#239...The 90's Rock

JieJah's Say...
After listening to mix fm this morning..Honestly it make me smile till now.
Sound kinda crazy but i have to admit it I Miss it...and listening to Ms Lauryn Hill make me wanna Dance!

Hell ya!...Dang...

Among Fav movie of mine "Clueless" :))

who doesn't like friends? and rachel haircut

tell me whom didn't watch fresh prince of bell air?

And of course you all remember this..I wanna dance!

#238... The wonderful flaws you could have

I don't know about all of you out there
life to many of us come in different forms
mine..just an ordinary
maybe yours its extraordinary

Today i wanna share something a bit personnel
some of you know me since me secondary or during ma sobers years in University
or currently u meet me daily in the office

As some people saw ma transformation
from free hair to the current one with a scarf
but honestly I'm still like before..
wearing scarf it just something personnel that happen in seconds
"how great AL-Mighty are," and how grateful I'm to receive this from HIM
 
Although I'm wearing scarf i did not change rapidly
yes, thru that not all can accepted me
but to my certain friend will say...
like one of my bff said.."laser and outspoken you, g mane nak buang,"

Yes!! i admit that is me..
and I'm proud of Who I'm now
i much open than before
i wear that fit me
plus i learn to love ma own skin better
and I'm proud and  love ma own skin..get it!

Look,
To people out there
if you read this..

"Don't be a hypocrite, don't make excuse working is the lame reason why you have to wear the scarf or I'm working at government sector, or My big boss is wearing a hijab that why i have to wear it too..," 

To me,

Be as you are that is the most important thing
Remember "whats goes around do come around," Hahhhaaa!
and to me working place is the place of you "mencari rezeki," Remember that!

Honestly,
I don't respect you at all
you don't earn it
as much maybe some people can accepted you
go on..I don't care i have ma own life to live.

On top of that,

at this time around i honestly don't care anymore!
what you or they wanna say about me
i'm just doing ma job and make sure what being tasked for is Done in perfect color ..

what you or them wanna think or comment about ma dressing
i'm in love with ma body now compared ma sober years, i wanna feel sexy in every way but in appropriate way..Plus I'm a normal gurl with a huge desire..you longkang ada ker?

attitudes from you or them wanna try to broke ma heart again?
yes, i have to admit that i will emo about it, but nowaday this thing grow me in wiser way especially dealing with things that make me sad.. Plus i have better things to settle like ma MUM 
is more important than you or them..


To many thing happen that make me sad, but it doesn't stop ma life to go on as Al-Mighty guide thru everyday. I believe in Karma, 
"Whats goes around always comes around,"...so Maybe soon its your turn..? Only God know!





JieJah's Say...

This post its just something random
tidak ada kena mengena sama ada hidup atau yang mati

I read this and i wanna share this with all of you
"Everyone edits themselves here, and it makes me wonder whether you're ever actually connected to real people, or just the people they all wish they were," Plus i'm in Love with this women..sgt gorgessss!!!

This we call as BEAUTIFUL :)

#237... Can someone buy this for me please?

As usual when i don't have any idea usually i will browse the net and me suddenly me saw this poster

wah, me can't remember his name but this guy is supper YUMMY!!!

Then...me saw this,

i want this...sangat hensem anda ini!!!!

Then below is ma among ma dream jeans,
Yes people its GAP!

Yea..sila ketuk kepala saya...
Ma wish la kan?...hahaahaaaa *ketawa yang nakal**

p.s.. Please tell me who can buy this for me? Any sugar daddy yang sudi..hahaaaaaa!

#236...Introduction of Bruno Merz

JieJah's Say...Leeds based singer-songwriter from New Zealand. Currently working on a brand new album, due for release late March 2009. But then the music make ma heart rhyme...I'm loving it :)

#235... How much attention do you pay to your body?

1} Only women with a family history of breast cancer need to be concerned.
This is one of the biggest breast cancer myths. Approximately 70 percent of the women diagnosed with breast cancer do not have any identifiable risk factors. However, having one first-degree relative (a parent, sibling or child) that had breast cancer gives you an approximate double risk factor. If you have two or more fist-degree relatives with the disease, you are now in the increased risk area.


2} I am too young to get breast cancer
While the percentages of women under 35 are small, the potential is still there. The risk factors increase as you age. It’s important to maintain correct information and get the right breast cancer facts.


3} Wearing an underwire bra will increase my chances of getting breast cancer
This is considered to be one of the urban breast cancer myths. There were claims that underwire bras compress the lymphatic system of the breast causing toxins to accumulate. These claims have been debunked as unscientific. The consensus is that neither the type of bra worn nor the tightness has any connection to breast cancer risk.


4} Most breast lumps are cancerous
Approximately 80 percent of the breast lumps found is caused by benign changes, cysts and other conditions. Doctors recommend that any breast change should be reported. Your physician may request a mammogram, ultrasound or biopsy to determine if the change is cancerous.


5} Exposing a tumor to the air during surgery causes cancer to spread
As far as scientists can tell from research done so far, surgery doesn’t cause cancer to spread. Surgery may expose the fact that cancer is more widespread more than previously thought. Although not found in humans, some animal studies have shown that removing the primary tumor has allowed some metastatic cancers to grow.


6} Breast implants can raise your cancer risk
Women with breast implants do not have any higher risk factors than other women. There have been other problems associated with breast implants, including implant rupture and silicone leakage.


7} All women have a one in eight chance of getting breast cancer
A major part of breast cancer awareness is getting at the truth. While your chance of getting breast cancer increases as you get older, a woman’s risk factor is about 1 in 233 by the age of 30 and 1 in 8 by the time she has reached 80. Approximately 5 percent to 10 percent of the roughly 200,000 American women diagnosed with breast cancer each year have an inherited gene mutation (BRCA-1 and BRCA-2) that puts them at higher risk for developing the disease. Today’s treatments can vary from a minor lumpectomy to full treatment including breast cancer chemotherapy.


