below message) Cheers everybody!

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#543... Moves Like Jagger

JieJah's Say...I don't have to say anything, simply groovy song! hahaaaaaa
Thank you babe! you make me smile...
Later me call you up and set the date? wokeh!
Another song to add to my playlist ;')

Cheers everybody!

#542... You Know I'm No Good

Some how this song accompany me today,
Drama la Azizah nie,
Ahahaaaa!!
Another meeting ahead of me now,
Good news is the event before Raya is cancel,
Yabedabedoooooo! Johor here i come ;')

But the trick is have a pack month in September
;'(
Planning to run away a bit,
Finding a date by end month ....
Sun Tan and beach baby! (Berangan Mode)

Till then
Back to reality.. -__-***

#541...To clear the air!!!

Let me be clear about something...

I don't stalk on people's facebook, but I admit that I stalk on my photographer friend that always capture nice photograph..period!

Today is the 2nd day I'm wearing baju kurung, reason..I just wanna be simple before I start chaotic by the end of month..

Yes, I admit too that I still hurt of what happen. I'm just a human too. I guess its been too long I kept it from people.

Dear gf!!!
Thank you for sms and bbm, this bulat first safely home yesterday and sleeping like a baby. Heheee! And yes a vacation in coming month tooo! I just can't wait baby!

Dear you,
I just wonder why at some point of my day, I tend to clumsy, I tend to be grumpy and nervous... And its been numbered of years already.

I don't know why this happen, and don't as me either. I don't hope much because I know where is my stand.

I have few meeting today that will crack my head today, hope for the best today :) (I guess)

I really hate the mixed feeling that I have now, honestly this is not me. :( I hope time will tell me guess?

Dear September,
I know its to early..but I'm hoping that you will keep this bulat face busy and erase this aching in ma heart! Kuantan, Singapore.. Here me come!!

Yesterday,
I have eaten not so nice thing at wondermilk ;'( so this make me no mood to eat.

Yes, I'm working at Porsche.. But I support Mark Webber and our Lotus team! (I have to admit I'm a adrenaline junkie)

I'm using this blog to make as a reminder to myself, I have few thing in pending.. Hope to settle this by this week, and plan to visit my tailor to pick up my baju. Hahaaa! Weee~ (that definately make me smile)

Hey you!!!
Thank you for giving me this heartache and headache in the same time. I honestly given up. I let you to decide everything. Please don't ask me anything no more..


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#540...You don't know my name

People calling me jijie, jiejah, jijot, zizah, azizah, auntie gg, etc..I suka jer.

August..yes its my favorite month, simply because its my birthday month :D

I called my car as my bf simply because he accompany me everywhere

I wear my scarf without anyone ask me to, it just simple happen and I'm loving it!

I still keep my secret, but i can sense people mood or emotionally (and it distracted me very much!)

I tend to be grumpy especially when I'm nervous, been force to do something that I don't like and I tend to grump a lot when me period!

I like chocolate, I mean a lot with juices :3 meow!

My perfect vacation is beach baby! :')

I really and trully like white shirt, one of my favorite color!

I like to sniff, I love to smell thing, like baby's hair, love the smell of new item, and I adore people smell nice..

I love people smile with showing their teeth! They look so happy, yummy and honest!

Me reallllllllly love item with checkered pattern from my scarf to my blouse..especially Burberry!

My favorite smell still Armani and Burberry London.

I love to wear baju kurung because its comfy, sexy and simple, however I really like to see man in baju melayu! As if they are Pahlawan gitue! Awwww!

I dropped 10 kg previously, Yes people I'm fat before, but now I'm healthy although u may say I'm chubby! I'm just who I am! And till today I don't believe in diet! Period..

I have target that I don't achieve yet, yes, I'm upset with ma self but patient is virtue! With gods will, I will get it...

I love to wear high hills but in the same time I'm a flat addict :D

Don't mind about me, I really like to watch the botak guy! Heheeeeee!

I always a soft spot for cat, and I'm a proud mummmmy of my cat!

I don't like people that heartless, rude, and stingy, I dream of a half gentleman still alive out there..somewhere!

I like many type of music, but always adore people with guitar. It make me jealous! Dang!

I'm not that good, but I do have a heart :)

Lastly,

You may think anything, say anything about me..to be really honest you don't know me much! Although you may think you know me.

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#539...What is football?

I browse thru one of male magazine,

I'm attracted to this quote by Arsene Wenger,


"A football team is like a beautiful lady,

If you don't remind her about it,

She easily forgets how beautiful she is,"




Me? My jaw drop! :D

...:3 meow!

Happy berbuka people!
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