8} Using antiperspirant increases your chances of getting breast cancer
Although the American Cancer Society has indicated this is not so, they admit that more research needs to be done in this area. One small study did find traces of parabens in tiny breast cancer tumor sample. Parabens are used as preservatives in some antiperspirants and have weak estrogen-like properties. The study could not correlate any connection between the parabens and breast cancer nor identify the source of the parabens. This is a bit of a controversial topic. According to the Natural Medicine website: “Aluminum, a common ingredient in deodorant and antiperspirant, is often linked to Alzheimer’s and brain disorders and is a possible risk factor in breast cancer.”


9} Small-breasted women have less chance of getting cancer
There is no link between the size of a woman’s breast and the risk of getting breast cancer. Larger breasts may be more difficult to examine using clinical breast exams. All women, no matter what the breast size, should have medical examinations.


10} Breast cancer is always in a lump form
While a lump may indicate breast cancer, it can also be one of the many benign breast conditions. Women should pay attention to any breast change including: swelling, breast or nipple pain, dimpling or skin irritation, nipple retraction (turning inward), scaling or thickening of the breast area, redness or discharge from the nipple other than milk. Mammograms may detect cancer that had no symptom at all. Inflammatory breast cancer (IBC) is a rare type that doesn’t include a lump. Symptoms include: swelling, redness, itchiness, warmth of the breast, tenderness and pain, skin that appears thick and pitted (like an orange peel) or with ridges and small bumps, a breast area that appears bruised or swollen lymph nodes under the arm.


 

Share with all the peeps here, some myths about Breast Cancer:

It is astounding that our society has shared so little true information and yet spreads a wealth of breast cancer myths. Misinformation abounds. For example, did you know that you can get breast cancer after a mastectomy? Men also get breast cancer. There is no correlation between caffeine and breast cancer. Some women have fibrocystic (lumpy) breasts and have no higher risk for cancer. Mammograms do not expose you to a higher risk factor for cancer.


If you are ever in question about a breast change, always seek counseling from your medical provider


Article adopted from Nutralegacy.com

JieJah's Say...

#234... Days Go By

I don't know why this song keep on playing on ma head, Yes.. this is among my favorite song.
Today few people ask me this, Am i o.k? to them I'm gonna say Thank you
Yes.. i'am o.k but a bit tired that all...and why u not look so good?
I just smile and say i'm good..
As ma previous post, Crazy and Smiley
I'm o.k don't worry, let time heal me..

To these observe people,
Me Elated and Thank you...






JieJah's Say...Cheers and Happy Pink Hijab day...:))

#233...International Pink Hijab Day

JieJah's Say...

As you might already know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month and this is a way to gain awareness in the Muslim community. So please join this effort and rock a little, or a lot, of pink tomorrow, insha’Allah. ;)

http://www.pinkhijabday.net/

#232... Great story of love

“A Sufi master was sitting quietly, when a group of men came to punish him for wrongs he was accused of committing. The men rained blows on the Sufi master, hitting him a thousand times. Yet the Sufi master remained silent, and no sign of pain appeared on his face.

After they had finished beating him, the men took the Sufi master to the court.

The judges asked: “How did you suffer no pain when you were beaten?”

The Sufi master replied: “When the men were raining blows on me, my beloved wife was looking on. Her love made the pain seem easier. Then I thought that, if the loving gaze of a human being can ease pain, the loving gaze of God can eliminate pain altogether.”

by — Nasir al-Din, Persia

JieJah's Say...
I post this at ma facebook, this story had touch me. I hope it will bring all LOVE to all Man kind.

#231... White

Its been a while i been eying this white thing
the white thing that i meant is White Pants
yes..i do have a white linen but me really like the skinny white jeans in White
Simply yummy!

Its gonna be in ma list for coming shopping list
Example as below is among the reason why i wanna own one pair of it!
**gedik tapi benar**
heheeeeeeee........

Credit pic by andmoreagain ;))

JieJah's Say...
Today its really-really busy with the preparation of incoming people from Germany
as the time me update this post..honestly i already finish almost half in ma list
Yeay!!!!! ;-))
Just another day in the Automotive world....

#230... A Man

a man without a mother…is a man with no brains

a man without a wife…is a man with no hearts 

JieJah's Say...Words ;)))

#229...Ma thoughts for today

Situation:  I'm sick because of food poisoning, the doctor advice a lots of things that i can't eat
Ma head:
Then what i can eat then...Wtf***

Situation: Dear Ms Azizah, your billed under ref blah2** need to pay as soon as possible
Ma head:
Dear Customer service, i did inform you that my salary will be in on 26th onward..get it!

Situation: Ya...she cool lalaallllaaa. It would great if she can help me later?
Ma head:
Ya ma A** she just an actress that just received a nomination Golden Globe Award..
Just another plain hypocrite girl with no dignity

Situation: This stupid guy keep on kicking the sit in the movie hall
Ma head:
Its not because of the movie excitement its because that guy have attitudes problem!

Situation:
Ms A ask: Nice shirt, where you get it?
Ms B answer: I cuma beli tempat yang ada kelas jer ....
Ma head:
Unrelated answer -___-** Idiots!




Foot Note:
This is among situation that every human in the word will go thru, trust me this is not easy but the fact is we call as LIFE...



 JieJah's Say...word that playing on ma head

#228... Longkang!

Post ini agak berlainan dengan post yang sebelum nie
pada mulanya saya tak lah nak jadi sejahat ini
akan tetapi keadaan memaksa saya untuk menjadi begitu
Jauh dalam sudut hati saya agak menyampah and muak
dengan keadaan begini tapi kehidupan harus diteruskan jua
moga pada Allah jua yang akan menentukan apa yang betul dan salah
dan saya jua mengaku yang seorang hamba yang tidak sempurna
masih lagi tercari akan kepastian yang sebenar
tetapi saya hanya manuasia biasa
saya tertanya maka terciptanya manusia yang ku gelarkannya longkang
paling menakutkan mereka adalah orang yang hipokrit
yang menganggu kehidupan saya yang serba mencabar ini
pada mereka saya sebenarnya tidak paham akan kehendak mereka
tidak pasti akan tujuan mereka
apa yang pasti hanya ini menyakiti diri saya
soalnya kecik akan diperbesarkan sebesar universal
dan biler soalan yang besar akan diperkecilkan kepada sebesar zarah
apa masalah nya sekarang
cemburu..soalnya anda tidak perlu cemburu kerana saya hanya manusia biasa sahaja
maaf saya bukan seorang pembodek! dan saya punya harga diri kerna saya tidak perlu berpura untuk mencari rezeki...

Sekian...Wassalam.


JieJah's Say...

Post ini jua saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih saya
yang tidak terhingga, semoga Allah melindungi mereka
pada Nya aku memohon dan meminta..

#227...Crazy + Smiley

Morning, or afternoon to everyone or hello!
lately i notice i hardly smile by myself
but at times when i meet or hang with crazy people
i tend to laugh what i used to be..
even ma mum notice that i tend to be more quiet lately
sorry ma..me didn't mean to..
even ma superior pun ask me o.k or not
you make this bulat face blush..gosh
lately i have many things in ma mind
remembering thing that i need to do make me really accopied daily
i miss ma own smile..too

**crazy**..

for time being me love to see people smile
it make me smile
It make ma world in full color
till then,
when the time come
i don't know when
i know in there some where..
time will heal it and make it appear again
to some people see me smile
me thank you..

but knowing now
I'm thinking about you..and others that including whats inside my universe

JieJah's Say...

P.s: A part of me having this funny day..
I would like to say Thank You to all Longkang-Longkang that make ma day as bright as a sunshine
Thank you for all the support that i received, May god bless you more!
Thank you from bottom of ma heart ;)

#226...Lucky & Busy....?

I just don't know why today i wanna share this pic
If I'm not mistaken this picture taken on August
at local event called Malaysia Merdeka Endurance Race 2010
I'm at times still a EMO (and yes me admit that) driver sometimes but i do love fast car
and of course it come with talented drive with fast magnificent machine

me in love with what I'm doing now
yes, I'm elated with ma work
yes, i Admit this is ma passion

Hahahaaa....


JieJah's Say.. a bit crazy today especially Ma Boss just back from overseas :))

#225......Sunyi malam

Bisu hanya mendiamkan diri
tanpa kata
tanpa berita
sunyi dan halus bunyi malam

Aku berbicara sendiri
tanpa kata seindah rupa
ku kata pada bulan aku bingung
ku kata pada angin aku tidak paham
ku kata pada bintang aku risau
ku kata pada awan aku rindu...

Aku penat mencari jawapan
ku tunggu tiada balasan yang ku terima
aku mula membisu
aku bingung
aku tidak keruan dibuatnya
aku tidak di ajar untuk jadi kurang ajar
aku bukan orang yang tidak berhati perut
apa yang ku buatnya jadi begitu..

Lalu aku memujuk diri
kata ku pada diri sabar ini adalah dugaan
kata ku semua ini salah dari diriku sahaja
kata ku jangan berburuk sangka kerna buruk padahnya
kata ku berdoa supaya jangan ada segala malapetaka

Hati ku berbisik agak banyakkan bersabar
nanti baru ada jawapannya..

#226..Ingin menjadi lebih cantik?

Mungkin pada sepasang matanya yang hening yang selalu menjeling tajam atau yang kadang kala malu-malu memberikan kerlingan manja.

Boleh jadi pada bibirnya yang tak jemu-jemu menyerlahkan senyuman manis, atau yang sekali-sekala memberikan kucupan mesra di dahi umi juga, ayah, suami dan pipi munggil anak-anak.
Atau mungkin juga pada hilai tawanya yang gemersik dan suara manjanya yang boleh melembut sekaligus melembutkan perasaan.

Sejuta perkataan belum cukup untuk menceritakan kecantikan perempuan. Sejuta malah berjuta-juta kali ganda perkataan pun masih belum cukup untuk mendefinisikan tentang keindahan perempuan.
Kitalah perempuan itu. Panjatkan kesyukuran kehadrat Tuhan kerana menjadikan kita perempuan dan memberikan keindahan-keindahan itu.

Namun, betapa pun dijaga, dipelihara, dibelai dan ditatap di hadapan cermin saban waktu, tiba masanya segalanya akan pergi jua. Wajah akan suram, mata akan kelam.
Satu sahaja yang tidak akan dimamah usia, sifat keperempuanan yang dipupuk dengan iman dan ibadah.

Anda ingin lebih cantik dan menarik?

# Jadikanlah Ghadhdul Bashar (menundukkan pandangan) sebagai “hiasan mata” anda, nescaya akan semakin bening dan jernih.

# Oleskan “lipstik kejujuran” pada bibir anda, nescaya akan semakin manis.

# Gunakanlah “pemerah pipi” anda dengan kosmetik yang terbuat dari rasa malu yang dibuat dari salon Iman.

# Pakailah “sabun istighfar” yang menghilangkan semua dosa dan kesalahan yang anda lakukan.

# Rawatlah rambut anda dengan “selendang islami” yang akan menghilangkan kelemumur pandangan lelaki.

# Hiasilah kedua tangan anda dengan gelang tawadhu’ dan jari-jari anda dengan cincin ukhuwwah.

# Sebaik-baiknya kalung anda adalah kalung “kesucian.”


# Bedaklah wajah anda dengan “air wudhu.”


JieJah's Say...Interesting post :)

#225.... Its you

There's always something
In the way
There's always something
Getting through
But it's not me
it's You

Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What I know
Not in me
It's in You

It's all I know

And I find peace
When I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
Not in me
But in You

I hope to lose myself
For good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me
It's You
It's all I know

 Lyric: You by Swithfoot



JieJah's express..to YOU.


"Maybe you all wondering why on earth me post this lyric,
Yes, me pernah post this video clip as below, few week ago at facebook
Yes, Walk to remember is my favorite movie of all time
Surprising i watch this alone, heheee...
This particular song above caught me
previously i always keep this song aside to give to some one
so today,

 To dearest Mon petite.. i dedicated this song to YOU.
 With all of me, all i want its You,
 With this me thank you for being you,
 and you accepted me..miss you dearly and me sorry dear.

#224... Slow Dancing in a Burning Room

JieJah's Say...

I'm dancing in a burning room..
Reading the lyric make me move
Yes, i'm move by it
By the lyric :)

Taken from John Mayer lyrics Slow Dancing in a Burning Room...

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room....

#223...Gorgeous people

Last  week it another wedding Marathon..
Start on Friday to Saturday
Back to back...

First couple,
Thank you for inviting us
me sgt happy and elated to be there for you and families
Super duper gorgeous..
So sweet of the brother (Fazli) and the trio brother (Maria) singing on that day
Yes our family got this thing with singing
as my bak pun can sing and played guitar..
Have fun on yer Honeymoon @ Paris..

p.s: Both of you so good together ;)

Second couple,

to ma rakan sekerja, heheeeee....
I know by the time you both read this
you both ngah hornymooning at Singapore
have fun ya..
have a lot of fun at universal world
don't forget the ole-ole for us
"sgt muka x malu," :P
the most selamba couple that i know
razin do take care of lee
and lee please control razin's eats...
hehheeee-----wokeh please dont get mad
I cuma gurau, hope you both love the picture that i took
take care and be good!

JieJah's Say...

p/s: Me sgt elated to be surrounded by this marvelous people Its show how power of LOVE move us

#222.....It will be alright, I promise.

Remedies for sleepless or disappointment heart


Write. Wrap yourself up in a blanket, grab a notebook and a pen and write until your hand hurts. Write about what’s on your mind and why it’s bothering you. Just getting things out in a completely uncensored way can be incredibly therapeutic. I say uncensored because you’re speaking to paper and, more importantly, to yourself. So you don’t want to worry about how you phrase things or if they would make sense to anyone else. You just let it all out.

Go for a walk. Get out of the house and get some physical activity. Simply moving will help you to feel better, and is infinitely better than staying at home curled up in a ball and wallowing in your misery. While you’re walking really look around you. Look at the sky and appreciate the way the clouds delicately move across the blue canvas. Look at the people passing by and remember that you aren’t alone, they are probably hurting in their own way too. Just soak in your surroundings and, as much as possible, appreciate the beauty in it all.

Hang out with close friends. You don’t have to talk about why you’re upset, maybe you just need to discuss movies and music and school to get your mind off matters. The remedial powers of laughing with people that you love and who love you can totally transform your heart. Never underestimate how much better you can feel after spending some time in the company of good friends.

Drink tea. If you’re anxious, it will calm you. If you’re sad, it will comfort you. Tea has the remarkable ability to cheer people up and is nearly like a warm, liquid hug. As it trickles down your throat and begins to warm your whole body you might just find your heart being warmed too.


JieJah's Say...wanna make a hot mango tea :) yummy

#221... Talking to the moon

At some point of time
maybe my stories
it not interesting
maybe its not happening as others
i don't care, because its mine
and it ma life

Honestly i don't know who i am,
maybe I'm just an actress in this lifetime
crazy how its sound
honestly sometime i can be such a good gurl
later i can be the baddest gurl that you will ever known
Or,
I can be the most egoist, the most stupid, the dumbest bimbo
that people can see
then,
I can be the coolest, a good decision maker, good listener
that other have seen

To some point something that i don't understand
i hard for me to explain in details
but

 i admit that I'm not perfect
 i admit i have flaws
 I'm just a human with have limits
 i have ma PMS monthly
 i admit I'm emo and inconsistent

and at the end

i will talk to myself to sleep
i always tell myself to be patients
i encourage myself to better person everyday..
and end up i will crying talking to the moon.

For this post,
i wanna say sorry to people that i hurt
by all means
I'm sorry for bottom of ma heart
I'm just not perfect and i admit it, still on the journey of learning
teach me, guide me ...i shall grew in no time.

Again,
As I'm reaching ma hand to you,
i know its un-logical..
without i realizing that
I'm already crying talking to the moon.




JieJah's Say...Words on ma head

#220...I want to laugh all nite long

Danggggggggg!!!!!

I really wanna go to The Kings & Queen of the comedy Asia Stand up

Taken from News Straits Times

Back for its second edition, The Kings And Queen Of Comedy Asia promises fans with more rib-tickling humour, writes DENNIS CHUA

FOLLOWING the huge success of its first edition, The Comedy Club Kuala Lumpur, in partnership with The Comedy Club Asia, is set to bring more laughter to fans this month. The Club opens its new season with The Kings And Queen Of Comedy Asia, featuring five of Malaysia’s and Asia’s most hilarious stand-up comedians.

Malaysia is represented by Harith Iskander and Douglas Lim. They will be joined by Vietnam’s Hung Le, Kumar from Singapore and India’s top funnyman Vir Das.

The season will begin with two shows — in Singapore and Kuala Lumpur on Oct 22 and 23 respectively.

The Singaporean venue is the Singapore Conference Hall and the Kuala Lumpur venue is the KL Convention Centre in KLCC, Jalan Ampang.


Review of the previous ones was great..
me really envied with the green eye to go
can some one teman me..
with the sad puppy eyes... -___-""

Me really-really wanna go..
JieJah's Say...

Me still wanna go.. ada kang me heret ma mum -____-"

#219.. The guy make me smile..

I don't know why,
but one thing for sure is you really make me smile
I just get to know you last couple of song
I fall in love in yer yummy voice
I fall in love in yer music..

Yes, ahhaahhhaaa...
Who also can make me smile now
the song is so ALIVE
I'm officially your greatest fan
Can't wait to get ma hand to buy yer album
Can't wait for you to come to Malaysia

Please DO..
Coz me so in love with your lyric
That is ma confession of the day..
Yes, i update ma play-list.
with consist of his tracks...
Yummylicious man
JieJah's Say...

DANG!!!!!!!!!,
sayer agak pelik
dlm kekalutan saya sekarang lagu anda menjadi inspirasi 
saya berterima kasih.
 

#218... The >___< day..

Today is the grand finale day
that everyone have waited
even me,
i start ma day with lafaz "bismillahhirahmanirahim,"
I'm hoping a for a good start
to kick out ma youngest bro called
his in Bukit Kayu Hitam, out station
he ask me a favor..
and ask me to search for him account book
-____-** me can't find it
ask the my another bro to search for it
because i already late to work

Haiyoo...!!!!

Well,
the traffic is flowing freely today
great! but the intersection from Kesas to Subang
make wanna to commit blood..
cliche as it sound but the traffic policeman just hold for 5 minutes
i wonder why..
never mind i guess
again another traffic mess from ara damansara towards glenmarie
great!
I'm expecting the worst of the day,
but I'm hoping the best for the day as well

Tonight,
I will be at Matrade hall
to celebrate the reception of ma cousin
yes, I'm exited...
I hoping that i can go off early to
mise en place ma self...
hahhehheee...

Will update more as time pass by
i don't care about the longkang-longkang that always
irritated me..please go ahead
and i don't care about the negative vibe anymore
as i realized I'm more worth it without them
and I'm better without them..
because i love and forgive myself
and on a journey of a new beginning...
of ma new adventure!!!!!!


JieJah's Say...

And with this to ma colleague..
Tomorrow will be yer Nikah day! The best of luck as him today also working -___-""""
In advance with I'm wishing Selamat Pengantin Baru to Razin & Erlin Lee
will see u guyz soon there!
Cheers!!!!!

#217...Legendary

As me surfing the net
doing ma stuff plus playing
me came across with this quote that caught ma eye
tell me again why this go so soon
it make wonder if he still alive
i respect you and your song
the best alternative rock ever..and I Adore you!

"Rape is one of the most terrible crimes on earth.
The problem with groups who deal with rape is that they try to educate woman about how to defend themselves. What really needs to be done is to teach men not to rape, to go to the source and start there."

 — Kurt Cobain

JieJah's Say...

no wonder he makes music sound good
me listen with a huge smile, you gone too soon...Rest In Peace

#216...Its me!!!!!!!!!

WeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeEEEEE!!!!!!

(with the gedik loncat-loncat mode) :P

*me with the black scarf**This October issue of Malaysian Tatler

With ma scream
YES! Pic above show ma passion and ma another love
In previous post i think in early july
I have the oppurtunity to go joint PWRS Tour Singapore 2010
I have a great time there
Great time and much this bulat gurl its so elated
During that time i stayed at Marina Bay,
And its just been newly officiate..
Great memories..

I think the best is the experience to drive the 3rd expensive
car in the world...Porsche


JieJah's Say...
What more me can see..Im elated with all this.
;)


I still in dreamland
Im elated and lucky to be here..

#215...Makan, Cinta dan Tuhan

Maybe some of you already watched this movie
I read some of the review say it bad and not worth to watch
but some say it worth it...
So..i decide to watch.

 


I realized after watching this movie,
it make me wake up from the deepest sleep
to make me realized many thing in life that i miss
the decision that left hanging without any answer
mistakes that can change ma life

but the best is,

to learn to forgive our self
learn to accept thing from bad to the best of you
open your eyes, see surrounding us..
open your heart,in order for other to see the real you
learn to let go of your past
learn to live with our mistakes
learn to talk to god
without god we are useless
walking with empty souls
and the main thing is

Live to drive your dream & always put Al-Mighty First in our life...

So far this movie,
effected me in many way
maybe I'm such an emo gurl -___-"""
which i admit i do..
make me think a lot..
make me realized in many ways that it should be
and honestly i want to watch it again and again

JieJah's Say...

and without me realized
i add another wish in ma wish list..
to read more books as i used before this..

#214...Hai, Ma name is Jiejah

Hi,

I hope life have treat you well
i don't know why i today i would like to story share about ma self
many of ma post will show
ma emotion toward many things in life
things happen to ma personal,
ma work place,
ma opinion toward generals,
ma famile,
ma cat,
ma emo,
And many more..hahhaaaaa

Today,
i wanna share about ma dream and hope
since last two, three days ago
me keep on hearing this topic which make me trigger to express mine
wah!suddenly i feel so expressionist..

I believe everyone have their hope and dream
many hoping to get rich
marry a royalty
working as doctor,lawyer and many more
many other dream that we all came across with..

As for me on ma previous post,

1#
I would like to run a business mybe a restaurant with catering service
reason ma mum such a great cooker and the best personal chef money can't buy in life..
beside to help ma own family, it will also keep us closer..;)

2#
I hope ma plan next year will runs smoothy as what we will plan (**at this time we don't have the dats yet)
Yes, i know it won't be easy but i know we will kan dearie? and we can pull this Together
So, we can dream and live our life together...with godwilling maybe we have our own litte junior

3#

I want to travel
At this nearest time, i just want to relax and plain taking picture all day long.
Maybe Penang, Melaka, Port Dickson...or bagan lalang
i love beach, the blue skies make me happy
sitting there doin nothing waiting the sunset
also make me happy..

Me tot now really wanna go..and have fun with Mr sunny all day long.

Imagine:

Me with skinny bikini sitting at the beach doin nothing watching the sunset with ma Lumix at ma hand
**heaven**

4#

I wanna to improve ma skill,
Maybe you will wonder why? to me every day its all about learning new thing
its weather you realized or not.. and to me wanna to continue ma studies.
With god willing and more rezeki me will continue..Insyallah.

Talk about skill,
I wanna learn to play a guitar again
it been ages i didn't play that instrument
i know bak plays very well and me like it
so maybe if have more rezeki mane tau me can continue ma dream
yeay!

5#

Every other day i always have this thought in ma head
I really nak pergi for Umrah..Maybe its cliche but its ma dream
I wanna see the magnificent of AL-Mighty,
saya merendah diri untuk kesana,
saya tau saya bukan orang yang sempurna,
tetapi yang pasti saya ingin mencari keampunan dan rahmat darinya.

JieJah's Say...Hope that it will come true, Insyallah. Amin.

#213... I'm sorry Baby..

As previous post,
i shared tragedy that happen to me yesterday
i really thought that i express in my blog
will give me a peace of mind went i go home

but...i'm dead wrong

So,
Here i'm half way home
realized that i can't go home
to face the other kitten that left..
Believe it or not
I start to cry again in the car
i try not to but tear just cant stop pouring

As i reach home,
slowly i drove inside
but ma eye saw the mummy of ma kitten
she searching the babies
i'm really hurt by that
she keep on calling
and when i step out from the car
she give me this straight look
i know...Im sorry dearie.

Then she ran at ma car
snifing thru under the car
calling and calling her children
my tear keep on falling
its non-stop
my mum hug me
because she know how close i'm to this cat

"Please forgive me, i didn't mean to take yer children away
from you..
I'm sorry..
i really-really do deary..,"

Later,
I realized something..

I recognize that face
then ma mum tell me that the other two kitten also
seems can't be located
they search the babies since last afternoon
no sign of them both
Then i said "no wonder when i called or sms you guyz seems don't want to answer it,"
Now i know why..

Footnote: Maybe you will wonder, I'm very emo when it comes to ma cat everyone in ma family knows it, because I'm very closed with ma cat..even they sleep with me.

Maybe you all will think
why on earth me so emotional about this
the reason this is the first time
I hit ma kitten, the cat died ;(
all ma family have that experience
even when they hit i'm the first one whom crying
but when i'm in this position
i do regret it..
wishing i could turn back time
to make you come back to mummy
but i realized i can't do that dearie..
till i see you again..
all i have is i'm really sorry sweet honey baby..

Good nite baby,
Good bye baby..
May you & Sibling rest in peace..
I love you more than you can imagine..

From yer mummy jiejah..

#212... Love in the air

This week this bulat gurl
celebrating the love all around me
Yes, truly i been bless with love around me
i will share some picture later
as the picture is with ma Mr.kecik

but before that

To ma fren Heyza,
Congrat dear,
I'm truly sorry i can't make it to yer engagement
My mum its not feeling well and i don't have any transport
Ma Charlie used by ma dad..his car rosak.
Insyallah..with god willing me will come to yer reception
and honestly me x sabar especially
the photo shoot at bagan lalang beach
me loike!
can't wait...

To Ma cousin,
Maria muna..congrat dearie
the 10.10.10 treat you well
after solemnization "grizzling @ hujan gerimis fall as a good sign"
me ;)
i don't know weather you will read this
but i want to express how beautiful you are
me adore you..
and ma prayers goes to everlasting happiness
with faizal till end of life
can't wait this Friday and Saturday
for your reception..
must be gorgeous..like you jugak

The third is the future in laws solemnization
a simple majlis but full of love
with the spirit of togetherness and F.A.M.I.LY

I'm elated that Mr kecik bawak me to his hometown
i feel at home
the warmness gesture from the future family
make me fall in love instantly
yes, I'm still new in the family
guide me thru i will be there soon..

Not to forget
I have ma girlfren time
Thank you for your time and care
we did catch up a lot right?
yes, we have many incoming session soon
Thank you I'm elated dearly
yes, i felt the love all around me
yes, i feel great and elated with this
I have lost one the baby that i love today ,
Yes I'm sad, but i believe this stated in qadak and qadar.


JieJah's Say...

**ma thought's
fly's at this quotes Love is patient, love is kind, love means slowly losing your mind...
words..wonder thru me...

#211...Monday accident

I wake up late this morning
Rush'in to dress up
Decided to wear sweater that not required to iron
and wear light make up to cover ma sleepy face
ready and off me go..

In ma heart,
i feel uncomfortable
i don't why i feel that..
trying to ignore it because i know it just the Monday blues

With lafaz Bismillah me kuar rumah..

Load ma stuff in the car,
heat up the engine
check ma kitten's at the porch
then i saw them with their mummy
feeding and playing with each other..
me kiss them and say me going to work ya!

Note: Yes, I'm a mummy..i have many small kids that i need to take care,
my kid came in fur..with 4 leg and mustaches"
i heart them...and yes, i love them too much.

Back to the story,
i go in ma car..
put the car on reserve and slowly the car move
as ma eyes check again for cats
and suddenly me saw...

Ma baby,
lifeless..with blood all over the place
me just stop the car and me just burst in tears
ma dad shock thought that i hit something
when he saw what me holding
he just silent ------
so with ma bro ------

The air burst with ma tears
yes..she still live when me hold her
but ma dad took her away from me
my heart really hurt and full of regret with what happen
i blame myself not to check again..
i know u like to play with me coz i will chase u back
and now...u left me.

I know this wont bring you back
but hear me deary
i would do anything to turn back time
especially not to do the same mistake again
me really sorry, i trully do my dearest baby..

Here i am
pouring ma heart again for the lost
that should not be..
although i meet and love you
in brief off time
you have ma heart in second that make me happy
and smile..
your eye make me smile again after the previous lost
but now its ma lost..

JieJah's Say...

Dearest baby,
mummy really-really sorry.

Dear Al-Mighty,
To you i serve with all ma heart and soul
to you i seek ma forgiveness
with this I'm really sorry for accident this morning..
with this i send ma regret..I'm sorry.

#210...Ordinary me

 JieJah's Say

...This song is ma favorite song -John Legend - Ordinary People

And yes this song is an inspiration for me to name ma blog, this song make me realized few more aspect in life. Believe me or not this song keep me going when i'm down emotionally. I'm just an ordinary gurl, with her own expression, freedom, doing what i do believe in...plus chasing after ma hopes and dream to come true. Not to forget the bulat face too ;))))*

#209...Note to myself

To be strong and nothing can disturb your peace of mind.

That you’ll love with your whole heart.
That you wont be afraid to fall.
That you will be true to yourself, and you wont change for anyone.
That sometimes you wont say sorry because you know you did nothing wrong.
To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything.
And make your optimism come true.

To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past.
And press on to the greater achievements of the future.

To wear a cheerful countenance at all times.
And give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself.
That you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry.
Too noble for anger, too strong for fear.
And too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

JieJah's Say...This is ma self note to remind ma self not caught in EMO world again

#208... Picture update

As my previous post
i wanna to share some picture of pink awareness
the guy that holding the banner is Henry Golding
i think back at the office the main reason they can't give
us uploading the picture due to the security...
enough about it..let continue to browse this beautiful picture ;)

**Fine looking yummy licious...Mr Henry Golding**

**Pic of pinky building**

Support breast cancer awareness campaign ;)))*

JieJah's Say...

#207...Story of a working life

Wise friend once did mention to me
"G, bitches think alike,"
yes, at times i have to admit that i also can be a cruel bitch
but still im an ordinary gurl with a twist of the bulat face
but the story that i wanna share here its something stupid
and kids please don't try it at home or your work place

Look its not my intention to backstabb them
but as i observe they like a disease
that really contagious that make sick
at first i don't think its this bad
but till the day i heard it myself
i realized that they a bunch of human or bitches
that have dissatisfaction in life
if in Bahasa Melayu means "rasa ketidakpuasaan hati"

They like to gossip about things that unrelated
example
what cloth we wear, ma opinion~ i dress much stylo that you although im wearing scarf
what we do (in term of work) , ma opinion ~ i guess they dont have anything to do
gossip about management, ma opinion is they don't have a respect to a person named as BOSS (idiot!)
small things that unrelated, ma opinion ~ In Malay proverb.. Like katak bawah tempurung

Example as above already shown who they are
i don't have to say more
and they best part of yesterday is between them in the clan
they have the guts to condemn other people
the best part is that another person is the closes friend here in the office
how cruel a person just can assume and do something like that
and the more beautiful part is the second person accepted
in open hand...

As ma colleague tells me if we in that position
one thing for sure i will give her a piece of ma mind
and convince ma boss at the same time
maybe that is the most logical thing that normal person would do
to think in their shoe i guess they don't think in that sense at all

I guess what i encounter its just a piece of pie in working environment
many thing we will discover
i know every one wants the best in life
but i don't think we can achieve that by stepping at other people's head
its for me to learned
and to you to figure it out

JieJah's Say...

this people don't have anything else to do
maybe they expect life will come easy to them

#206.. Pink October fest

Today i wanna to inform about this awareness
this month its a breast awareness campaign..
me wanna share because i care
me share because i been thru that before
Yes its only a sis but the pain and emotional roller coaster
only god know,

how much pain its involve especially been dumb
by a cruel man at that point of life..
but i wake up and i became who I'm now
feel much alive
feel much more worth it

and at the end it not the cancer at all
but as what the doctor tell me

"Early detection helps,"

yes, I'm agree with that and I'm elated
that I'm here still breathing and surrounded with people
that care and love me endlessly...

The campaign that caught ma eyes is yesterday newspaper
Sultan Abdul Samad building and Mid Valley colored in Pink
Its a cool idea to do that
i got some picture to share it with you as well...
and on top of that if all of you do read cleo magazine
CLEO magazine, the best selling English language women’s magazine had launched
an online breast cancer awareness video starring CLEO’s Most Eligible Bachelor 2009
Henry Golding, the Breast-man...aka the yummy man..
everyone know what is this campaign its all about
but do you especially gurl out there
spend at least 15 minute to self examined your breast
trust me its easy!
or you can ask your husband aka yer lover to examined it for you..
(Ini untuk yang sudah berkahwin sahaja, Noted with Thanks!)

LOL!

Jiejah says...

Early detection saves your life and since yesterday i can't upload any pic will upload a pic soon from home.. ;))

#205... Sweet & Sour of life

05.10.2010

Today i feel much lighter than yesterday
everything runs its course
except the part the going to work just now -"stupid orange myvi driver," -____-""
and come in office just now full with stupid gossip from few no brainer chicks...
yes i'm really fed up with their attitudes..
now to me they all just a lame people..

yet i can feel my day will turn from sour to sweet of desert ;)
which its so true!!! ;))

I went lunch with ma gff
yes, thank you gurls for the great companion
me love the food and the enviroment

and we were drunk with the serai tea and the sour plum rose with the giggle and laughter
i hope the bday gurl enjoy it as much that we all did

and today...jeng jeng jeng

06.10.2010

Ma gff ask us to accompany her friend bday
of course me say yes
and we all did enjoy our time there
citcat stupid stuff, we giggle, laugh till everyone look at us
yes! people that's us...
enjoying our time especially lunch time hour

yeay!

I'm elated to have you gurl in ma life
yes! me enjoying and in same time feels good
with the new peeps surrounding me...
not the negative people that will
drive me crazy..
to them im going to see

Plus the song playing in the restaurant make me high
me with ma sharp ears
hahehheeeee ;)))
yes i love man with wonderful voice
yes i love man can play instrument like guitar and drum
and yes i love the old school music

for now i really in this not so old song by

"Over My Head (Cable Car)"

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your ...

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

JieJah's Say...
P.s  there a history of this song
the funny part is the fray is ma fav band
but me still searching who sing this song
because i fall in love with the beat and mr gula hati gv me this cd in ma car
so me ask him and when he answer i was smiling all the way
**ahhaaaaha.. how wonderful life it right?
yes.. I'm enjoying every moment in front of me..
and believe me i do...

#204... Berhenti mengharap

Mungkin ada di luar sana yang sedang menbaca
nukilan ini hanya penyembuh luka
yang dalam hanya empunya yang tahu
akan asal usulnya...

Tatkala aku menyusur jalan biasa
sesak tidak terhingga
pelbagai ragam manusia tidak terkira
hati terusik dengan bicara di radio
hati merindu yang jauh
tatkala hati cuma berceria
lain jadinya...

Aku hanya manusia biasa
punya perasaan seperti semua
adakalnya aku tertewas seperti yang lain jua
tapi itu tidak boleh di jadikan alasan untuk
memukul ku dengan makian
menghimpit ku dengan umpatan
membuang ku dengan pukulan
ku terasa diri ku jauh dariNya

Dalam diam diri berdoa
mengharap keampunan darinya
berharap aku dimaafkan oleh semuanya
aku mengaku sesungguhnya diri ku tidak sempurna
aku hanya manusia hina di mataNya kerna
ku cuma meminta pertolongan tatkala hati
di himpit kesusahan,
di hurung dengan kepayahan,
di racun dengan hasutan...
Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku lupa kerna ku hanyut
dalam keduniaan...

Dalam harapan,
ku memohon hati ini supaya tabah
menjalani kehidupan yang seadanya
senyum tatkala umpatan atau kejian yang di jeritkan
sabar meniti episod kehidupan yang kejam
berdiam diri di kala di tegur dalam urusan kehidupan
menyayangi orang yang mengambil berat tentang diri
berusaha untuk memperbaiki segala kelemahan diri
menerima segalanya segala qadak dan qadar ilahi...

Dalam masa terdekat apa yang ku ingin
aku hanya mahu berdiri di depan lautan
mengarang karangan dengan luahan
agar hati ini dapat tenang
di kala fikiran tepu dengan karenah keduniaan..
ku harap ini dapat jadi kenyataan!
Amin...

Kala ini aku mendengar lagu berhenti berharap dari indonesia
dan ku mohon dari sheila majid dari malaysia
isi dan maknanya berbeza
tapi ku berkata yang sama
Harapan ku tetap yang sama
Cuma mengharap diri tidak berbeza.

JieJah's Say...

Ini hanya nukilan saya
tidak kena mengena dengan sesiapa
hanya sekadar luahan semata...

-Tamat-

#203... Lesson of life

 Today its monday
why on earth that im gloomy
why there no bird flying at the sky
why many thing happen not according to plan
why human simply heartless
why im wondering all this

Maybe it not rhyme
but it not mine
i just scribble at time
my mind just wonder at times

Human just being ordinary
at times they will try to be extraordinary
but sometime they seems heartless
as word they potray
is pain in ma ass
Yes! it hurt but would you care
some will do but some
will ignore...
By human we will say let it be
but the wound in heart will not bare
by time it will explode
would you hear and care..?

hey,
yes you..stop with the stupid argumentation
who are you again
i don't know you..
the fact i don't care about you..
you a piece of potion in ma life

JieJah's Say...

Stop acting because i know its fact, as i can tell you are a tale...

#202... Jiwa & Hati

Tatkala aku duduk bersendirian
Aku bermonolog sendiri
memikir tentang pelbagai tajuk dan perkara
makku pesan jangan asyik memikir
kelak buruk padahnya
makin kering tubuhnya
makin banyak uban menghurungnya

Tapi aku tidak boleh berbohong
aku punya perasaan
dan aku tak mampu untuk menipu
diri sendiri..
dan aku tak di ajar untuk menipu
diri sendiri..

Soalnya di suruh ku bersabar
tapi aku bertanya sampai biler
.....senyap**

Berkali ku pujuk
tapi aku nie siapa nak dipujuk
....aku tunduk**

Tatkala ku di landa kepayahan atau kesusahan
ku mengaku aku lupa dan alpa dengan keagungan mu
ku lupa dengan janjiku kepada mu..
Pada Mu Yang Maha Esa
Kau berikan aku kekuatan untuk mengharunginya sekali lagi
Kau dekatkan ku pada Mu Ya Allah....
Ku sujud dan tunduk dengan Qadak dan Qadar mu!

Demi semua
ku akan kuatkan jiwa & hati
ku titipkan semangat ku
pelbagai cara untuk ku mengharungi
akan ku cuba demi semua...
kerna hati nie sangat senang melihat
yang di sayang bergembira....;))

JieJah's Say...
Ini hanya nukilan saya, xde kena mengena dengan sesiapa
sekadar ini berpuitis sambil menenangkan hati...

#201... Music & Me

There something about music make me feels light and easy..and somehow the lyric make me realized in many way. Tonight I'm listening to this song....

lyric that make high..as i can't sleep tonight
Broken-Lifehouse

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will, I'll be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you




p.s This post xde kena mengena samada hidup atau yang mati
sekian..

#200... L.O.V.E

Love..

Its been a while me didn't post anything good
because for all this time i keep pouring
about ma others perceptive of life

Love can be define in many way..
Wikipedia:
Love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.
[1] In philosophical context, love is a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection. In religious context, love is not just a virtue, but the basis for all being
("God is love"[2]), and the foundation for all divine law (Golden Rule).

I don't know about all of you out there,
But to me Love come in many where that i really "bersyukur" in every way
I found love in ma family, ma dearest friends, In Lover and in other forms.

F.A.M.I.L.Y

This is the most precious love
More expensive than gold and anything in the world
i don't know about you all out there
to me Family define who we are
in every way
from daily tasks
to decision making
we will turn to them
ask their opinions and feedback

Maybe there up and down in a family
just be patient
till the time its right
you will get an answer in no time..

You will agree when i say this
Mother's love is the greatest love of all time
Daddy's love is the best protector and ad-visor of all time

Some may not agreed with me
i don't mind because this is ma opinion
without them I'm not here
without them I'm not who I'm now
I'm syukur to have them in ma life
i will cherish and love them
till death separate us away..

Lover

Everyone will experience this
its someone special in your heart
to care
to cherish
to be with till end of time

Some will found it
in high school
in college or university
or in any surprise forms

Well,
in ma case of searching a lover
thru up and down of relationship
thru heartache
thru happiness
at last me found ma mon petite ami or my gula hati
yes, me mengaku its takes me times to realized
i adore him since he sober years
but when faith had decide for me
we communicate thru social networks
and things fall in places

Yes, I'm still learning about him
Yes, i admit me emo
but the most important thing is
"he accept me as who I'm,"
For that me Thank you dearie

You got this bulat face gurl smile again...


Friendship

I elated and really glad i been
surrounded by people that really
care about me
the bond since high school
since ma sober years
since I'm working
each and everyone that touch ma heart
me love you guys

Thru friendship
i learn about many thing
about life
about the person
about caring
about many thing includes gossip's
;)

we can chat all day long
we can sms non stop like nobody business
we can shop till we drop
nobody can give you that
Yes i have to admit
ma friendship its not always good
but we works from there to learn
to forgive and forget at the same time

To my dearest fren
you know who u are
this post is dedicated you each and everyone
that touch this heart and make me so elated
to have YOU in ma life




JieJah's Say...

Love is a mystical thing that hard to judge and define
to me life is too short
learn to cherish
the one that really care about you
let them who how much they meant to you..
this post its just something that is really wanna post since
last few days ago..but only today i can share my tot's and opinion
about LOVE....

#190...Amazed

Today i felt much calmer that what i expected, if not sure me will fell like deep shite
yesterday or everyday its another learning experiences,
yes i understood its life,
hence i don't expect it to easy,
but in the same time i know its a journey,
one thing i now is never take thing so easily,
and never trust people instantly
just trust and care the one whom really care about you.

I realized things can't be assume just like that
and assumption always kills me
beside that i realized that
it good when we really know who 'is' him or her
to me people can say anything
can assume anything
because they don't know anything
Am i correct?

When life just run its course
it make people as who there are
life make us mature
in every way that we did not realized
although we have an ego inside
of each and anyone of us..
hence time & situation can be the only one
whom can give you an answer
and of course with the guidance and faith
you will lead the way..

This are the words that playing on ma mind

Its funny how i can do this
Its funny when me can describe this in words...

JieJah's Say...Nothing just a plain word